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bro this shit is genuinely worse than cancer. niggas genuinely dont take you seriously at all. i am the only short male out of my whole family (164cm) the tallest being 205cm. the 2nd shortest (who is a female) is 6 feet and the shortest who coincidentally happens to be my parent is literally a 4'11 dwarf or something bro.
i looked that much like a fucking child that when i walked in to my own work once, a co worker (who never properly met) id checked me bro, at my own workplace. its genuinely over. i will never be anything more than a friend to these foids.
at my other job the fucking person who hired us (for construction) thought i was 12 and the nigga started patting my fucking head asking if i wanted to get lollies after work????????????
tried explaining how height matters to these group of girls and they genuinely acted like it didnt matter which is funny bc they wouldnt have even looked in my direction if i didnt know them for ages. my own hb when he seen one of my other cousins was in disbelief because bro could not believe my manlet self was related to someone that tall. bro literally could not believe it. almost everyone i know tries to convince me it doesn't matter and that its just fake are the same people who figuratively and literally look down on me. the only thing i got going is the fact that im doing good in my subjects but thats about it
tried to change my life and the endocronologist just didnt give a fuck bro when i walked in, right off the bat he was just like "yeah bro ur genetically a small guy you wont be like arnold schwarznegger anytime soon" and just half assed evreyhting to get me out of his office as fast as possible. tried to get hgh prescribed because ive always had problems with hunger (even with cyproheptadine and training like a dog and trying to eat small meals throughout the day). did my tests for the endo and he said everything was good (the only good thing was my test tbh my t levels were surprisingly high, yes even a good free test)
asked for my results and he only sent me the results for my shit when he wanted to test my feces. i went looking for the other results and my igf 1 and hgh levels were so disgustingly fucking low like genuinely non existent bro my stomach dropped.
even when i do get the proper calories in and train well and do evreything perfectly track everything some bullshit will happen no matter what. everytime i see anyone short like me or small asf my heart genuinely breaks, this is literally a lifetime humiliation ritual. my own parents tell me to buy platform shoes when i go out and still try convince me height doesnt matter. only thing keeping me sane and happy is my vyvanse
dear god im begging at least 5'7 minimum so i can be considered sub human. even then my jaw is recessed and its actually so fucking over. cant stand the sight of it. i pray for some sort of divine intervention so my son could have a chance at a normal life.
im tweaking hard asf rn so i probably dont make sense but im bored asf ngl. anyways love u guys hope you all are doing well
i looked that much like a fucking child that when i walked in to my own work once, a co worker (who never properly met) id checked me bro, at my own workplace. its genuinely over. i will never be anything more than a friend to these foids.
at my other job the fucking person who hired us (for construction) thought i was 12 and the nigga started patting my fucking head asking if i wanted to get lollies after work????????????
tried explaining how height matters to these group of girls and they genuinely acted like it didnt matter which is funny bc they wouldnt have even looked in my direction if i didnt know them for ages. my own hb when he seen one of my other cousins was in disbelief because bro could not believe my manlet self was related to someone that tall. bro literally could not believe it. almost everyone i know tries to convince me it doesn't matter and that its just fake are the same people who figuratively and literally look down on me. the only thing i got going is the fact that im doing good in my subjects but thats about it
tried to change my life and the endocronologist just didnt give a fuck bro when i walked in, right off the bat he was just like "yeah bro ur genetically a small guy you wont be like arnold schwarznegger anytime soon" and just half assed evreyhting to get me out of his office as fast as possible. tried to get hgh prescribed because ive always had problems with hunger (even with cyproheptadine and training like a dog and trying to eat small meals throughout the day). did my tests for the endo and he said everything was good (the only good thing was my test tbh my t levels were surprisingly high, yes even a good free test)
asked for my results and he only sent me the results for my shit when he wanted to test my feces. i went looking for the other results and my igf 1 and hgh levels were so disgustingly fucking low like genuinely non existent bro my stomach dropped.
even when i do get the proper calories in and train well and do evreything perfectly track everything some bullshit will happen no matter what. everytime i see anyone short like me or small asf my heart genuinely breaks, this is literally a lifetime humiliation ritual. my own parents tell me to buy platform shoes when i go out and still try convince me height doesnt matter. only thing keeping me sane and happy is my vyvanse
dear god im begging at least 5'7 minimum so i can be considered sub human. even then my jaw is recessed and its actually so fucking over. cant stand the sight of it. i pray for some sort of divine intervention so my son could have a chance at a normal life.
im tweaking hard asf rn so i probably dont make sense but im bored asf ngl. anyways love u guys hope you all are doing well
