choppedmexican
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I've honestly forgotten about this account but im embarrassed by the posts on it. I thought i was some crazy looksmaxxer because i was losing weight and doing a basic skin care routine, i got so obsessed with losing weight i developed an eating disorder and i'm now bulimic. I told my mom sbout it, and she told the rest of my immediate family and now they all also know now. I've lost interest in almost everything i used to find fun and i constantly feel tired. But recovery seems worse than staying how i am now, I'd rather look sick and dying than ever be bloated again. I'm also sure my ED as well as over lifting when i was in middle school stunted my growth because the only glimpse i got of my growth chart was stagnant towards the end. I'm only like 5'5 at 16. I don't know what to do at this point it honestly seems like its over
