maybe i dont hate my life

[Deleted member 73697]

my girlfriend got me a cake i feel so happy even if im retarded and ugly my girlfriend loves me so it isnt that bad

im turning 19 tomorrow but today is the only day she could come over

it gets better guys

 

[deadmau154]

I hate my life.
KHHV, Autistic, Ugly, Etc

 

[Deleted member 86877]

Mirin

 

[Deleted member 99995]

You have a girlfriend
says enough bud

 

[diditeverbegin]

You have a girlfriend
says enough bud

Real bhai

 

[Deleted member 73697]

I hate my life.
KHHV, Autistic, Ugly, Etc

im autistic and ugly

 

[Deleted member 105833]

my girlfriend got me a cake i feel so happy even if im retarded and ugly my girlfriend loves me so it isnt that bad
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im turning 19 tomorrow but today is the only day she could come over

it gets better guys

Happy bday bro

 

[diditeverbegin]

it gets better guys

Nigga

 

[Deleted member 86840]

wait until you realize the same girlfriend giving you cake today is the same gf who will be taking BBC behind your back in a couple months

then you’ll start hating your life again hopefully

 

[Deleted member 73697]

wait until you realize the same girlfriend giving you cake today is the same gf who will be taking BBC behind your back in a couple months

then you’ll start hating your life again hopefully

then ill have my other girlfriend it isnt that bad

 

[Deleted member 107111]

 

[diditeverbegin]

Niggas on .org when someone is happy:

wait until you realize the same girlfriend giving you cake today is the same gf who will be taking BBC behind your back in a couple months

then you’ll start hating your life again

 

[Deleted member 88079]

stop bumping this bragging htn thread idiots

 

[Deleted member 80562]

I hate my life.
KHHV, Autistic, Ugly, Etc

I love my life
Virgin, autistic, ugly, etc

I still find ways to make the best of it

 

[Deleted member 73697]

stop bumping this bragging htn thread idiots

how is not hating my life a brag thread

 

[axttt_]

i hope its poisoned

 

[Deleted member 51715]

shes cheating on you

 

[Deleted member 73697]

i hope its poisoned

why bro

 

[Deleted member 73697]

shes cheating on you

she isnt

 

[Deleted member 51715]

she isnt

im happy for you i am just jealous

 

[Loves]

my girlfriend got me a cake i feel so happy even if im retarded and ugly my girlfriend loves me so it isnt that bad
View attachment 3303369

im turning 19 tomorrow but today is the only day she could come over

it gets better guys

Ur actually not as retarded and ugly as you think then

 

[Deleted member 73697]

Ur actually not as retarded and ugly as you think then

i lost close to 3k in just the last week

 

[Deleted member 73697]

at least your white and not ethnic on top of all of it

yeah im ethnic bro dont say that

 

[Deleted member 73697]

im happy for you i am just jealous

may you get a big tit latina to throw you a birthday party amen

 

[Deleted member 85204]

happy birthday bro.

unfortunately I will never experience this.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I love my life
Virgin, autistic, ugly, etc

I still find ways to make the best of it

This.

No family, No friends, No women, Nothing.

But we live on.

I made people laugh in Norway with my face-mask. And that made me laugh myself.

Don't take life seriously, it's all just a comedy.

 

[Deleted member 80562]

This.

No family, No friends, No women, Nothing.

But we live on.

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I made people laugh in Norway with my face-mask. And that made me laugh myself.

Don't take life seriously, it's all just a comedy.

There is so much to enjoy in life if you stop thinking about all the negatives

 

[Deleted member 17578]

There is so much to enjoy in life if you stop thinking about all the negatives

for real man, I had a blast in Norway just being an autistic ugly subhuman making the most out of my holiday. Hiking, drinking, chilling, and so on. There was no performative pressure.
I didn't slay shit, didn't even kiss a girl. Who cares? It doesn't matter.

Now I am back in the netherlands and the incel dread is taking control of me again but I don't want it, I reject it. All these massive standards of who I should be, how I should behave, how I should look, I reject it all.

Life is to be enjoyed, not to be the prison cell in which you are tortured.

 

[Deleted member 80562]

for real man, I had a blast in Norway just being an autistic ugly subhuman making the most out of my holiday. Hiking, drinking, chilling, and so on. There was no performative pressure.
I didn't slay shit, didn't even kiss a girl. Who cares? It doesn't matter.

Now I am back in the netherlands and the incel dread is taking control of me again but I don't want it, I reject it. All these massive standards of who I should be, how I should behave, how I should look, I reject it all.

Life is to be enjoyed, not to be the prison cell in which you are tortured.

Keep doing things you enjoy in the Netherlands and you will have just as much fun as you did in Norway

 

[Deleted member 73697]

for real man, I had a blast in Norway just being an autistic ugly subhuman making the most out of my holiday. Hiking, drinking, chilling, and so on. There was no performative pressure.
I didn't slay shit, didn't even kiss a girl. Who cares? It doesn't matter.

Now I am back in the netherlands and the incel dread is taking control of me again but I don't want it, I reject it. All these massive standards of who I should be, how I should behave, how I should look, I reject it all.

Life is to be enjoyed, not to be the prison cell in which you are tortured.

it is subjective you have to find the ability to stay in that state 24/7

 

[axttt_]

why bro

bcz you just larp about having a shitty life and troll being incel and shit when i genuinely am touch deprived asf and live the shit u larp about
gonna ignore tbh

 

[wollet2]

i have not a single time in my life said that im happy. and no i didnt live an extraordinary sad life up to a point as that would easily imply. i lived like you or much better, up to a point

 

[Deleted member 97572]

i have not a single time in my life said that im happy

Mirin

 

[wollet2]

Mirin

i fking swear. takes all hope away

 

[Deleted member 17578]

i have not a single time in my life said that im happy.

>a man who has never done drugs

 

[wollet2]

>a man who has never done drugs

ive done drugs. happiness doesnt exist

 

[Deleted member 17578]

ive done drugs. happiness doesnt exist

what the fuck are your expectations of happiness?

on drugs you can get completely mindfucked in the moment. You forget your past, you forget your traumas, you forget the way you look and any other things that have held you back in life.

On drugs you can become one with what you experience in the moment. That, in my view, is happiness.

It saddens me to hear that you have NEVER experienced such a thing.

 

[wollet2]

what the fuck are your expectations of happiness?

on drugs you can get completely mindfucked in the moment. You forget your past, you forget your traumas, you forget the way you look and any other things that have held you back in life.

On drugs you can become one with what you experience in the moment. That, in my view, is happiness.

It saddens me to hear that you have NEVER experienced such a thing.

ive thought about it. if im too stubborn to admit 'being happy' at my best then holy, "happiness" is trully a weak and worthless emotion. i choosed to not call myself happy. the word entailed hope for me

ive felt 'good' i guess but always knew its not enough, far from it. i cant even conceive what would be enough. i dont wanna be mindfucked or see lizards or get dizzy. i want to not exist. but i know this is impossible. existence/everything is pure suffering

 

[Deleted member 17578]

ive thought about it. if im too stubborn to admit 'being happy' at my best then holy, "happiness" is trully a weak and worthless emotion. i choosed to not call myself happy. the word entailed hope for me

ive felt 'good' i guess but always knew its not enough, far from it. i cant even conceive what would be enough. i dont want to exist. but i know this is impossible. existence/everything is pure suffering

Feeling good is happiness to me. But i have significantly lowered my expectations of what I consider happiness as I have grown older.

Think back of yourself as a kid. Did you feel happy back then at times?

 

[Magnum Opus]

Kys

 

[wollet2]

Think back of yourself as a kid. Did you feel happy back then at times?

no i didnt . i remember thinking to myself that this is just ok. probably thats all there is. we're doomed
i have not for a single time even thought "i am happy", ever. now i know even those ok stressfree moments are gone

i cant ever even feel good now lol, alcohol makes me appreciate walks a bit more but after 20 minutes i know its all pointless and get gigabored, even panic while still drunk

 

[Deleted member 17578]

no i didnt . i remember thinking to myself that this is just ok. probably thats all there is. we're doomed
i have not for a single time even thought "i am happy", ever. now i know even those ok stressfree moments are gone

i cant ever even feel good now lol

That's sad to hear and I have to admit that I can't relate. I had days in my childhood which seemed like 'the best day ever' and I was super-happy that day because we went to some amusement park or some shit as a 8yo kid.

If you really never had this, then your depression might be biological/chemical in nature. Have you ever tried anti-depressants?

 

[The Grinch]

stop bumping this bragging htn thread idiots

Bump

 

[wollet2]

That's sad to hear and I have to admit that I can't relate. I had days in my childhood which seemed like 'the best day ever' and I was super-happy that day because we went to some amusement park or some shit as a 8yo kid.

If you really never had this, then your depression might be biological/chemical in nature. Have you ever tried anti-depressants?

i think most people get deluded by nostalgia and that things didnt feel that good actually. are you sure youre not affected by this? i dont know if its a chemical thing, it feels like an awareness thing to me. like the only response/view/emotion

i used to be crazy horny and my lust helped me forget the emptiness for a bit .i was excited to fuck women and afraid to lose that drive. would get super depressed post orgasm but luckily my refractory period was so short. i used to try to combat these post nut feelings tho, find a solution but there probably isnt .i wouldnt consider being excited as being happy but yes i was excited for women

now its all gone, im not excited about anything, everything is just there to remind me how insufficient it is

 

[Deleted member 73697]

stop bumping this bragging htn thread idiots

didnt you have micheal cera avi not too long ago

 

[Deleted member 17578]

i think most people get deluded by nostalgia and that things didnt feel that good actually. are you sure youre not affected by this? i dont know if its a chemical thing, it feels like an awareness thing to me. like the only response/view/emotion

tbh it was a lack of awareness if anything which made it so easy to be happy as a child. I always believed everything would turn out right as a kid, hope was limitless, never ending. I didn't have enough bad experiences yet to limit my imagination of what could be possible in any situation.

i used to be crazy horny and my lust helped me forget the emptiness for a bit .i was excited to fuck women and afraid to lose that drive. would get super depressed post orgasm but luckily my refractory period was so short. i used to try to combat these post nut feelings tho, find a solution but there probably isnt .i wouldnt consider being excited as being happy but yes i was excited for women

now its all gone, im not excited about anything, everything is just there to remind me how insufficient it is

Getting really excited by women is also happiness tbh. I know the feeling and I also used to have it a lot.

Nowadays I have been rejected too many times so now when I see an attractive girl, my mind instantly destroys any positive thoughts, hopeful thoughts, ambitions with her, etc.

I can't fall in love anymore.

 

[wollet2]

tbh it was a lack of awareness if anything which made it so easy to be happy as a child. I always believed everything would turn out right as a kid, hope was limitless, never ending. I didn't have enough bad experiences yet to limit my imagination of what could be possible in any situation.


Getting really excited by women is also happiness tbh. I know the feeling and I also used to have it a lot.

Nowadays I have been rejected too many times so now when I see an attractive girl, my mind instantly destroys any positive thoughts, hopeful thoughts, ambitions with her, etc.

I can't fall in love anymore.

Yeah i cant see me being with a woman the way i imagined when i had still had a life either

 

[The Grinch]

stop bumping this bragging htn thread idiots

Bumo

 

[Deleted member 51875]

then ill have my other girlfriend it isnt that bad

Screenshotted
Prepare yourself to lose them both

 

[Deleted member 73697]

Screenshotted
Prepare yourself to lose them both

she knows the 2nd one does