maybe i'm the problem

[hax]

my mom still doesn't understand my logic enough to do more than cry on my bed near me.

it feels like i have my mouth taped and she's just watching me blow into the tape in scilence; crying because she can't hear a word, wanting to understand.

maybe i just can't express myself at all and i just make sense to myself.

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

Ohio confused

 

[abzz!]

why don't you try writing down what you're feeling? maybe that's a good way of expressing your emotions while simultaneously being understood

 

[Chungus]

You seem obsessed with your misery

 

[HundredManSlayer]

i wish i had advice bro

 

[Finn]

why don't you try writing down what you're feeling? maybe that's a good way of expressing your emotions while simultaneously being understood

high iq take

 

[hax]

why don't you try writing down what you're feeling? maybe that's a good way of expressing your emotions while simultaneously being understood

they dissmiss my opinions even then. the only time i wrote something was to explain how i felt in the moment.
the one time i took time to explain my logic, they sent me to the mental hospital (of course that paired with other factors but them finally understanding me did play a huge part):

https://looksmax.org/threads/im-being-sent-to-a-mental-hospital.1599728/

that's why i don't even bother to explain the "why" now, i just beg for things without giving reasoning as there is no reason for me to do so.

 

[hax]

You seem obsessed with your misery

my misery is the only thing holding me company in this unstable world. i drop my obsessions = i drop my whole life.

i wish i had advice bro

it's okay, you can't always have a word on everything.

 

[abzz!]

they dissmiss my opinions even then. the only time i wrote something was to explain how i felt in the moment.
the one time i took time to explain my logic, they sent me to the mental hospital (of course that paired with other factors but them finally understanding me did play a huge part):

https://looksmax.org/threads/im-being-sent-to-a-mental-hospital.1599728/

that's why i don't even bother to explain the "why" now, i just beg for things without giving reasoning as there is no reason for me to do so.

have you tried reaching out to some form of therapy? or making new friends who understand your struggles? it's not a good sign when your own parents dismiss your feelings; they should be there for you no matter what. im sorry man, dms are open if u ever wanna speak

 

[hax]

have you tried reaching out to some form of therapy? or making new friends who understand your struggles? it's not a good sign when your own parents dismiss your feelings; they should be there for you no matter what. im sorry man, dms are open if u ever wanna speak

i actually found some good lesbian friends who have the exact same lives as me, literally 1/1. misogyny, whatever, i've never related so deeply to people before. as for therapy or any other sort of mainstream "help" i've been going on and off there for the past 6 years without any progression whatsoever.

i don't really relate to the people of this forum sadly as most my problems come from parenting, gender dysmorphia and sexual identity.
appreciate the help though.

 

[Prøphet]

Real

 

[hax]

@abzz don't feel helpless, i'm having walls of text with this girl and it just keeps making me feel better and better.

this forum likes to call me a retard and make that a "me problem", she understands, hopefully will fix overtime.

 

[abzz!]

@abzz don't feel helpless

i feel bad man
i want to help u, genuinely
ik we haven't interacted much, but it's unlike me to see someone struggling and not doing anything about it

i'm having walls of text with this girl and it just keeps making me feel better and better.

im glad to hear bro, i hope that everything will eventually get better

this forum likes to call me a retard and make that a "me problem"

not everyone is the same here man

she understands

that's wonderful, you've found a good person it seems. just keep doing what you're doing if it's genuinely helping you and your mental state

hopefully will fix overtime.

it will bro, i believe in you

 

[hax]

not everyone is the same here man

i wasn't targetting everyone, just the vast majority.

thank you other wise, love u .