Maybe, just maybe

[zloo]

Maybe if i just didn’t have vitamin d deficiency during my peak growth phase i wouldn’t be short. Or if i got growth spurt in the summer so atleast get it from the sun or if i didn’t play videogames all day during summer. Or maybe if i had more lighter skin i wouldn’t have vitamin d deficiency. Or maybe if i didn’t get cold during every month of winter during my childhood i wouldn’t have narrow maxilla.
Maybe if i was a little bit smarter or dumber i wouldn’t be stuck on some small things and would have fixed my acne. Maybe if i didn’t have far set monolid eyes i would be treated better as a child. Maybe if i had a better parents i wouldn’t be so antisocial and hate socializing from first grade.

But some are my fault too thats what i hate the most
maybe if i took my vitamin d supplements frequently when i was 13 i wouldn’t be a little bit taller or played sports.
Maybe if i didn’t hate going outside or socializing i wouldn’t be so neurodivergent.
If i had average iq i wouldn’t think too much and just live

I wanna rope not cause i am ugly or short
i want to rope cuz i hate being so unlucky in every aspect of life

 

[Bug]

Its your parents fault how could they not think of simple things like you describe.