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HealthBrahhh
Sri Lankan expat, aka Alexis
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To be an intelligent white HTN. Knowing how good you truly are. Knowing you're a genetic beast. Knowing you got brutally cucked by malnutrition, medication, and social factors like the 2020 quarantine that ruined your development—but you still ended up HTN. Knowing you surpass others but want the best for your people, while still wanting to surpass them due to a lack of recognition from your peers. Feeling like you're a providential man, but not doing shit. Feeling like you have to wait years before you can finally live grandiosely, but also feeling like it's absurd to wait for so long, to not do shit—or worse, to live ridiculously for all these years.
Whereas in the case of LTN you either physiologically can't experience that (physiognomy), or can just rope.
I could rope too, but there's just something blocking me from doing it. Something positive. I don't think it's fear or cowardice, because I've truly been there, once I learnt I had highly probably stunted my growth from medication. There's just... something. Something great. Really, really great. Energy... I don't know. And no, it's not some abstract thing like a blank (not that it can’t be substantially backed) "muh ancestors watch me"
Whereas in the case of LTN you either physiologically can't experience that (physiognomy), or can just rope.
I could rope too, but there's just something blocking me from doing it. Something positive. I don't think it's fear or cowardice, because I've truly been there, once I learnt I had highly probably stunted my growth from medication. There's just... something. Something great. Really, really great. Energy... I don't know. And no, it's not some abstract thing like a blank (not that it can’t be substantially backed) "muh ancestors watch me"
