oxytocincel
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Last night I took MDMA for the 2nd time for my experiment. I ended up taking 30mg (20mg less than I was planning). I did this because I realised if I were to save the rest instead of snorting it, I would be able to do it socially tomorrow with an foid, so I decided that I would take the rest then.
I also wanna apologise for going back on my word, but I assure you all that it will benefit the long-term of the experiment as well as my wellbeing.
50mg snorted tomorrow will update you all when I get home on how I feel and also how things went with the foid.
Also 30mg is probably my favourite amount to do alone, music was sounding great, my brain was stimulated, and it didn't fuck up my dopamine, serotonin, norepinephrine or oxytocin so I will still be able to enjoy tomorrow. It also had a minimal comedown, and it was something I could sleep through, as well as minimal visual signs of use (no dilated pupils, tweakiness, etc).
I'm looking forward to tomorrow, much love all, I'll keep you updated
I also wanna apologise for going back on my word, but I assure you all that it will benefit the long-term of the experiment as well as my wellbeing.
50mg snorted tomorrow will update you all when I get home on how I feel and also how things went with the foid.
Also 30mg is probably my favourite amount to do alone, music was sounding great, my brain was stimulated, and it didn't fuck up my dopamine, serotonin, norepinephrine or oxytocin so I will still be able to enjoy tomorrow. It also had a minimal comedown, and it was something I could sleep through, as well as minimal visual signs of use (no dilated pupils, tweakiness, etc).
I'm looking forward to tomorrow, much love all, I'll keep you updated
