lukeneedsappeal
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So, for some back story. This one is a long one, so grab a dink, use the restroom (if your not already there) and strap in. My bio mom was too young to raise me when I was born so my grandparents adopted me and told me she was my sister, also I call my grandparents mom and dad as they raised me. My sister (bio mom) got married a few years later, after having me, to a wonderful man that had 2 daughters from a previous marriage. My stepsisters (one is older than me by one year, and the other is younger than me by one year) and I were all around the same age when they got married. It took quite a few years for them to gain full custody of the daughters but in the end they did. The first time I met them we were about 6 and I was introduced to them as my step cousins. I only ever saw them maybe every other year until I was about 10 and it was for things like camping trips or holidays, mostly holidays like either thanksgiving or Christmas, never both. We would all hang out and play, doing things like ride bikes and play on playgrounds or watch movies. When I was 13 I was placed in boarding school, I then learned there at age 14 they were my stepsisters by me finding out my sister is my bio mom, me learning this led my parents to get divorced and while I was away my mom (grandmother) gained full custody of me. At 15 I left boarding school and moved back home with my mom and stayed with my dad once a month for a weekend. At age 15, after boarding school, I was invited to a camping trip with my sister and her husband and daughters, this is where the older stepsister and I told each other we had a "crush" on each other so we would sneak off to make-out and hang out but that didn't last long. At about age 16 they received full custody, at first I thought this would be awesome as I would have a full time make-out partner, but then I learned that it wasn't an emotional attraction, it was a physical one. The older stepsister and I just could not find common ground on a lot of issues. (This only lasted about 6 months and during this time, not a single person knew about it except for the younger stepsister as she caught us making out, we begged her not to tell (we kept this a secret because we were told it would be an inappropriate relationship because we are "siblings")). After the older stepsister and I broke things off, the younger stepsister and I would hang out more, things like listen to music, watch tv and movies, and just talk, all things I thought were harmless bonding. At this point I was seeing both of them every other week or so. At 17 I was invited to yet another camping trip, and at this one the younger stepsister told me she had a crush on me, and had one for quite sometime, but she couldn't work up the nerve to tell me about it until then, at first I told her it didn't feel right to me because I "dated" her sister. This was a week long camping trip and she told me on the first night. One of my "duties" as the only boy among 2 girls, I would be sent with them for bathroom runs or changing room trips to "protect" them from any unwanted people. For the next few days, she would flirt with me while no one was paying attention or on the bathroom/changing room runs. She would do things like brush my thigh, push me against a wall and breath on my neck, she would go out of her way to make sure I would get a view of her backside if she needed to get something or pick something up. Me being 17 I was weak and gave in and we spent the remainder of the trip playing "grab ass". After the trip I started spending as much time as I could at my sister's (bio mom) house so I could spend more time with her. Not a single person knew at first, but as things became more serious, I insisted we tell her sister, so that's what we did, but we did it together instead of her finding out by catching us, at first the older sister was reluctant but ended up promising not to tell anyone. Once I realized that I loved her I wanted to tell our parents which led to our first real argument, she was afraid of what they would think, or say, or do. I think her biggest fear is that, if they found out they would send her back to live with her bio mom which wasn't a good place to live. I ended up agreeing with her and keeping it quiet. At about 7 months we almost got caught playing "grab ass" and that caused us to take a step back, in this absence I can only assume it caused her to realize just how much she loved me because after about 2 weeks I called her and asked her to come over and stay the weekend (which was a normal request for us to our parents) and she agreed. We spent the first day walking around the town and going to an arcade, seeing a movie at a theater, then dinner back at the house and then another movie to end the night. The next day I was woken up with breakfast in bed and "grab ass", about an hour into "grab ass" she asked me one of the biggest requests of her life, to take her V-card, I had to stop things, I told her I couldn't do that, because if we ended up pregnant, not say we would but IF we ended up pregnant, I would not be okay being a secret anymore and I would need to be recognized as the father. I told her if she was okay with really taking the next step in our relationship then we need to get the parents involved. This was our last romantic day together because the fear outweighed the love. I am now 34 and wondering if we would have had anything to worry about if we did tell people, was this morally wrong? Would we have been painted in a negative light because we had a relationship, there's not a day that goes by that I don't wonder the what if's about her. So please, any and all insight would be much apricated.
