Me trying to decide if I should break my diet and eat a bunch of shit

[whitebitchslayer]

I like rly have to be down 5lbs and there’s only 7 days now

But this is also miserable to maintain

6 eggs and a pound of beef sounds like a lot of food but it’s actually so little like that’s 1300 calories I’m starving

Wtv 3 days in this shit sucks and I want to eat, it sucks looking at all the shit food around the house from my dad and sister (Oreos and ice cream look so good rn)


Why can’t I have discipline

 

[whitebitchslayer]

The main issue is I haven’t been to the gym all week so my maintince is super low. I won’t be there Monday either so I have 4 days to prep for comp idek if I’ll be able to lift good. I need to lock in so bad this shit sucks no point having a good diet if I’m slacking in the gym (by slacking I mean have barley been for a month)

I would’ve ordered this gear by now but the fuckers at qsc aren’t responding, and I need to device if I wanna spend a shit ton on hcg or just go for it with regular pct and ai

 

[whitebitchslayer]

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[irishltn]

Don’t the guilt after always feels soo bad in my opinion

 

[whitebitchslayer]

Don’t the guilt after always feels soo bad in my opinion

Yea that’s what I’m thinking about

Post binge clarity is worse than post nut clarity