Memories on why you need to ascend.

[jezebelslayer]

Dear Readers

This is going to be a personal bookmark I’ll come back to in the future. Just DNR or acknowledge.


I’m noting this so I never forget why I’m looksmaxxing in the first place. Sometimes the blue or red pill gets to my head and I start coping, but that’s all it is. Cope. The only way for me to actually enjoy life is to ascend.


Story:

I was in the club with my better looking friend. We were walking through the center of the dancefloor when I noticed girls looking at him as he walked past, just to then turn their backs on me.


Not even a glance.


Cruel world.


Then there were these two girls. I mustered up the courage to talk to one of them and my friend took over the other one. Both cute.


At one point BOTH girls were simply talking to my friend while I was standing right there, backs turned towards me as if I didn’t even exist.


I was literally invisible.


Afterwards I went to another bar, just for a girl to come up to me and ask where my friend was.


Not to talk to me. Not because she was interested in me.


Literally just: “Oh hey, where is your friend? Has he gone already?”


Fucking brutal and the worst part I actually liked her and thought about talking to her before.


NOTE TO MYSELF: NEVER FORGET THE HUMILIATION.

 

[Mazilias]

Dear Readers

This is going to be a personal bookmark I’ll come back to in the future. Just DNR or acknowledge.


I’m noting this so I never forget why I’m looksmaxxing in the first place. Sometimes the blue or red pill gets to my head and I start coping, but that’s all it is. Cope. The only way for me to actually enjoy life is to ascend.


Story:

I was in the club with my better looking friend. We were walking through the center of the dancefloor when I noticed girls looking at him as he walked past, just to then turn their backs on me.


Not even a glance.


Cruel world.


Then there were these two girls. I mustered up the courage to talk to one of them and my friend took over the other one. Both cute.


At one point BOTH girls were simply talking to my friend while I was standing right there, backs turned towards me as if I didn’t even exist.


I was literally invisible.


Afterwards I went to another bar, just for a girl to come up to me and ask where my friend was.


Not to talk to me. Not because she was interested in me.


Literally just: “Oh hey, where is your friend? Has he gone already?”


Fucking brutal and the worst part I actually liked her and thought about talking to her before.


NOTE TO MYSELF: NEVER FORGET THE HUMILIATION.

Yes i know this cruel world i was never meant to live in. Why does looks matter more then my senstive heart?

Looks is all that matter and will always be there for you need to surgerymax