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I dont know what to do I cant go out without being sick. it probably hit me that I didnt talk to anyone, who isnt my family more than a few words since 2017 I dont have any friends anymore, never really went to clubbing or drinking.
my mom sometimes tells me I was born prematurely and there wasnt much left and I could have died if I hadnt been born by caesarean cut.
lately I think I would rather not be born, funny due to the fact that the first year after high school was optimistic, but things are changing.
All of my elementary school classmates who are now bald and have only HS still have friends and girlfriends, even childrens hmmm.......
my mom sometimes tells me I was born prematurely and there wasnt much left and I could have died if I hadnt been born by caesarean cut.
lately I think I would rather not be born, funny due to the fact that the first year after high school was optimistic, but things are changing.
All of my elementary school classmates who are now bald and have only HS still have friends and girlfriends, even childrens hmmm.......
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