Mental health maxxing?

[bawse]

My “job” primarily pays based on the speed of results I get, and I have to communicate with and manage a bunch of faggots every day.

But pretty regularly I fantasize about the rope. I made the biggest mistake of my life getting married at a very young age to a 10/10 snow Latina who is a real bitch half the time and molests my otherwise peaceful life.

In times like this I get super depressed and I get sucked deep into my hobbies (steroids, buying shit, being reckless) instead of working. I still don’t enjoy this, but it provides me with quick dopamine.

I tried Escitalipram from my doctor but got anhedonic, that took a couple of months for me to normalize. Now I take dbol for the mental effects and recently started on Modafinil which has been positive, but not effective.

I need a pharmacological mental health intervention. Something I can take daily, that’ll make me give less of a fuck and have the mental energy to get back to work. Generally I do well with my job, but being this distracted, and giving speeches and trainings while I’m depressed doesn’t go over well.

Would appreciate your thoughts

 

[mortis]

But pretty regularly I fantasize about the rape

 

[U1fur]

just divorce bru why would you marry at a young age stupid asf and just try to find something to cope with like thien does

 

[bawse]

just divorce bru why would you marry at a young age stupid asf and just try to find something to cope with like thien does

I got her pregnant lol

 

[U1fur]

I got her pregnant lol

holy shit bruu lmao just try to get her to get an abortion really bad idea to have a kid so young

 

[WilhelmThyWizard]

Grey larp, grey fantasies, 0 chance u fucked a latina stacy and then became a caging suicidal grey, DNR

 

[bawse]

holy shit bruu lmao just try to get her to get an abortion really bad idea to have a kid so young

Not an option, I don’t wanna give too many details cuz dox. I just need an antidepressant that actually antidepresses

 

[TheSadAlbanian]

My “job” primarily pays based on the speed of results I get, and I have to communicate with and manage a bunch of faggots every day.

But pretty regularly I fantasize about the rope. I made the biggest mistake of my life getting married at a very young age to a 10/10 snow Latina who is a real bitch half the time and molests my otherwise peaceful life.

In times like this I get super depressed and I get sucked deep into my hobbies (steroids, buying shit, being reckless) instead of working. I still don’t enjoy this, but it provides me with quick dopamine.

I tried Escitalipram from my doctor but got anhedonic, that took a couple of months for me to normalize. Now I take dbol for the mental effects and recently started on Modafinil which has been positive, but not effective.

I need a pharmacological mental health intervention. Something I can take daily, that’ll make me give less of a fuck and have the mental energy to get back to work. Generally I do well with my job, but being this distracted, and giving speeches and trainings while I’m depressed doesn’t go over well.

Would appreciate your thoughts

try wellbutrin xr

 

[bawse]

Grey larp, grey fantasies, 0 chance u fucked a latina stacy and then became a caging suicidal grey, DNR

I don’t care what you think faggot. I’m proud of the fact that I’ll never achieve some sort of status or recognition for my time wasted. I don’t make money on this forum, I get pharma recommendations. Thanks for the bump

 

[bawse]

try wellbutrin xr

Thank you

 

[nippermaxxer]

Run away to live in nature