fraudtwenty4seven
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My mental health has been far steadier recently, and I’ve been recovering from depressive bouts quicker than usual. But dude I miss the elevated ego and uncontrollable impulsivity that I experienced when my mh was seriously unsteady. Does anyone feel way more confident during those periods; like my social life was better, more girls were interested in me, I was more ‘confident’. Now I’m just a boring, normal guy but at least I’m not making irrational decisions? It’s somewhat true that looks only get u in the room because I’m far less appealing when my mh is steady/personality is flatter; people still want to talk to me but I’m just so socially exhausted and awkward.