Mental illness is hard

[Notcel]

It feels like my brain is torturing itself sometimes, i know its from drug use but i never thought itd be like this

 

[savage21]

It feels like my brain is torturing itself sometimes, i know its from drug use but i never thought itd be like this

One of the most cliche and overused statements is “stay away from drugs” and yet people never listen. Seriously though, hope you make it through your illness and are able to get off drugs.

 

[zuffensons]

One of the most cliche and overused statements is “stay away from drugs” and yet people never listen. Seriously though, hope you make it through your illness and are able to get off drugs.

ive met the most real people who do drugs and the most fakes who are sober - some guy on tiktok

 

[tyquese]

It feels like my brain is torturing itself sometimes, i know its from drug use but i never thought itd be like this

how addicted are u

 

[Notcel]

One of the most cliche and overused statements is “stay away from drugs” and yet people never listen. Seriously though, hope you make it through your illness and are able to get off drugs.

Yeah i believed it until i thought i could withstand anything, now i feel true fear on a regular basis, im no longer the same person i used to be

Ive stopped alltogether but my day to day life is ruined

 

[savage21]

ive met the most real people who do drugs and the most fakes who are sober - some guy on tiktok

Not saying doing drugs ruins your character. Just saying it’s bad for your health.

 

[Notcel]

ive met the most real people who do drugs and the most fakes who are sober - some guy on tiktok

Some peoples brains can handle it, some peoples brains cannot

 

[.Cx]

It feels like my brain is torturing itself sometimes, i know its from drug use but i never thought itd be like this

Have you considered not doing drugs

 

[zuffensons]

Not saying doing drugs ruins your character. Just saying it’s bad for your health.

Ik ive done ketamine lsd weed etc etc and the worst of them is alcohol or weed. people dont take weed as a bad drug so theres no rehab for them

 

[savage21]

Yeah i believed it until i thought i could withstand anything, now i feel true fear on a regular basis, im no longer the same person i used to be

Ive stopped alltogether but my day to day life is ruined

Hope you make it though bro

 

[Notcel]

how addicted are u

Im not addicted it just did serious damage to my brains regulatory systems

 

[.Cx]

Ik ive done ketamine lsd weed etc etc and the worst of them is alcohol or weed. people dont take weed as a bad drug so theres no rehab for them

Why would you need rehab for weed just stop smoking it LOL

 

[Notcel]

Have you considered not doing drugs

all it took was a little too high of a dose, couldve been you

 

[Notcel]

people dont take weed as a bad drug so theres no rehab for them

true friend

True…..

 

[.Cx]

all it took was a little too high of a dose, couldve been you

No I couldn't of been because I was smart enough to not do drugs lol I smoked weed for 5 years and got sick of it and just stopped LOL
Weak minded niggas make me laugh

 

[Notcel]

Why would you need rehab for weed just stop smoking it LOL

it can potwntially be very damaging to your brain but because of efforts to legalize it this has been thrown to the winds

 

[zuffensons]

Why would you need rehab for weed just stop smoking it LOL

I do it but not as bad as before i literally had my mom crying bc it was so bad i was high all the time i hated my self and i still do it. idk how to explain but yh

 

[.Cx]

it can potwntially be very damaging to your brain but because of efforts to legalize it this has been thrown to the winds

That's why you just stop smoking.
I've done lsd shrooms and tried cocaine 1 time and tried oxycodone 1 time
Did each only once and the only thing I do now is drink once a week on my day off.
I used to smoke an oz in 3 days literally just stop nothing bad will happen only good things.
It's okay to experiment but it seems you were reckless and pushed the limits like a dumb person

 

[.Cx]

I do it but not as bad as before i literally had my mom crying bc it was so bad i was high all the time i hated my self and i still do it. idk how to explain but yh

It's simply not that serious dude.

 

[tyquese]

Im not addicted it just did serious damage to my brains regulatory systems

if ur not addicted then i think u should be sble to quit easily hope u make it through bhai

 

[zuffensons]

It's simply not that serious dude.

I mean for me yh but compared to when i was clean i seem like a druggie i can barely recall what happend yesterday or what i did in school today

 

[.Cx]

I mean for me yh but compared to when i was clean i seem like a druggie i can barely recall what happend yesterday or what i did in school today

Yeah I know I used to smoke like 5 times a day.
When you stop it all comes back in like a week your mind just wants to make excuses because it's a constant source of dopamine and good feelings
I didn't stop until I realized smoking gives anxiety it doesn't cure it
Stop smoking I didn't even have trouble sleeping or eating if anything I'm 10x the person I was when I smoked and every single aspect of life is better. Movies, music, eating ,sleeping having fun. It's all better without stop excusing you smoking and stop making it sound like an addiction, it's not an addiction it's a fucking choice and you know it learn to say that to yourself

 

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[zuffensons]

Yeah I know I used to smoke like 5 times a day.
When you stop it all comes back in like a week your mind just wants to make excuses because it's a constant source of dopamine and good feelings
I didn't stop until I realized smoking gives anxiety it doesn't cure it
Stop smoking I didn't even have trouble sleeping or eating if anything I'm 10x the person I was when I smoked and every single aspect of life is better. Movies, music, eating ,sleeping having fun. It's all better without stop excusing you smoking and stop making it sound like an addiction, it's not an addiction it's a fucking choice and you know it learn to say that to yourself

In the summer i also did it around 6 times, my fg all smoked but i went to a new school where i mostly do carts. maybe this is a turning point cus my plug just retired or wtv so i wont need to look for a new one

 

[Notcel]

Yeah I know I used to smoke like 5 times a day.
When you stop it all comes back in like a week your mind just wants to make excuses because it's a constant source of dopamine and good feelings
I didn't stop until I realized smoking gives anxiety it doesn't cure it
Stop smoking I didn't even have trouble sleeping or eating if anything I'm 10x the person I was when I smoked and every single aspect of life is better. Movies, music, eating ,sleeping having fun. It's all better without stop excusing you smoking and stop making it sound like an addiction, it's not an addiction it's a fucking choice and you know it learn to say that to yourself

We’re not making it look like an addiction it just has effects on your brain

Congrats if you recovered within a few weeks but

 

[.Cx]

We’re not making it look like an addiction it just has effects on your brain

Congrats if you recovered within a few weeks but

Yeah but if it's effecting you to the point that you notice and complain just stop smoking nigga like what is your reason to keep smoking at this point LOL

 

[.Cx]

In the summer i also did it around 6 times, my fg all smoked but i went to a new school where i mostly do carts. maybe this is a turning point cus my plug just retired or wtv so i wont need to look for a new one

Fuck your plug stop smoking on your own bro do you have any will power? Think about it and realize does any successful person who isnt a ghetto hood rapper smoke weed on their free time? NO!

 

[Notcel]

Yeah but if it's effecting you to the point that you notice and complain just stop smoking nigga like what is your reason to keep smoking at this point LOL

I dont smoke or take edibles anymore, i already said this, im dealing with after effects of brain fuckery

 

[.Cx]

I dont smoke or take edibles anymore, i already said this, im dealing with after effects of brain fuckery

Didn't realize this bro, unless you were predisposed to a mental problem, recovery should be as easy and going on the treadmill.
After a week your just a normal person again

 

[Notcel]

Didn't realize this bro, unless you were predisposed to a mental problem, recovery should be as easy and going on the treadmill.
After a week your just a normal person again

I guess i was predisposed

 

[Kroker]

Yeah I know I used to smoke like 5 times a day.
When you stop it all comes back in like a week your mind just wants to make excuses because it's a constant source of dopamine and good feelings
I didn't stop until I realized smoking gives anxiety it doesn't cure it
Stop smoking I didn't even have trouble sleeping or eating if anything I'm 10x the person I was when I smoked and every single aspect of life is better. Movies, music, eating ,sleeping having fun. It's all better without stop excusing you smoking and stop making it sound like an addiction, it's not an addiction it's a fucking choice and you know it learn to say that to yourself

Idk u say weed had u enjoying movies, music etc more? How did that benefit u if u stopped

 

[.Cx]

I guess i was predisposed

Must've been I'm 23 and 90% of the people I smoked with through 15-22 stopped smoking with no problems at all.
If you don't have a job or don't do any physical activity then your not helping your case very much if you rot everyday man

 

[.Cx]

Idk u say weed had u enjoying movies, music etc more? How did that benefit u if u stopped

When your high watching movies listening to music your not actually paying more attention like you think you are. Your just feeling your body and more entertainment from being high
When I watch a movie now I can tell you exactly what happened why it happened and why I liked the movie or not.
Before while high I would just forget the movie 30mins after watching it LOL

 

[.Cx]

@not__cel @zuffensons how old are you guys

 

[Deleted member 153838]

Drugs, porn addiction, rotting, blackpill. Tough hand to play with. Hope you get through it.

 

[Notcel]

@not__cel @zuffensons how old are you guys

How old are you?

 

[Notcel]

Drugs, porn addiction, rotting, blackpill. Tough hand to play with. Hope you get through it.

you’re making me realize how fucked my life is

 

[Deleted member 153838]

you’re making me realize how fucked my life is

It can be fixed.

 

[zuffensons]

@not__cel @zuffensons how old are you guys

17 but ive been doing weed for 3 now

 

[Notcel]

17 but ive been doing weed for 3 now

Im 17 too wtf

 

[zuffensons]

Im 17 too wtf

I just turned 17 so ur a unc

 

[Notcel]

I just turned 17 so ur a unc

Yup this month im turning 18 jfl

 

[zuffensons]

Yup this month im turning 18 jfl

Oh shit we both born in october

 

[Notcel]

Oh shit we both born in october

Interesting

 

[.Cx]

How old are you?

I'm 23 and if you guys are in highschool I can tell you shit is not always going to be like this.
I started experimenting and smoking at 15 and until about 19 there was no problems, 20-22 was rough and filled with alcoholism and chronic weed use.
Everybody gets burnt out of that lifestyle your not weak for wanting to stop everyone will eventually.
If you take initiative and stop now your future will be so good you won't believe it.
Trust me weed causes depression and anxiety it literally does even if people don't say it out loud.
It's glorified and being made legal everywhere and it's up to you to not participate.
My life is gotten 1000x better and with stopping weed I have more money, motivation to work without being miserable and even ascended from subhuman to hmtn.
The more you indulge in weed culture of being emo listening to sad music and loving emo girls it becomes worse and worse
Act like who you want to be not who you currently are bros. It's all up to you nobody will hold your hand

 

[gigacumster3000]

bro i feel ya man, mental illness is no joke and drug use can definitely make it worse. what kind of drugs are we talking about here?