Mental shit

[hatemyself]

Does anyone else here feel extremely hateful sometimes.Like I used to be extremely happy 2-3 years ago and now i wear a phychological mask everywhere i fucking go every single person I know sees a different me I feel like I'm completely lost I'm starting to lose my sanity and feeling away from real emotions i haven't cried in months even though i crave the feeling of relief I'm not playing Mr tuff guy I truly mean it it's not like I don't feel pain and shit it's more emotional stuff.I start to feel distanced.I also feel like other humans do the same because there's no way the shit they say it's genuine like do they actually cry when a not really close relative dies like i mean I've felt kinda sad but didn't cry they gotta be showing fake emotions i can't conceive it