Mental state

[paralyz3d]

Probably hardest time for me to go through rn i haven't shared yall.

So... Few days ago I had an argument with my family and they called me a disappointment.... It was hard to digest what they said to me because these types of insults are pretty sensitive to me. Normally been insulted my whole life so I was use to being insulted but this was legit a gut wrenching insult. They barely pay any attention to me anymore only thing they thankfully do is cook food. So far, I haven't been able to sleep for 3 nights. I got important exams this week as well. Exams that could either change my life positively or negatively. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have anywhere else but to vent yall about this. I've been friendzoned last Monday so yea, life has been hell for me really. I wish I could just reincarnate to a more loving family. My dad is abusive, my mom doesn't pay attention to me. Only thing i can do now is rot on here and get better looks so hopefully someone will love me.

Not even a joke anymore this is what I've been going through and I hate it.

 

[MrMaxwell]

either tales from mumbai for rep or a sad story coming from a new greycel.
sad
i hope it gets better for u bhai (if this is real obv)

 

[paralyz3d]

either tales from mumbai for rep or a sad story coming from a new greycel.
sad
i hope it gets better for u bhai (if this is real obv)

I wish it was a tale bro but this is real, I legitimately have no choice but to start looking better for someone to actually love me in life. Im not even an adult, im only 15.

 

[trynaascendsoon]

Probably hardest time for me to go through rn i haven't shared yall.

So... Few days ago I had an argument with my family and they called me a disappointment.... It was hard to digest what they said to me because these types of insults are pretty sensitive to me. Normally been insulted my whole life so I was use to being insulted but this was legit a gut wrenching insult. They barely pay any attention to me anymore only thing they thankfully do is cook food. So far, I haven't been able to sleep for 3 nights. I got important exams this week as well. Exams that could either change my life positively or negatively. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have anywhere else but to vent yall about this. I've been friendzoned last Monday so yea, life has been hell for me really. I wish I could just reincarnate to a more loving family. My dad is abusive, my mom doesn't pay attention to me. Only thing i can do now is rot on here and get better looks so hopefully someone will love me.

Not even a joke anymore this is what I've been going through and I hate it.

This exact thing happened to me tdy 🫩 and I’m 14. Roping always feels like a good option but its not the way out