Tired

[paralyz3d]

All these fucking girls just only like the guys that look the most sexiest. It's not fucking fair, I hate it. I get ass genetics while they are blessed with height and facial features. I practically have nothing. No talent, iqlet, underweight and average height. Fuck, what am i supposed to be in the future? I try to make myself better everyday. Better meal, healthier skin, better hairstyling but not one girl looks at me. If they do, they laugh at me. I have important exams in 2 months and i been working my ass off studying day by day while also being scared of how i look. So much so i barely look at the mirror anymore. I just want someone that actually cares for me, not some random retarded guy making stupid jokes while i try to laugh it off when it's not fucking okay. Im not even joking yall i cried of how hideous i looked for nearly a whole hour in my bed. I'm trying to make myself better everyday but now im not sure if it's even worth at all anymore.

 

[CoderShaper]

sometimes i have moments where i'm actually enjoying life, but then im reminded of reality when women look at me with disgust and contempt and suddenly i wish i never even went outside that day

 

[tittenoderarsch?]

sometimes i have moments where i'm actually enjoying life, but then im reminded of reality when women look at me with disgust and contempt and suddenly i wish i never even went outside that day

so sad

 

[yurr burr]

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[kisslessvirgin]

my life has amounted to nothing.