Blackpill mentalceldom is the worst

[MoggerGaston]

I have the looks and social-skills to get attractive women. But the pain inside of me makes it impossible to enjoy any of it.
avpd (avoidant personality disorder) is impossible to socialize with. It never feels good, I never feel accepted, never good enough.

call me a bragger, i dont care. I wish i wasnt mentally ill

 

[MoggerGaston]

 

[New Poster]

You claim to be incel for years, so I don’t know what girls you “get” exactly

 

[Klasik616]

Most people are non NT

 

[MoggerGaston]

You claim to be incel for years, so I don’t know what girls you “get” exactly

I don't get any women. I avoid women, but I can get them when I disassociate from my emotions and date without wanting to date. When I force it through.

It weighs heavily on me though, very high emotional load, anxiety.
This is the last girl I dated, over 2 years ago. Made out with her.

Before her this girl. Had sex with her:

It just doesn't do much for me because all it does is trigger my anxiety and low self-esteem when I interact with people on a deeper level.

I don't mind superficial contact, it doesn't trigger my anxiety, but at the same time it also doesn't do much for me either so why bother.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Most people are non NT

Most people weren't abused in their childhood.

 

[New Poster]

over 2 years ago

Yeah, that’s years ago. I wouldn’t say you get girls. You got girls a long time ago.

 

[Deleted member 50815]

I don't get any women. I avoid women, but I can get them when I disassociate from my emotions and date without wanting to date. When I force it through.

It weighs heavily on me though, very high emotional load, anxiety.
This is the last girl I dated, over 2 years ago. Made out with her.
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Before her this girl. Had sex with her:

It just doesn't do much for me because all it does is trigger my anxiety and low self-esteem when I interact with people on a deeper level.

I don't mind superficial contact, it doesn't trigger my anxiety, but at the same time it also doesn't do much for me either so why bother.

they look middle age

 

[MoggerGaston]

Yeah, that’s years ago. I wouldn’t say you get girls. You got girls a long time ago.

Whats the point of this discussion lmao

u think i cant get girls, okay.
doesnt matter cuz its not the point of this topic.

Avoidant personality disorder is incurable. There is no way out of this hell I live in. This prison of my own mind.

 

[New Poster]

Whats the point of this discussion lmao

That it sounds like cope. 50% of posters on here claim to get clear sexual interest from girls, but somehow they’re always single and rarely ever fuck.

 

[wollet2]

Whats the point of this discussion lmao
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u think i cant get girls, okay.
doesnt matter cuz its not the point of this topic.

Avoidant personality disorder is incurable. There is no way out of this hell I live in. This prison of my own mind.

Ure right, unfortunately

 

[MoggerGaston]

That it sounds like cope.

Where is the cope? This is my bumble in 48hours.

50% of posters on here claim to get clear sexual interest from girls, but somehow they’re always single and rarely ever fuck.

Not everyone has had an easy childhood like you.

 

[wollet2]

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Where is the cope? This is my bumble in 48hours.

Not everyone has had an easy childhood like you.

Dating apps hide some profiles more

 

[MoggerGaston]

Dating apps hide some profiles more

Cool story

 

[lurking truecel]

 

[New Poster]

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Where is the cope? This is my bumble in 48hours.

Not everyone has had an easy childhood like you.

Bro, I’m not an Indian teenager who’s going to be impressed with online dating matches. I got a billion matches when I used online, but everyone knows there’s a 90% flake rate on girls who even agree to a date. Girls will open you with how hot you are and then ghost you two messages later. Online means nothing. Only irl slays count for anything.

This fantasy that you’re this super hot guy who has all these options but you just can’t be asked is cope. If it was easy for you, you’d be slaying. If you knew you were in, you wouldn’t have any reservations about fucking. It’s because you know you’re not in that you’re scared. You know you could get rejected, so it’s easier to live in a fantasy where you tell yourself you could slay if you want.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Bro, I’m not an Indian teenager who’s going to be impressed with online dating matches. I got a billion matches when I used online, but everyone knows there’s a 90% flake rate on girls who even agree to a date. Girls will open you with how hot you are and then ghost you two messages later. Online means nothing. Only irl slays count for anything.

i couldnt care less about slaying or the amount of slays I have.

This fantasy that you’re this super hot guy who has all these options but you just can’t be asked is cope. If it was easy for you, you’d be slaying. If you knew you were in, you wouldn’t have any reservations about fucking. It’s because you know you’re not in that you’re scared. You know you could get rejected, so it’s easier to live in a fantasy where you tell yourself you could slay if you want.

I never said it was easy for me, but I have many options because I am extremely good-looking.

I am mostly concerned with my AVPD which I got from being abused as a child, by my peers aswell as my own parents. It's not something you can relate to it seems, since even when I spell it out for you, you seem to be interested in some type of mogging-contest only.

 

[ivan.kuk]

i couldnt care less about slaying or the amount of slays I have.

I never said it was easy for me, but I have many options because I am extremely good-looking.

I am mostly concerned with my AVPD which I got from being abused as a child, by my peers aswell as my own parents. It's not something you can relate to it seems, since even when I spell it out for you, you seem to be interested in some type of mogging-contest only.

you remind me of me. you call yourself ugly in one post, but then when you need to prove your point you call yourself extremly good looking.

 

[ivan.kuk]

i couldnt care less about slaying or the amount of slays I have.

I never said it was easy for me, but I have many options because I am extremely good-looking.

I am mostly concerned with my AVPD which I got from being abused as a child, by my peers aswell as my own parents. It's not something you can relate to it seems, since even when I spell it out for you, you seem to be interested in some type of mogging-contest only.

also, we share the same mentalceldom. Which is weird because your mental integrity seems much higher by the amount of drugs you seem to tolerate.

 

[MoggerGaston]

you remind me of me. you call yourself ugly in one post, but then when you need to prove your point you call yourself extremly good looking.

Im just a retard who is bullish one moment or bearish another

 

[ivan.kuk]

Im just a retard who is bullish one moment or bearish another

same man, same

 

[Tusseleif]

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Where is the cope? This is my bumble in 48hours.

Not everyone has had an easy childhood like you.

I fuckinh hate it when women match but don’t text on bumble

 

[Nectar]

It’s like as if money gets you somewhere

 

[MoggerGaston]

I fuckinh hate it when women match but don’t text on bumble

stop caring about women and start caring about yourself only.

 

[nosemaxxing]

 

[MoggerGaston]

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this is me. im just another retard who is all-in on stocks.

 

[nosemaxxing]

this is me. im just another retard who is all-in on stocks.

any returns on investment?

 

[MoggerGaston]

any returns on investment?

im cyrrently high asdffff

 

[nosemaxxing]

im cyrrently high asdffff

you on some benzos or something?

 

[Deleted member 28183]

Try being born retarted it’s even worse I just can’t understand human beings