pharmagrade
low inhib god
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the root of my mentalceldom if u want to call it that way was that i had my growth spurt at 16/17 so i didnt have any positive reinforcement from foids nor respect from other men during my growing years. (when i was a kid i was normal because i looked good for that age, but my teens were the worst part of my life)
last years of my life ive been living in a body which didnt match the mental image i had made of myself.
the only way out for me was talking and interacting with more people, and see that they really treat me good because i look good, and slowly i am changing the mental image i have of myself and that translates in more confidence when talking to foids and random people in general
im still working on it and i do sometimes doubt myself but yesterday for example i went out with random people that dont even speak my language that much because they like me. first time i fucked a girl i was doubting myself until the very moment i was in her bed, i was paranoid as shit thinking she was trolling me because foids did similar things to me during my teens.
Also everytime i go out i try to inhibit the rational part of my mind as much as possible, and that makes me more confident, but my final goal is to be always confident.
last years of my life ive been living in a body which didnt match the mental image i had made of myself.
the only way out for me was talking and interacting with more people, and see that they really treat me good because i look good, and slowly i am changing the mental image i have of myself and that translates in more confidence when talking to foids and random people in general
im still working on it and i do sometimes doubt myself but yesterday for example i went out with random people that dont even speak my language that much because they like me. first time i fucked a girl i was doubting myself until the very moment i was in her bed, i was paranoid as shit thinking she was trolling me because foids did similar things to me during my teens.
Also everytime i go out i try to inhibit the rational part of my mind as much as possible, and that makes me more confident, but my final goal is to be always confident.