Mentally ruined

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It's hurt me to look in the mirror for as long as I can remember in my life as a stone cold short faced recessed t50 eye bag boneless truecel fallen angel genetic failure, I've been insecure with how I look since 5 years old and instinctually avoided looking at myself, both physically and spiritually, self hatred has turned into more than a habit and is now my very way of being because nobody could truly accept me as a child and now I stay in my thoughts all night wondering how my life could've been different if only my skull wasn't deformed and eyes weren't deformed, comparing the way I go through my day vs 99 other guys my age is so drastic we can hardly be considered the same species, there's just so much wrong I'm so overwhelmed I can't even imagine where to begin salvaging and picking up the pieces of my shattered genetic facial debt because I have something new to worry about every day
 
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Avg grey post as a grey straight out of some TikTok no edit
 
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My 5 year old self is who I really am still but I was conditioned by society to fit into a box thanks to lookism and now I can't get out
 
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It's hurt me to look in the mirror for as long as I can remember in my life as a stone cold short faced recessed t50 eye bag boneless truecel fallen angel genetic failure
 
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It's hurt me to look in the mirror for as long as I can remember in my life as a stone cold short faced recessed t50 eye bag boneless truecel fallen angel genetic failure, I've been insecure with how I look since 5 years old and instinctually avoided looking at myself, both physically and spiritually, self hatred has turned into more than a habit and is now my very way of being because nobody could truly accept me as a child and now I stay in my thoughts all night wondering how my life could've been different if only my skull wasn't deformed and eyes weren't deformed, comparing the way I go through my day vs 99 other guys my age is so drastic we can hardly be considered the same species, there's just so much wrong I'm so overwhelmed I can't even imagine where to begin salvaging and picking up the pieces of my shattered genetic facial debt because I have something new to worry about every day
Bro are we the same person even the 5 years
 
All day long all I want to do is succumb to my fate as a subhuman and all night long I dream about escaping and making a better future for myself but I'm stuck in between
 

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