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Last night I went to get my teeth professionally whitened and the receptionist was one of the most beautiful women I had ever seen irl. I had to show my ID because her and the lady doing the whitening both thought I was underage despite being 25. I used to be a "pretty boy" and I take good care of my skin (Accutane AND Tret). I struck up a conversation with the receptionist and she was so easy to talk to. She was a mix of cute and beautiful. I don't even know who to compare her to. She had thick, long, brown hair, blue eyes that almost looked green, and pale skin. I couldn't tell how tall she was because she was sitting when I was standing and I was sitting when she was standing. She had a really cute smile too. And as a bonus she had nice tits. I only looked once without thinking. And she said she doesn't even do anything for her skin other than an eye cream or something, I don't remember. I told her she could be a model and pointed out all her good traits and she told me to stop before she started blushing. She even said she didn't want to because she was worried they'd tell her to cut her hair. So she knew she was beautiful.
I so badly wanted to ask her out but after I left and got on the train home, I realized I didn't because I already knew she was gonna say no. I'm short, ugly, and fat. I deadass wanted to cry on the train like a pussy. I still feel like shit. I had so much fun talking to her and reality had to punch me in the face. That was the moment I realized where I stand in life. At least she said she liked my hair. The only hope I have is surgery but I can't afford shit rn. And how am I supposed to afford limb lengthening? I already accepted I'm ugly but this is the first time I realized I genuinely don't have the same prospects as a handsome, tall man. I hate going outside. There are so many beautiful women where I live but I never talk to them. This time it felt like I could actually ask one out since we got along so well but I knew better. And that's what sucks so much about being ugly. Knowing you could try but also knowing you wont succeed. I went to the supermarket and when the cashier girl asked if I was having a good day I told her I met the most beautiful woman ever and I knew she'd reject me. The girl just said "that's life". It really is.
I bet she had nice feet with pink soles but I'll never know.
I so badly wanted to ask her out but after I left and got on the train home, I realized I didn't because I already knew she was gonna say no. I'm short, ugly, and fat. I deadass wanted to cry on the train like a pussy. I still feel like shit. I had so much fun talking to her and reality had to punch me in the face. That was the moment I realized where I stand in life. At least she said she liked my hair. The only hope I have is surgery but I can't afford shit rn. And how am I supposed to afford limb lengthening? I already accepted I'm ugly but this is the first time I realized I genuinely don't have the same prospects as a handsome, tall man. I hate going outside. There are so many beautiful women where I live but I never talk to them. This time it felt like I could actually ask one out since we got along so well but I knew better. And that's what sucks so much about being ugly. Knowing you could try but also knowing you wont succeed. I went to the supermarket and when the cashier girl asked if I was having a good day I told her I met the most beautiful woman ever and I knew she'd reject me. The girl just said "that's life". It really is.
I bet she had nice feet with pink soles but I'll never know.
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