ronluk
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For starters im working right now to save for hardmaxxing. Currently i work at daycare but would literally suck a dick for another job. As i went to this daycare there was this 18-19 year old dude who looked like chudjack riddled with acne and skinny fat. i immediatly got narcy and thought i mog this dude to oblivion. but i went up to greet him and he gave me aspie vibes immedieately. i overheard him speak and was watching his movements he was definetly autistic. he would mumble words and do weird movements. he also did not hold eye contact and was in general socially unaware. he did good with the kids though like i geniuenly thought he was a good daycare worker for all thats worth. anyways i was sent to another station with other kids and did not see him until our shift ended. i was waiting at the buss stop and he started talking to me. his voice was so monotone and had no rhythm with the way he talked. even though he was talking monotone his voice still reached insane levels how he did it is beyond me.
He would talk loud about candy and that he loves soda and sour candy on a buss full of foids. by now i already figured he was aspie as fuck. I asked him about what school he goes too and he told me the high school i went too. brutal high school by the way, full of rich nt kids and this school has a heavy emphasis on social hierarchy i can promise you way more than your school. i felt bad for him because when i went to that school i geniuenly had no friends there. luckily i knew people that went to the school right next to it and would hang out with them instead. But yeah as an ethnic going to an all white rich school i stood out like a sore thumb. im also naturally shy high inhib and i got adhd as well. Im not aspie or on the spectrum at all so i can hold a conversation with all types of people without comming off as neurodivergent. After leaving the buss we went on the tram and as he was talking to me this foid and her ethnic gay best friend were looking at me like i was doing a crime.
Wallahi i swear to god the way they looked at me was like i took a shit on the street and why? just because i was interacting with a sub 5 short aspie talking loud about candy and soda. Going into the tram was even worse he did not stop talking about sour candy and his mom called and he had her on speaker and talked loud. i saw him turn on some music and it seemed like some kind of ncs electronic music I geniuenly felt bad for the guy as i saw myself in him.
i too was weird socially awkward and ugly when going to that school. But luckily i kept my mouth shut and didnt speak to anyone. This guy just could not read the room due to his autism. I geniuenly realized there and then that autism is the worst thing on earth for a man to have. If you were to ask me if i wanted to be nt 5'6 or mild autism 6'4 id take being 5'6 in a heartbeat.
glad i was only riddled with ADHD and abused dog personality. Autism would have literally made my life impossible. Also made my realize that most of you people are not autistic. if you think you are its probably not the case. i bet this guy had a very mild autism as well considering he could work in such a high sensory job (kids crying weather toys) and simultaneously go to school. and i could smell it off him.
He would talk loud about candy and that he loves soda and sour candy on a buss full of foids. by now i already figured he was aspie as fuck. I asked him about what school he goes too and he told me the high school i went too. brutal high school by the way, full of rich nt kids and this school has a heavy emphasis on social hierarchy i can promise you way more than your school. i felt bad for him because when i went to that school i geniuenly had no friends there. luckily i knew people that went to the school right next to it and would hang out with them instead. But yeah as an ethnic going to an all white rich school i stood out like a sore thumb. im also naturally shy high inhib and i got adhd as well. Im not aspie or on the spectrum at all so i can hold a conversation with all types of people without comming off as neurodivergent. After leaving the buss we went on the tram and as he was talking to me this foid and her ethnic gay best friend were looking at me like i was doing a crime.
Wallahi i swear to god the way they looked at me was like i took a shit on the street and why? just because i was interacting with a sub 5 short aspie talking loud about candy and soda. Going into the tram was even worse he did not stop talking about sour candy and his mom called and he had her on speaker and talked loud. i saw him turn on some music and it seemed like some kind of ncs electronic music I geniuenly felt bad for the guy as i saw myself in him.
i too was weird socially awkward and ugly when going to that school. But luckily i kept my mouth shut and didnt speak to anyone. This guy just could not read the room due to his autism. I geniuenly realized there and then that autism is the worst thing on earth for a man to have. If you were to ask me if i wanted to be nt 5'6 or mild autism 6'4 id take being 5'6 in a heartbeat.
glad i was only riddled with ADHD and abused dog personality. Autism would have literally made my life impossible. Also made my realize that most of you people are not autistic. if you think you are its probably not the case. i bet this guy had a very mild autism as well considering he could work in such a high sensory job (kids crying weather toys) and simultaneously go to school. and i could smell it off him.
