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I have horrible adhd that has ruined my life completely. I can't hold normal friendships/relationships and my life is always just a complete ruin 24/7. I wake up and go to sleep not wanting to do anything, yet still having hopes and dreams of a future me that doesn't have any of these problems. I was able to get a psych to prescribe me adderall which helped alot but because of weird health insurance and how expensive my local psychs are, I decided to take things into my own hands. There's no point in buying amphetamines/adderall on the dark web expecting it to work as it should because it's all laced with meth. Considering the research done on how meth seems to help people with adhd even better than mainstream stimulants, and how cheap it seems to be meaning its also less likely to be laced with anything, I decided that seems to be the best route to go. I was able to find a good source even though ordering and delivery was a bit of hassle since I have to hide this from my parents. I set up a really good supplement and sleep regimine considering the potential neurotoxicity of the drug, which really doesn't seem to have many adverse/drastic downsides. I decided the best way to administer was by creating a solution in a measured dropper bottle being 5mg/ml, 60ml per bottle. The process of weighing and all was quite long but I now have 3 bottles that should last me about 6 months. I've been doing 10mg per day, 4 days a week and so far it's been pretty good and honestly feels like a cleaner adderall. My life seems to be back on track for school, gym, relationships and everything else. This can definitley lead to addiction but I never seem to notice the euphoria/high people mention for stimulants which after doing some research seems to be a thing that corelates for most people with adhd. I also bought a very expensive drug testing kit which confirmed my stuff was clean. Willing to give or take advice, Thanks
