microdosed mushrooms today and already feel happier

[Sub5 & Celibate]

how is this possible

i havent taken my lexapro in 2 days and started microdosing yesterday

I started appreciating nature and music more

is this placebo or just the effects

im taking 300mg a day which is a “micro dose” but still not a threshold dose

 

[Eltrē]

Not placebo psychedelics are used to treat depression

 

[isis_Bleach]

Take 5g and watch this (or coom)

 

[Kroker]

Not placebo psychedelics are used to treat depression

Or induce psychosis/anxiety fuck that happened to me...

how is this possible

i havent taken my lexapro in 2 days and started microdosing yesterday

I started appreciating nature and music more

is this placebo or just the effects

im taking 300mg a day which is a “micro dose” but still not a threshold dose

That's me when on SSRIs, I'll be back tomorrow better to live short fulfilling life rather than long miserable one.
Prozac or Zoloft coupled with Buspar.

 

[Eltrē]

Or induce psychosis/anxiety fuck that happened to me...

What was your experience like?
Setting and mindset pretty much completely determine if you get fucked in the ass or not, you have to get yourself cozy and from then on it's a breeze.

 

[Kroker]

What was your experience like?
Setting and mindset pretty much completely determine if you get fucked in the ass or not, you have to get yourself cozy and from then on it's a breeze.

I knew that already, and always did it with my college buds, but two times backfired, once I was with friends whom I didn't very much reciprocate with they were drinking and smoking and I was tripping, second time was all alone by myself at home which caused me to start tensing my head and body.

I wish I can get back to pre psychedelics state. Not to mention molly completely eradicated my serotonin receptors (fried), I first knew what depression felt like after doing molly.

I suffer from OCD since I was ~10/12, should have known that I'm predisposed to mental issues.

Now I'm in constant state of flight or fight with cortisol deteriorating my body.

Fuck drugs. The saying drugs are bad holds some truth to it. Not all people can withstand their effects whether short or long term.

 

[Eltrē]

I knew that already, and always did it with my college buds, but twice backfired, once I was with friends whom I didn't very much reciprocate with, second time was all alone myself at home which caused me to start tensing my head and body.

I wish I can get back to pre psychedelics state. Not to mention molly completely eradicated my serotonin receptors (fried), I first knew what depression felt like after doing molly.

I suffer from OCD since I was ~10/12, should have known that I'm predisposed to mental issues.

Now I'm in constant state of flight or fight with cortisol deteriorating my body.

Fuck drugs. The saying drugs are bad holds some truth to it. Not all people can withstand their effects whether short or long term.

That's rough...

I know a few guys who got fucked from shrooms but basically fixed themselves after a good LSD trip.
You could try it out, it's really hard to have a bad trip on it as opposed to shrooms.

I really doubt you'll heal your mental naturally by just abstaining from drugs so it's worth a try in my opinion.

 

[Eltrē]

I knew that already, and always did it with my college buds, but two times backfired, once I was with friends whom I didn't very much reciprocate with they were drinking and smoking and I was tripping, second time was all alone by myself at home which caused me to start tensing my head and body.

I wish I can get back to pre psychedelics state. Not to mention molly completely eradicated my serotonin receptors (fried), I first knew what depression felt like after doing molly.

I suffer from OCD since I was ~10/12, should have known that I'm predisposed to mental issues.

Now I'm in constant state of flight or fight with cortisol deteriorating my body.

Fuck drugs. The saying drugs are bad holds some truth to it. Not all people can withstand their effects whether short or long term.

That's rough...

I know a few guys who got fucked from shrooms but basically fixed themselves after a good LSD trip.
You could try it out, it's really hard to have a bad trip on it as opposed to shrooms.

I really doubt you'll heal your mental naturally by just abstaining from drugs so it's worth a try in my opinion.

Although you could really just be genetically predisposed to mental illness and in that case you're kinda just fucked TBH.

 

[Kroker]

That's rough...

I know a few guys who got fucked from shrooms but basically fixed themselves after a good LSD trip.
You could try it out, it's really hard to have a bad trip on it as opposed to shrooms.

I really doubt you'll heal your mental naturally by just abstaining from drugs so it's worth a try in my opinion.

I think it's the opposite, shrooms are lightweight compared to LSD.

What I did was LSD, I thought about a maintenance trip, but I'm scared of more potential damage to my psych.

Now I'm just low serotonin high cortisol. Idk bout dopamine/ adrenaline and so on. But probably fucked up also.

 

[Eltrē]

I think it's the opposite, shrooms are lightweight compared to LSD.

What I did was LSD, I thought about a maintenance trip, but I'm scared of more potential damage to my psych.

Now I'm just low serotonin high cortisol. Idk bout dopamine/ adrenaline and so on. But probably fucked up also.

I mean yeah it'd seem logical that the weaker one would lead to a lower chance of bad trips but majority of people do agree that it's easier on shrooms, you get too introspective compared to LSD and might fuck yourself over if you have some unsolved trauma.

I mean if what you're stating is true then your position is already a horrendous one to be in so I think coinflipping and having a chance to fix it all is worth it, but it's up to you.
If you do go for it I really do recommend going hiking solo, or at least find a spot with a nice view of nature and just let yourself go.

 

[subhuman929]

happiness, its illusion, like life.

 

[Kroker]

I mean yeah it'd seem logical that the weaker one would lead to a lower chance of bad trips but majority of people do agree that it's easier on shrooms, you get too introspective compared to LSD and might fuck yourself over if you have some unsolved trauma.

I mean if what you're stating is true then your position is already a horrendous one to be in so I think coinflipping and having a chance to fix it all is worth it, but it's up to you.
If you do go for it I really do recommend going hiking solo, or at least find a spot with a nice view of nature and just let yourself go.

Yes ikr, but I'm on brink of going crazy. Idk what's the psychological term of 'crazy' but I can feel like my mind is going somewhere with no comeback.

After experiencing some side effects from antidepressants, drugs (LSD, Molly, Lyrica, Weed) my OCD spectrum has developed a new fear that's hypochondria lol.

I'm torn between either using medication (SSRIs) or gambling with a trip. Idk tbh. I need someone to guide me cuz I can't decide and it's just grey area.

 

[Eltrē]

Yes ikr, but I'm on brink of going crazy. Idk what's the psychological term of 'crazy' but I can feel like my mind is going somewhere with no comeback.

After experiencing some side effects from antidepressants, drugs (LSD, Molly, Lyrica, Weed) my OCD spectrum has developed a new fear that's hypochondria lol.

I'm torn between either using medication (SSRIs) or gambling with a trip. Idk tbh. I need someone to guide me cuz I can't decide and it's just grey area.

SSRIs will just turn you into a shell of yourself, yes it'll help you not feel bad but you won't feel happy either.

How old are you?
I think if you're young enough with a future ahead of you the SSRIs might be the way to go since another bad trip will just fuck your entire life over. If oldcel then it's worth a gamble.

 

[Kroker]

SSRIs will just turn you into a shell of yourself, yes it'll help you not feel bad but you won't feel happy either.

How old are you?
I think if you're young enough with a future ahead of you the SSRIs might be the way to go since another bad trip will just fuck your entire life over. If oldcel then it's worth a gamble.

Late 20's.

Idk but I feel motivated, happy, calm, collected, when on SSRIs. I feel like they suit me the best. Except for when I was on Paxil insomnia kicked in, and had trouble with concentration and memory.

But everything comes with a price.