Middle school was hell for me.

[brojackson]

I used to be short and really fat in middle school.I was called names and treated as if i was never there,everybody would overlook my opinions and everything i used to say.
I Hate everybody who made me feel like that so much i genuinely wish they suffer.
Once i lost weight and i got taller everything changed,I was seen by everybody,my words were heard,girls looked at my eyes for the first time in my life without digust.
2 girls asked me out and i didnt have to make the first move.
i have more friends now but i still am an awkward insecure nd loser i just try and be nt as much as i can but i hate it,its not me im not myself im acting as a fake person trying to fit in.

 

[brojackson]

Bump

 

[KimKitsuragi]

The past is not there my man its an illusion, keep marching forward

 

[nocajebudala]

whats past is past

 

[brojackson]

The past is not there my man its an illusion, keep marching forward

I cannot forget those words
close friends jokingly called me a whale or just made jokes everytime,it meant nothing to them but it meant everything to me.
A name i didnt want given to me
called day by day without consequence
I had feelings to man i was a fucking kid dude why do i have to rot in here and talk to people whilst they go outside and enjoy life

 

[brojackson]

whats past is past

I cannot forget it,its me it was who i used to be.For the first time in my life i was seen by a woman who treated me nicely and didnt make jokes about me.
First time in my life i was given respect without having to earn it.
All i had to do was experience 6 years of hell to make me this who i am now,i dont want to be tall and look good to be respected,they should have given that to me when i was younger.

 

[nocajebudala]

I cannot forget it,its me it was who i used to be.For the first time in my life i was seen by a woman who treated me nicely and didnt make jokes about me.
First time in my life i was given respect without having to earn it.
All i had to do was experience 6 years of hell to make me this who i am now,i dont want to be tall and look good to be respected,they should have given that to me when i was younger.

you are human, of course you cant forget it.
the world isnt kind to us, what happened to you happened to me, we just have to take it.

 

[Golf222]

elementary middle high are just fillers in life ngl

 

[KimKitsuragi]

I cannot forget those words
close friends jokingly called me a whale or just made jokes everytime,it meant nothing to them but it meant everything to me.
A name i didnt want given to me
called day by day without consequence
I had feelings to man i was a fucking kid dude why do i have to rot in here and talk to people whilst they go outside and enjoy life

Been on the same situation man, no point in thinking about that shit just move foreward. Are you gonna keep crying like a lil bitch bout some dumb shit like this? How the fuck are you supposed to be anything in life if you let little shit affect you like this?

 

[KimKitsuragi]

they should have given that to me when i was younger.

Thats the flaw in your thinking brother, you are not entitled to shit, that should be a lesson to never fall into a situation like that to be disrespected again. Never let your status and money fall down EVER, always try to make a ton of connections and have money for rainy days.