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i’ll still be going to the gym naturally and using accutane
but i feel like i have to much going on to hop back on gear and all these other compounds
i also feel like i waste too much time on forums
i’ve already stopped watching tv/movies and i deleted my tiktok
ik my looks are enough to slay the only thing that’s holding me back is my high inhib
but realistically i should try to fuck soon so that i can know what sex is like and then focus on other shit
i do online college but idc abt it
i just do it so that my parents don’t kick me out and to buy myself 2 more years of time
all i want to do now is find a way to make money online
enough to move to SEA or latin america which realistically means i only need $2k a month
obv id like to make more since id wanna hard max in the future
but i think geomaxxing comes first
tldr; im gonna focus on making money and losing my virginity for now
but i feel like i have to much going on to hop back on gear and all these other compounds
i also feel like i waste too much time on forums
i’ve already stopped watching tv/movies and i deleted my tiktok
ik my looks are enough to slay the only thing that’s holding me back is my high inhib
but realistically i should try to fuck soon so that i can know what sex is like and then focus on other shit
i do online college but idc abt it
i just do it so that my parents don’t kick me out and to buy myself 2 more years of time
all i want to do now is find a way to make money online
enough to move to SEA or latin america which realistically means i only need $2k a month
obv id like to make more since id wanna hard max in the future
but i think geomaxxing comes first
tldr; im gonna focus on making money and losing my virginity for now
