ersia
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so basically in my country to join a military you have to pass physical training and psychological test, i made almost perfect score at physical cuz i been training for military since i was like 11 so 7 years now, i been sweating daily at the gym, running my ass off, getting beat up daily at combat sports and after the psychological test which included some basic knowledge exams like math history and forgein language (for me it was english), “how would u act in stressful situation like this” shit, “how strongly do you agree or disagree with something (it was really random, for example i had a question whats my stance on insurance companies and the next one was about feeling empathy to animals more than humans)” so i would honestly say a total bullshit also some IQ tests. I thought it all went good, i had quick answers for all questions, i had an idea how to react in every situation they gave me, the IQ tests were easy asf but i always was good with these. And after all of this total bullshit the psychiatrist says, ima quote: “you are highly intelligent individual whos not able to fully fit to society and respect basic moral rules” like fuck you mean u faggot i been waiting my whole fucking
life for this moment and now you are rejecting me becouse of some dumb shit? The only positive is this bitch gave me my approximate iq score which is around 133 to 138 so its very good i would say. But tbh now it doesnt mean shit, i kinda escaped lookism and this whole sick shit that was buzzing in my head back then for years after i found a girl that truly loves me i believe. But now it all just doesnt matter i wanna rope so bad it all came back to me 3x times stronger. I wasted my teenage years for this and now im left with a fucking piece of paper saying i cant serve. Shot me in my fucking face.
Sorry for such a long post giving nothing out to the com but i just needed to say it out loud
life for this moment and now you are rejecting me becouse of some dumb shit? The only positive is this bitch gave me my approximate iq score which is around 133 to 138 so its very good i would say. But tbh now it doesnt mean shit, i kinda escaped lookism and this whole sick shit that was buzzing in my head back then for years after i found a girl that truly loves me i believe. But now it all just doesnt matter i wanna rope so bad it all came back to me 3x times stronger. I wasted my teenage years for this and now im left with a fucking piece of paper saying i cant serve. Shot me in my fucking face.
Sorry for such a long post giving nothing out to the com but i just needed to say it out loud