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I was walking in the halls today, observing the behavior of the people who walk around me. They never seem to care about anything. They talk with their friends, laugh, some hold hands with each other. I always found it strange that an above average looking person like me rarely experiences that. Granted, i have a few friends and I love them a lot, hell I wouldn’t be here writing this if it weren’t for them. But I've never had luck with girls, i like to blame it on my social anxiety and being neurodivergent. Im just left to wonder, “when is it my turn” and “what am i doing wrong.” Im a good looking guy, state athlete, and funny. Im just lost on the idea of trying to talk to s female. From my description, i feel like girls should be coming up to me a lot more often. Yet all im told is that im “cute in a little brother way” I hate that. I know im short but come on.
I have a very loving and close family but outside of that im really not known at all. Sometimes i like that. Just being able to sleep in class without anyone worrying about you is kinda nice. But i wish people would care more.
Im sure this is a very common experience for a lot of people but i cant help this feeling of impending death. Its been happening for a while. I feel like i dont have much time left on this Earth. Theres so much i want to do, especially start a family, but it seems so impossible i cant help but just give up. Its easier for me to understand this way.
Its been a few years that ive been on this website and its made an impact for the good and the bad. Ive met really good people here (Spartan, Neuro, Supersurgical, Unon, and so on.) and Im glad i found this website.
I cant seem to find more to talk about. I have so much to say yet i dont have anyone to talk to. My friends already know im mentally struggling and struggling with alcoholism. Im just gonna feed into my bad habits later today and hopefully post something thats not mindless jabbering. I have no interest in going to therapy and feel better just texting about my days.
Also india post needs to come back soon.
TLDR; theres nothing special about me. Im like everyone else on this website.
@Bizygomatic
I have a very loving and close family but outside of that im really not known at all. Sometimes i like that. Just being able to sleep in class without anyone worrying about you is kinda nice. But i wish people would care more.
Im sure this is a very common experience for a lot of people but i cant help this feeling of impending death. Its been happening for a while. I feel like i dont have much time left on this Earth. Theres so much i want to do, especially start a family, but it seems so impossible i cant help but just give up. Its easier for me to understand this way.
Its been a few years that ive been on this website and its made an impact for the good and the bad. Ive met really good people here (Spartan, Neuro, Supersurgical, Unon, and so on.) and Im glad i found this website.
I cant seem to find more to talk about. I have so much to say yet i dont have anyone to talk to. My friends already know im mentally struggling and struggling with alcoholism. Im just gonna feed into my bad habits later today and hopefully post something thats not mindless jabbering. I have no interest in going to therapy and feel better just texting about my days.
Also india post needs to come back soon.
TLDR; theres nothing special about me. Im like everyone else on this website.
@Bizygomatic
