missing out on teenage love

[OscarIsMogged]

I live in a rural area, got no way to travel and my parents are always busy

All my life i've never had any conversation starters or any thing to talk about so in school i was always just the boring guy that people only spoke to for like a minute, literally just lived the same days over and over again during my whole life basically. Never did sports, barely went outside so im also pale asf, idk how i could even start looking for someone, in school it's pointless, apps seem bad and theres literally nobody living in a 5-10 km radius.

I'm in such a nerdy school topic and my classmates are all musty guys, some dont even shower during school days. Every time i leave a classroom and other classes come in, i can hear them complain about the smell and i dont blame them...
I have some friends who study another topic in school and i sometimes ask them if im also seen as one of "them" in my class and they always said no but i never believed them.
I imagine that the girls at school also see me as this smelly nerd, other than that i could never find anyone outside of school

I kind of accepted it but im still kinda sad knowing im missing out on something others have access to ever day.

 

[idkmanimao]

I live in a rural area, got no way to travel and my parents are always busy

All my life i've never had any conversation starters or any thing to talk about so in school i was always just the boring guy that people only spoke to for like a minute, literally just lived the same days over and over again during my whole life basically. Never did sports, barely went outside so im also pale asf, idk how i could even start looking for someone, in school it's pointless, apps seem bad and theres literally nobody living in a 5-10 km radius.

I'm in such a nerdy school topic and my classmates are all musty guys, some dont even shower during school days. Every time i leave a classroom and other classes come in, i can hear them complain about the smell and i dont blame them...
I have some friends who study another topic in school and i sometimes ask them if im also seen as one of "them" in my class and they always said no but i never believed them.
I imagine that the girls at school also see me as this smelly nerd, other than that i could never find anyone outside of school

I kind of accepted it but im still kinda sad knowing im missing out on something others have access to ever day.

it's nothing special lol, just 2 immature people who can't think properly and acts off impulses, like I said, nothing special

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

it's nothing special lol, just 2 immature people who can't think properly and acts off impulses, like I said, nothing special

It is easy for us who have been through such. Not for the OP. He was left behind with time.

 

[Seraphyx]

just improve yourself to ascend beyond your peers and wait until an opportunity arises

 

[OscarIsMogged]

it's nothing special lol, just 2 immature people who can't think properly and acts off impulses, like I said, nothing special

Something only those who experience it would know ig, its just that i wont know how to act towards a girl and stuff

 

[idkmanimao]

It is easy for us who have been through such. Not for the OP. He was left behind with time.

i've been left behind too man, been like this for a few years now, why do you think im on this shitty forum?

 

[idkmanimao]

Something only those who experience it would know ig, its just that i wont know how to act towards a girl and stuff

could text some online too ig

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

i've been left behind too man, been like this for a few years now, why do you think im on this shitty forum?

You can say the same for all here.

 

[OscarIsMogged]

could text some online too ig

literally some of the longest convos ive had with girls were on omegle.. its the only way for me to actually talk to a stranger or even a girl. almost all of them are from north/south america which is defo easier than talking to someone european

 

[idkmanimao]

literally some of the longest convos ive had with girls were on omegle.. its the only way for me to actually talk to a stranger or even a girl. almost all of them are from north/south america which is defo easier than talking to someone european

true, depending on your age, you can't maybe get some covo app or smth and meet ppl like that

 

[OscarIsMogged]

true, depending on your age, you can't maybe get some covo app or smth and meet ppl like that

im 17 in a month, pretty sure there are some apps for teens but idk if i can be asked, plus it will be even more awkward if ppl ik see my profile. cuz ik some of them have been on a couple apps

 

[idkmanimao]

im 17 in a month, pretty sure there are some apps for teens but idk if i can be asked, plus it will be even more awkward if ppl ik see my profile. cuz ik some of them have been on a couple apps

just try it again, interactions is better then no interactions

 

[OscarIsMogged]

just try it again, interactions is better then no interactions

the issue is that ill have 0 interesting things abt me ik bp views are that looks only matter but if i cant even keep a convo in my country then no girl will like me

 

[idkmanimao]

the issue is that ill have 0 interesting things abt me ik bp views are that looks only matter but if i cant even keep a convo in my country then no girl will like me

start interesting things about you, start going for walks, enjoy nature, play chess, theres a lot of things

 

[willgotogandyheaven]

I live in a rural area, got no way to travel and my parents are always busy

All my life i've never had any conversation starters or any thing to talk about so in school i was always just the boring guy that people only spoke to for like a minute, literally just lived the same days over and over again during my whole life basically. Never did sports, barely went outside so im also pale asf, idk how i could even start looking for someone, in school it's pointless, apps seem bad and theres literally nobody living in a 5-10 km radius.

I'm in such a nerdy school topic and my classmates are all musty guys, some dont even shower during school days. Every time i leave a classroom and other classes come in, i can hear them complain about the smell and i dont blame them...
I have some friends who study another topic in school and i sometimes ask them if im also seen as one of "them" in my class and they always said no but i never believed them.
I imagine that the girls at school also see me as this smelly nerd, other than that i could never find anyone outside of school

I kind of accepted it but im still kinda sad knowing im missing out on something others have access to ever day.

feel u bru no irl friends just smoking my days away

 

[OscarIsMogged]

start interesting things about you, start going for walks, enjoy nature, play chess, theres a lot of things

i've never moved houses and i literally just live surrounded by nature, i've seen every inch of outside of my house. im also ass at chess but i play it occasionally.
If i had to think about whats interesting about me is that i workout (even if it doesnt really apply anymore since i have 0 motivation).
The only other "possibly" interesting thing would be that my entire family lives in another country and i go see them once a year but thats basically it

 

[OscarIsMogged]

feel u bru no irl friends just smoking my days away

tbh i got friends but im not a "main friend" theyre their own friend group that i kinda migrated in, everybody is so fkn boring though i cant stand talking to them

 

[willgotogandyheaven]

tbh i got friends but im not a "main friend" theyre their own friend group that i kinda migrated in, everybody is so fkn boring though i cant stand talking to them

i used to have a friend group i was a floater but atleast i was invited to shit sometimes (heavy on sometimes) and got on the game w them but after i moved its been so fucking lonely man im already a very shy person so im not going to talk to anyone and if someone does try to talk to me i eventually talk too much. annoy them and push them away hopefully this upcoming school year will be better

 

[OscarIsMogged]

i used to have a friend group i was a floater but atleast i was invited to shit sometimes (heavy on sometimes) and got on the game w them but after i moved its been so fucking lonely man im already a very shy person so im not going to talk to anyone and if someone does try to talk to me i eventually talk too much. annoy them and push them away hopefully this upcoming school year will be better

i literally never got invited to anything, no parties happen here either since everything is so lost (unless they do and i just dont know abt it).
maybe i would try talking to people but ofc i gotta live in the middle of nowhere

 

[willgotogandyheaven]

i literally never got invited to anything, no parties happen here either since everything is so lost (unless they do and i just dont know abt it).
maybe i would try talking to people but ofc i gotta live in the middle of nowhere

that fucking sucks ass bro some of my best memories are going out with friends hope you move 1 day

 

[OscarIsMogged]

that fucking sucks ass bro some of my best memories are going out with friends hope you move 1 day

i feel like the only chances i’ll get in life is when i’ll have an apartment far from home for my studies, which will possibly happen in a year or 2.
where i live rn is literally just a workplace that offered my dad the house since he was like a main worker and friends with the owner

 

[Argentinazi]

i feel like the only chances i’ll get in life is when i’ll have an apartment far from home for my studies, which will possibly happen in a year or 2.
where i live rn is literally just a workplace that offered my dad the house since he was like a main worker and friends with the owner

looksmax for when u go to college and try to be more nt, idk get drunk

 

[GoErOnFoids]

I live in a rural area, got no way to travel and my parents are always busy

All my life i've never had any conversation starters or any thing to talk about so in school i was always just the boring guy that people only spoke to for like a minute, literally just lived the same days over and over again during my whole life basically. Never did sports, barely went outside so im also pale asf, idk how i could even start looking for someone, in school it's pointless, apps seem bad and theres literally nobody living in a 5-10 km radius.

I'm in such a nerdy school topic and my classmates are all musty guys, some dont even shower during school days. Every time i leave a classroom and other classes come in, i can hear them complain about the smell and i dont blame them...
I have some friends who study another topic in school and i sometimes ask them if im also seen as one of "them" in my class and they always said no but i never believed them.
I imagine that the girls at school also see me as this smelly nerd, other than that i could never find anyone outside of school

I kind of accepted it but im still kinda sad knowing im missing out on something others have access to ever day.

your not missing out on much tbh also it depends ofc, hardmaxx and pump and dump

 

[Toth's thot]

the pain of experiencing it and then realizing it's over is worse than never experiencing it

 

[GoErOnFoids]

the pain of experiencing it and then realizing it's over is worse than never experiencing it

Thats where the bp comes in if it hasnt already