Model accusations

[JustCallMeKash]

I got this job over summer n it allows me to interact with a bunch of new people on a day to day basis since ive been working there ive gotten compliments about my looks on a daily basis from random strangers like 7 diff people have told me that I should model and istg this fine ass girl like im talking so fucjing fine like ngas would fly her out fine n her ahh was so fat I was jst helping her with some n she said i was handsome I deadass said what 3x cuz I couldnt believe it.

When I look in the mirror I see a ltn to sub5 on cam maybe high ltn I still feel chopped asf ive approach like 10 girls they are all ltbs best one was like low mtb n she had a fat ahh she flirts with me everyday but when I asked for the number this bitch deadahh rejected me in a soft nice way I have no game and im shy ash but I know that doesnt fucking matter I dont even know why im posting this maybe looks arent all that matters maybe everyone is lying to me and im still fucking ugly I deadass used to have to fight for my life everyday with mfs calling me ugly now its the opposite yet nothing has changed I still have alot of flaws I could fix and im going to fix them im deadass not even htn not even close I wouldnt even say high mtn maybe im mtn irl but has anyone ever experiwnce this ppl calling you attractive yet you get no bitches

Holy schizo rant

 

[JustCallMeKash]

Nga comes in here with some bs everyday and is still a khhv

 

[JustCallMeKash]

To sum up my rant how tf do I leverage this to get sum bitches on my dih

I feel like im prolly jst a mtn or high ltn which weird fucking features or one good feature I know if I was slightly more attractive it wouldnt jst be I look good it would be I want to fuck you