MoggerGaston
Nobody mogs like Gaston
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I feel you man. You try so hard to overcome your mental struggles, yet in the end you continue feeling bad. It makes you feel so hopeles, so bad in the end.I got severely bullied one summer as a kid by low class village scum because I was a goofball from the city and to this day I can not recover from that no matter what.
Even now when I built some social circles, fraud NT, look better than when I was abused junkie teenager, I still feel like shit, I still have zero success with women. I overdosed on blackpill so whenever a foid rejects me, which is guaranteed if you are man, I feel like a complete genetic trash subhuman because I have no positive experinces to lean on to.
I don't know anyone IRL who is a bigger abused dog than me.
I don't know how to escape this. Even when I was dating the stacylite I had the exact same constant terror in my brain, not feel good enough and one conflict away from rejection.
I never enjoyed dating the stacylite girl whatsoever.
If even in some ideal situation you get to date an extremely attractive girl who seems to love you, but you still feel subhuman and can't enjoy it, man how fucking brutal. What can you even do.
Worst is that 99% of the time you wont find some stacylite validation, you will be fighting and struggling just like anyone else.
It's not fair man, that we have to live with this pain and struggle. I don't even know how to get out of this.