MoggerGaston isn’t a chad or chadlite

I got severely bullied one summer as a kid by low class village scum because I was a goofball from the city and to this day I can not recover from that no matter what.

Even now when I built some social circles, fraud NT, look better than when I was abused junkie teenager, I still feel like shit, I still have zero success with women. I overdosed on blackpill so whenever a foid rejects me, which is guaranteed if you are man, I feel like a complete genetic trash subhuman because I have no positive experinces to lean on to.

I don't know anyone IRL who is a bigger abused dog than me.
I feel you man. You try so hard to overcome your mental struggles, yet in the end you continue feeling bad. It makes you feel so hopeles, so bad in the end.

I don't know how to escape this. Even when I was dating the stacylite I had the exact same constant terror in my brain, not feel good enough and one conflict away from rejection.

I never enjoyed dating the stacylite girl whatsoever.

If even in some ideal situation you get to date an extremely attractive girl who seems to love you, but you still feel subhuman and can't enjoy it, man how fucking brutal. What can you even do.

Worst is that 99% of the time you wont find some stacylite validation, you will be fighting and struggling just like anyone else.

It's not fair man, that we have to live with this pain and struggle. I don't even know how to get out of this.
 
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what looksmaxxing have you done boyo besides leanmaxxing?
fin, retin, moisturiser+spf, lots of working out, healthier diet.
 
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He would probably be quite successful if he didnt’t bitch, complain and play the victim 24/7 and actually took control and responsibility for his life
that would involve ignoring my mental state entirely.

I can't just forget my traumas. I can't just pretend like that what happened, never happened.

you are being a delusional retard who thinks people can just be someone entirely different, change their personality entirely, from one day to the next.
 
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that would involve ignoring my mental state entirely.

I can't just forget my traumas. I can't just pretend like that what happened, never happened.

you are being a delusional retard who thinks people can just be someone entirely different, change their personality entirely, from one day to the next.
Just take shrooms bro
 
fin, retin, moisturiser+spf, lots of working out, healthier diet.
How did your jaw change over the years after 18?

Lens distortion +body fat loss?
 
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He is maybe a normie on the PSL scale

Besides that, he is pretty decent looking,
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Obama what
 
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He isn’t larping about his day to day experiences.
I also don’t believe he is born with mental health disorders.
Years of trauma, bad childhood experiences and bullying led to his current state.

His appeal IRL is very low due to his very low trust looks. He is maybe a normie on the PSL scale, but has truecel appeal irl.

Besides that, he is pretty decent looking, but cucked due to his low trust appeal.

@MoggerGaston
I think he might be mentally ill. I only encountered him twice on here and instantly got tht vibe. If u look low trust u need gd social skills to make people feel comfortable so thts his problem. Also wht he said about the drugs is true its easy to screw girl on cocaine but shit and unfulfilling its basically on the level of fking an escort. He should fix his problems and negative mindset. Get on an ssri and go see a therapist then actively force himself out into social situations off drugs.
 
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I still always saw myself and still see myself as ugly.

Worst is that before the 2013 picture, the oldest one in that row, I was way uglier. In the 2013 pic I was just fat, but no longer obese.

Before 2013, when I was like 8-14years old, I was actually obese + glasses + acne. I was one of the most bullied and hated kids of my school simply due to my looks.
I have talked about this story before, but in high-school a group of girls even made a website about me where they shared ugly pics of me and would discuss how ugly they find me and how ugly and disgusting I am.

I was a truecel subhuman in my childhood and will always feel like it.
What bf were you in 2018
 
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Early 2018 🫦
 
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That’s why ascending will never make you happier because the main problem is being an abused dog

I believe everyone he was one at a stage or another, me included as I looked really bad for a certain period of time and got bullied

the truth is there is no escape and you will never recover no matter what happens, success with women, higher social standing will be meaningless

Nothing will unfuck your brain, I haven’t figured out a solution and I still think about it mostly everyday.

I can only speak for myself and I don’t think it would work with anyone else, but simply forget and forgive seems to be the only way
 
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That’s why ascending will never make you happier because the main problem is being an abused dog

I believe everyone he was one at a stage or another, me included as I looked really bad for a certain period of time and got bullied

the truth is there is no escape and you will never recover no matter what happens, success with women, higher social standing will be meaningless

Nothing will unfuck your brain, I haven’t figured out a solution and I still think about it mostly everyday.

I can only speak for myself and I don’t think it would work with anyone else, but simply forget and forgive seems to be the only way
Ptsd flashbacks
 
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Ptsd flashbacks
Constant flashbacks even while performing normal activities, conversing and such

It’s ruins your mood and you start feeling like shit, you lose focus on what your doing and performance starts to decline

This is not just the result of abused dog though, this is the result of years of isolation aswell
 
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He isn’t larping about his day to day experiences.
I also don’t believe he is born with mental health disorders.
Years of trauma, bad childhood experiences and bullying led to his current state.

His appeal IRL is very low due to his very low trust looks. He is maybe a normie on the PSL scale, but has truecel appeal irl.

Besides that, he is pretty decent looking, but cucked due to his low trust appeal.

@MoggerGaston
Brutal eye distance
 
Agreed. How can you look at those horrendous nasolabial folds and call him anything other than subhuman. Still lifemogs and looksmogs me 1000x though
 
Agreed. How can you look at those horrendous nasolabial folds and call him anything other than subhuman. Still lifemogs and looksmogs me 1000x though
Everyone has nasolabiol folds
 
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Ok hyperbole, but his seem very pronounced. Would be solid HTN otherwise imo
So he is a subhuman instead of HTN because of folds? Retard
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That’s why ascending will never make you happier because the main problem is being an abused dog

I believe everyone he was one at a stage or another, me included as I looked really bad for a certain period of time and got bullied

the truth is there is no escape and you will never recover no matter what happens, success with women, higher social standing will be meaningless

Nothing will unfuck your brain, I haven’t figured out a solution and I still think about it mostly everyday.

I can only speak for myself and I don’t think it would work with anyone else, but simply forget and forgive seems to be the only way
I keep telling you u cn unfuck ur brain with ssris. Look at the recent data on ssris and the new found mechanism on how they work. They increase neurogenesis in the brain and literally rewire your brain long term (why they work for addiction, anxiety, depression and all negative thought patterns). The serotonin theory never held up because those changes occur within 2 days of taking an ssri but the benefits dont come for months.

SSRIs are one of the strongest PED out their but this forum is still stuck in the stone age thinking ssris are bad. The bad rep of ssris comes down to clueless general practitioners overprescribing them and prescribing excessive doses instead of titrating the dose up slowly.
 
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I keep telling you u cn unfuck ur brain with ssris. Look at the recent data on ssris and the new found mechanism on how they work. They increase neurogenesis in the brain and literally rewire your brain long term (why they work for addiction, anxiety, depression and all negative thought patterns). The serotonin theory never held up because those changes occur within 2 days of taking an ssri but the benefits dont come for months.

SSRIs are one of the strongest PED out there but this forum is still stuck in the stone age thinking ssris are bad. The bad rep of ssris comes down to clueless general practitioners overprescribing them and prescribing excessive doses instead of titrating the dose up slowly.
I don’t know much about these as I can recall they have some pretty bad side effects.

But isn’t @MoggerGaston on ssri? Am not sure if they worked for him
 
looked best in 2013 all he needed was some hair and he would have htn appeal, kinda looks like the joker though
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He isn’t larping about his day to day experiences.
I also don’t believe he is born with mental health disorders.
Years of trauma, bad childhood experiences and bullying led to his current state.

His appeal IRL is very low due to his very low trust looks. He is maybe a normie on the PSL scale, but has truecel appeal irl.

Besides that, he is pretty decent looking, but cucked due to his low trust appeal.

@MoggerGaston
 
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I keep telling you u cn unfuck ur brain with ssris. Look at the recent data on ssris and the new found mechanism on how they work. They increase neurogenesis in the brain and literally rewire your brain long term (why they work for addiction, anxiety, depression and all negative thought patterns). The serotonin theory never held up because those changes occur within 2 days of taking an ssri but the benefits dont come for months.

SSRIs are one of the strongest PED out their but this forum is still stuck in the stone age thinking ssris are bad. The bad rep of ssris comes down to clueless general practitioners overprescribing them and prescribing excessive doses instead of titrating the dose up slowly.
i tried escitalopram and it never did anything for me.

my new psychiatrist wants me on welbutrin(buproprion) but I have refused.
 
I don’t know much about these as I can recall they have some pretty bad side effects.

But isn’t @MoggerGaston on ssri? Am not sure if they worked for him
Yeah they have bad sides and the bad sides come because they are misused. Go to a legit psychiatrist and get him to prescrive u it and titrate the dose. Frankly if ur going to a gp they dont know anything u may aswell just google it urself and do it at tht point. Also it cn be hit and miss with some ppl but if ur rly fkd like he says he is its worth the experimentation.

If he doesnt wna go the ssri route thn test 400mg for short periods (6 months or so) cn work as an antidepressant and increase serotonin and dopamine. It literally subconsciously make u feel higher on dominance hierarchy because of that even if u have nothing going for u.
 
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i tried escitalopram and it never did anything for me.

my new psychiatrist wants me on welbutrin(buproprion) but I have refused.
Why not just try it on a very low dose at first? If not maybe their will have to be looksmax intervention and stick testosterone in ur ass:D
 
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He isn’t larping about his day to day experiences.
I also don’t believe he is born with mental health disorders.
Years of trauma, bad childhood experiences and bullying led to his current state.

His appeal IRL is very low due to his very low trust looks. He is maybe a normie on the PSL scale, but has truecel appeal irl.

Besides that, he is pretty decent looking, but cucked due to his low trust appeal.

@MoggerGaston
2018 Pre Drugs MoggerGatson was peak
 
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'me wasting my prime' being fat means you put the blame for a wasted prime on me, u dumb retarded nigger. It's in the word 'you wasted'.

is english your first language. do you even know what words mean?

kill yourself nigger faggot
In his wording, it's not fully implied he's blaming you. I was gonna point out that. I didn't feel it as such because I know that there's no way to know exactly what the situation is.

Anyways dm me when u need to talk! Its strange I have you on ignore lol. Probably your drug party spam got to me some day I wasn't in a good mood lol?
 
His appeal IRL is very low due to his very low trust looks. He is maybe a normie on the PSL scale, but has truecel appeal
Normie psl but truecel appeal? how does that work?

lol go touch grass op , yall just making shit up . This is a case of abused dog brain
 

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