LowInhibHTN
𝓐𝓢𝓒𝓔𝓝𝓓 𝓞𝓡 𝓛𝓓𝓐𝓡
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I can’t fucking believe this bullshit, this morning my mom somehow found 1 vial of test i hid in a different place because it was from that shitty underdosed source
Now she is ranting how im gonna die from fucking testosterone and get cancer or stay infertile or just straight up makes some bullshit up jfl
Good thing is she only found 1 vial, and i have a BUNCH more stored in a different place, bad news tho she now wants me to do bloodwork every 2 weeks to see if im still using, ive tried explaining that im already deep in and that im fully suppressed for weeks now, and if i quit cold turkey i would probably rope from depression, it seems to be kinda working but she is still iffy about letting me finishing the cycle
Worst thing is i now have bunch of exams that i need to pass to be able to graduate high school as well as bunch of other stuff going on in my life so this is the absolute worst timing she could’ve picked, but if i don’t stop using she might kick me out and then im really fucked, she is also a health care worker and knows doctors so she is ofc gonna ask them for opinion and you know how doctors like to fear monger
All in all im fucked, what would you do in my situation
Now she is ranting how im gonna die from fucking testosterone and get cancer or stay infertile or just straight up makes some bullshit up jfl
Good thing is she only found 1 vial, and i have a BUNCH more stored in a different place, bad news tho she now wants me to do bloodwork every 2 weeks to see if im still using, ive tried explaining that im already deep in and that im fully suppressed for weeks now, and if i quit cold turkey i would probably rope from depression, it seems to be kinda working but she is still iffy about letting me finishing the cycle
Worst thing is i now have bunch of exams that i need to pass to be able to graduate high school as well as bunch of other stuff going on in my life so this is the absolute worst timing she could’ve picked, but if i don’t stop using she might kick me out and then im really fucked, she is also a health care worker and knows doctors so she is ofc gonna ask them for opinion and you know how doctors like to fear monger
All in all im fucked, what would you do in my situation