Mom said she doesn't even recognize me anymore.

[popoff]

Another bullshit night. My mom dragged me down to help her grab some paper towels, so i did. I accidentally knock something over, somehow bringing back her postpartum rage. We start arguing. She started bringing up school and how she got an email today about me sleeping in class (of course not before bitching to me me about my hair. she thinks i look homeless). I told her I would rather catch up on sleep than try to socialize with those nt bastards in my history class. She of course doesn't understand. She wont accept the fact that im practically useless without stimulants. I hate to see her grasping onto false hope.

We argue for a few more minutes, she goes on to blame the people i hang out with. I tell her straight up if it wasn't for them i would've killed myself a long time ago. She should be thanking them. She rambles on about how i wouldnt make eye contact (apparently unwritten rule #1 i was supposed to know) with the teachers after dragging me into the halls after school hours to talk to me about my behavior. I tell my mom im fine and im just tired after a long day of doing nothing. She asks why i dont talk to the other kids. I tell her that it would be a waste of my time and i don't know how to.

"Im done, Mike, I don't even recognize you anymore."

She takes away my phone and now im writing this. Thinking back, I was a social kid. Back when I lived in ignorance and actually believed shit mattered. I dont know what went wrong (or right depending on the circumstance).

Sorry mom.
@Bizygomatic

 

[Klasik616]

It's ok, I also felt like nothing matters when I discovered the blackpill and knew finally why women were avoiding me, for me the only thing I wanted was to be attractive to women and get a girlfriend because everything else felt like a cope. Now I'm just resigned, I've tried talking to women but no one wanted me back.

 

[Rothschild]

dnr

 

[hitmancrewzz]

Another bullshit night. My mom dragged me down to help her grab some paper towels, so i did. I accidentally knock something over, somehow bringing back her postpartum rage. We start arguing. She started bringing up school and how she got an email today about me sleeping in class (of course not before bitching to me me about my hair. she thinks i look homeless). I told her I would rather catch up on sleep than try to socialize with those nt bastards in my history class. She of course doesn't understand. She wont accept the fact that im practically useless without stimulants. I hate to see her grasping onto false hope.

We argue for a few more minutes, she goes on to blame the people i hang out with. I tell her straight up if it wasn't for them i would've killed myself a long time ago. She should be thanking them. She rambles on about how i wouldnt make eye contact (apparently unwritten rule #1 i was supposed to know) with the teachers after dragging me into the halls after school hours to talk to me about my behavior. I tell my mom im fine and im just tired after a long day of doing nothing. She asks why i dont talk to the other kids. I tell her that it would be a waste of my time and i don't know how to.

"Im done, Mike, I don't even recognize you anymore."

She takes away my phone and now im writing this. Thinking back, I was a social kid. Back when I lived in ignorance and actually believed shit mattered. I dont know what went wrong (or right depending on the circumstance).

Sorry mom.
@Bizygomatic

same but my mom straight didn't want me alive, she was expecting a girl instead of a boy

 

[popoff]

same but my mom straight didn't want me alive, she was expecting a girl instead of a boy

lol she said something about she would rather have a "normal" nt son than me

 

[tansel]

lol

i would fight with my mom 24/7 when i was a teenager

it’s ok man

 

[DrRodger]

Dnr

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Send her to me