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I wouldn't really say, that living a boring life is that bad, i mean, not as repetitive as the guy above, but you guys got my point

the thing with it though, the risk, is that you will never be remembered and live, die, forgotten easily, and that's what scares me, because I don't want to live here and be forgotten so easily, i want to experience, have fun, connect, but sometimes, i really think it's just, a fantasy, hopeless dream, but whatever, it is what is is

the fear of not having fun/experiencing will forever haunt me
 
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forgotten easily, and that's what scares me, because I don't want to live here and be forgotten so easily, i want to experience, have fun, connect,
100%%
 
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we won't survive another year bro
I have a plan to make my life slightly better but it still won’t change the fact ive wasted this year rotting caged in my room
 
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I have a plan to make my life slightly better but it still won’t change the fact ive wasted this year rotting caged in my room
Real. I've been like this for a decade now :feelsrope:
 
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Risk is life
 
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This has been keeping me up at night the past couple months actually

My conclusion is you’ll have an eternity of boredom when you’re dead, you literally get a blink of time here on Earth so why not experience all there is to experience while you can? But it’s easier said than done, I still live the most monotone life possible tbh, but I’m trying to escape that by my 20s
 
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Like you could just take the blue pill and rot in your comfort zone, but what’s the fucking point, that’s no life worth writing about
 
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Risk is life
yes
This has been keeping me up at night the past couple months actually

My conclusion is you’ll have an eternity of boredom when you’re dead, you literally get a blink of time here on Earth so why not experience all there is to experience while you can? But it’s easier said than done, I still live the most monotone life possible tbh, but I’m trying to escape that by my 20s
fear, it's unbelievably stronger than you think
 
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This has been keeping me up at night the past couple months actually

My conclusion is you’ll have an eternity of boredom when you’re dead, you literally get a blink of time here on Earth so why not experience all there is to experience while you can? But it’s easier said than done, I still live the most monotone life possible tbh, but I’m trying to escape that by my 20s
also, all you experience here doesn't really matter because you'll die, be forgotten and useless regardless, it's really all useless and hopeless, tbh
 
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yes

fear, it's unbelievably stronger than you think
You’re telling me, if I wasn’t an extremely anxious person I wouldn’t be bedrotting on here, I would be stacking up money rn grinding to get extreme surgeries and achieve my goals. But if I can find a way to conquer fear, I will be unstoppable
 
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also, all you experience here doesn't really matter because you'll die, be forgotten and useless regardless, it's really all useless and hopeless, tbh
Whenever I pussy out of something that feeling of cowardice gnaws on me constantly, it’s almost worst than the panic I feel when I take a leap of faith. I don’t want to live half of my life looking in the rear view mirror with regret and guilt
 
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Whenever I pussy out of something that feeling of cowardice gnaws on me constantly, it’s almost worst than the panic I feel when I take a leap of faith. I don’t want to live half of my life looking in the rear view mirror with regret and guilt
the things you do and did are for your own benefits and health, therefore, you shouldn't regret that, if i play games all day but have fun and enjoy it, i can't regret it, since it's time i wasted having fun, being happy, which matters more than anything to our individual lifes
 
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I wouldn't really say, that living a boring life is that bad, i mean, not as repetitive as the guy above, but you guys got my point

the thing with it though, the risk, is that you will never be remembered and live, die, forgotten easily, and that's what scares me, because I don't want to live here and be forgotten so easily, i want to experience, have fun, connect, but sometimes, i really think it's just, a fantasy, hopeless dream, but whatever, it is what is is

the fear of not having fun/experiencing will forever haunt me
i'd rather die at 30 and never be forgotten than die at the age of 100 as a nobody.
 
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i'd rather die at 30 and never be forgotten than die at the age of 100 as a nobody.
yes, exactly, if that means I'll be remembered, that i made a change, in this world, then I want to die now, i don't want to be forgotten, i don't want to
 
the things you do and did are for your own benefits and health, therefore, you shouldn't regret that, if i play games all day but have fun and enjoy it, i can't regret it, since it's time i wasted having fun, being happy, which matters more than anything to our individual lifes
If that’s what you truly feel in your heart in your best moments who am I to deny it
 
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If that’s what you truly feel in your heart in your best moments who am I to deny it
that's just my opinion, i might be very wrong, or very right, it depends on how you see it, but regardless, you have to live and do stuff you love, please, please please don't live in fear, or anxiety, it's the worst thing you can do, please enjoy yourself, do everything, to take care of yourself
 
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that's just my opinion, i might be very wrong, or very right, it depends on how you see it, but regardless, you have to live and do stuff you love, please, please please don't live in fear, or anxiety, it's the worst thing you can do, please enjoy yourself, do everything, to take care of yourself
Thank you bhai wish you the best as well
 
yes, exactly, if that means I'll be remembered, that i made a change, in this world, then I want to die now, i don't want to be forgotten, i don't want to
thats my endgoal in life, i have to find a way to be remembered
 
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