More than likely just going to make out with my dads shotgun after this (normie discovers inverted for the first time)

[coachcham216]

I reread this after my meds wore off and decided to add this part but not changing anything else. I still stand by the fact this permanently altered my brain chemistry in some form and has completely changed the way I look at myself and I do now realize I am a real subhuman truecel, and not looking for sympathy don’t think that’s what this is.

So sorry for yap sesh I know this is going to greatly annoy a lot of people and is going to sound like a cringe normie main character sob story so just dnr it if title didn’t hook you but I really need to get this off and I would like to keep this as my last post without altering any of the under the influence yap . Also I am on unprescribed Lexapro (kinda esoteric) + like 4 prescribed low strength ssris and Prozac so it may be these talking and that’s also why I sound so lighthearted, energetic, and talkative in this. May seem like a bit of an overreaction I know but this is not for attention. I’m being completely serious about all of this. ( I don’t understand how the effects and cool colors on guides work but I tried)

My entire world has been flipped upside down, I’m not even sure what to do with this info, this will probably be the last time I come on here as my presence has basically contributed nothing here.

Anyways, to explain what’s going on: I always looked at myself as conventionally attractive, I would take countless photos of myself on Snapchat Even when other people would tell me I was unattractive I wouldn’t believe them and I would just deny it, until I just now looked at myself in my phones back camera and saw what everyone else sees, a hideous faggot. I realized why I always saw myself in a different light than everyone else…


(Corny part) (check photo below) When I looked in a mirror or a phone camera, I always looked at the right side of my face for some reason, and I never really noticed how different the left side was because I never really looked at it, I knew about that inverted filter on TikTok everyone was moaning about in 2023 but some of the comments convcined me that’s not actually how you look so I just coped with it. Anyway, I never noticed how bad the rest of my face was. I don’t know that I can handle the thought of how close I was to attractiveness (at least I still beleive it’s attractive) And getting everything switched around this quick is honestly making me dizzy.

Honestly, no one talks about how weird it is for someone who is a normie (I’m weird and divergent but still for the most part a normie) to go from overconfident and pompous to actually accepting the fact that theyre unattractive and truly seeing it as a reality. I always just blamed the wholly brutal lip pill and my height (5’9) for why I grew up and manifested a surplus of social inhibition and PDD. For those who read this I hope this brings some of your normie hate to rest knowing there was some sort of trade off .(not roping for attention don’t dm)

 

[coachcham216]

forgot to mention ignore my nose I just had surgery

 

[ZINSSER]

dnr dnb

 

[Looshmaxxed]

DNR after you said were on SSRIS fag. Hop on alpha chad MAOIs or ldar

 

[Looshmaxxed]

You don’t look hideous btw

 

[Denial_mog]

Idk what your talking about but you dont look bad at all, believe what you want. And using your dad's shotgun won't help the fact, its only selfish and won't do shit. Just be who you want to be. Thats all that matters.

 

[coachcham216]

Ban pls

 

[zanenenene]

My entire world has been flipped upside down, I’m not even sure what to do with this info, this will probably be the last time I come on here as my presence has basically contributed nothing here.

Anyways, to explain what’s going on: I always looked at myself as conventionally attractive, I would take countless photos of myself on Snapchat Even when other people would tell me I was unattractive I wouldn’t believe them and I would just deny it, until I just now looked at myself in my phones back camera and saw what everyone else sees, a hideous faggot. I realized why I always saw myself in a different light than everyone else…


(Corny part) (check photo below) When I looked in a mirror or a phone camera, I always looked at the right side of my face for some reason, and I never really noticed how different the left side was because I never really looked at it, I knew about that inverted filter on TikTok everyone was moaning about in 2023 but some of the comments convcined me that’s not actually how you look so I just coped with it. Anyway, I never noticed how bad the rest of my face was. I don’t know that I can handle the thought of how close I was to attractiveness (at least I still beleive it’s attractive) And getting everything switched around this quick is honestly making me dizzy.

Honestly, no one talks about how weird it is for someone who is a normie (I’m weird and divergent but still for the most part a normie) to go from overconfident and pompous to actually accepting the fact that theyre unattractive and truly seeing it as a reality. I always just blamed the wholly brutal lip pill and my height (5’9) for why I grew up and manifested a surplus of social inhibition and PDD. For those who read this I hope this brings some of your normie hate to rest knowing there was some sort of trade off .(not roping for attention don’t dm)

Djs would put ya right, and you are acting like u are a sub human, u are doing better then most people on here are doing with their looks

 

[coachcham216]

Djs would put ya right, and you are acting like u are a sub human, u are doing better then most people on here are doing with their looks

I’m aware I’m trying to get the post deleted I was using

 

[coachcham216]

Djs would put ya right, and you are acting like u are a sub human, u are doing better then most people on here are doing with their looks

I actually have an appointment with an omfs already but waiting till I have more money so I can hopefully not have to make a ton of payments I’m only 17