Mormonism

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My whole family is Mormon and not just like a little, like GIGA Mormon. I have to read 2 chapters of the Book of Mormon everyday before I can go out. Shit doesn’t make sense like anything even the whole god complex existing is hard to believe.
The thing is I love my family but if I choose not to believe in this religion than they will look at me differently. Nobody knows if there is a god or not and nobody will ever know so there is no point of even trying to find out. World still spins nothing changes if you believe him or not.

My family won’t love me anymore if I don’t believe in Mormonism anymore and my parents would think they have failed. And in 2 years I will have the decision on going on a 2 year mission.

I do think they are really solid people tho
Any advice??

 

[{Vesper}]

My whole family is Mormon and not just like a little, like GIGA Mormon. I have to read 2 chapters of the Book of Mormon everyday before I can go out. Shit doesn’t make sense like anything even the whole god complex existing is hard to believe.
The thing is I love my family but if I choose not to believe in this religion than they will look at me differently. Nobody knows if there is a god or not and nobody will ever know so there is no point of even trying to find out. World still spins nothing changes if you believe him or not.

My family won’t love me anymore if I don’t believe in Mormonism anymore and my parents would think they have failed. And in 2 years I will have the decision on going on a 2 year mission.

I do think they are really solid people tho
Any advice??

B

 

[sha]

that sucks
move out when you’re 18 and live your own life tho