most brutal blackpill of my life

[Deleted member 16133]

just went outside for the first time in what could be months as i am restricted in solitude 24 7

i went to a sporting goods store to get some new steel toed boots and then as i walk in i see some boneless recessed subhuman from my old school and instantly get scared because the flashbacks start to roll in my head and we lock eye contact and then he looks away

then i see some jbs walk into the store and they look at me and the friend taps her shoulder and they start giggling at how subhuman i am

most people don't talk to me in public it seems, they just look at me and look away when i look at them for some reason it's very weird

why is everyone in public fat and recessed it's was like maxilla 404 land for every person in public what's with all the ethnics that have invaded? no hate to them but i don't understand i haven't gone out in so fucking long

so yeah anyway i thought i was gonna get beat up when the dude from my old school looked at me because i forgot that i am in a different body i am no longer a 5'3" lesbian FTM passing prettyboy and now a robust hyper masc ogre to top it all off i went in wearing a bullet proof vest over a huge black jacket black carpenter pants and combat boots

i saw the dude a second time as i went down the elevator and when he saw me he instantly ran away and literally went into the warehouse in the back of the store and he legit stayed there for 5 minutes until i left the area and i peaked over the corner and saw him come out

why do so many people run from me? what is so bad about me, it's like i don't even get a chance?

i have spent so many years looksmaxxing and trying to improve myself just to get mogged by some fucking recessed chincel normie lanklet like how the fuck does that work? i have as much forward growth as jordan barret and my zygos are higher-set but a 6 foot normie has more appeal than me why do i have the appeal of a rock? i am so fucking confused man i have the bones but it seems like i lack a high trust pheno collagen and height which is so fucking bizarre to me

at least i am peptide maxxing for now and i will reach at least 5 10 by the time im grown

i just fucking hate how in public im treated like a bad person by people and they give me looks of disgust and they get really suprised when they see me i stand out like a needle in a haystack (if thats a bad analogy sorry not sorry) compared to these normies i often catch people taking pictures of me and shit

i miss looking like this with my small prettyboy nose no caved in face perfect collagen hair i often think about how my life has ended up this way and ill stare at walls for hours im not even angry anymore just defeated

i miss being a high trust prettyboy and that's just how it is i know i can never look prettyboy again because my bones have just grown to an absurd degree but what i wouldn't give to get that back

i fucking lost my girlfriend because an illuminati member contacted me tried to get me to throw away my hgh mk and aromasin then he threatened to kill me if i didn't break up with her and now she hates her the love of my life my soulmate who loved me gone now because of a fucking asshole cunt who works for some cult organization so now the one person who truly saw me for who i am is gone and i had to block and ban her couldn't tell her why if only she knew man i would give anything to get to speak to her again but now i can't because these fucking assholes don't want me to win and they want me to do bad shit that i don't wanna do

whatever though maybe in the next life i will reunite with my soulmate again

good thing is that blackpill curse has hit over 50k streams across all plats this month and got over 1.5 million views on tiktok so people are definitely liking the song shits crazy thank yall so much fr

at least i can cope with all the love and support i've been getting from people whether it's them playing the song in the car or at the park i fucking love it this is the first song i have ever made that has gotten love fr i have @n0rth to thank for that without him i would have roped already that man saved my fucking life with his chorus writing skills and voice my genius marketing and mixing skills and vocals we made an incredibly catchy song that is high quality and the first of it's kind for incelcore

i was never even given a fair chance man and now it's over because these fucking assholes had to say i was not dimorphic enough and now there is irreversible repair fuck this life truly but i know this is not forever i am not going to be capped at 5 7 or be unable to make normie friends and have low appeal i will keep looksmaxxing and one day i feel like i will be at a happy spot

anyways before i go make sure to cop a blackpill curse t shirt we are releasing new designs soon but over 50 people have already bought shirts which is really cool it doesn't really put that much money into my pocket but it's still a nice shirt i guess if you wanna emomaxx or dark triad maxx

https://www.zazzle.com/store/jamessapphire

yeah this is just a little update on what has gone down in my life so yeah feel free to join my discord server link in my signature or on my instagram @therealjamessapphire (mods i am not promoting i am just offering a way to get into contact with me)

thank u guys again for the support for real i appreciate it so much u don't know how much it means to me i know that all this pain and suffering won't be for nothing even though i am cursed with being unable to truly experience love by that illuminati member and shit i can at least find other happiness in life

chj out

 

[Deleted member 13787]

you need to make a vid scaring women at night, will be cagefuel

 

[SubSigma]

Dark triad thread. Ramirez Lite

 

[SubSigma]

you need to make a vid scaring women at night, will be cagefuel

Loved ur cucklife simp post.

 

[Deleted member 23359]

Not reading allat but you make good music

 

[Deleted member 8904]

this dude cannot be serious

 

[Deleted member 21182]

Dark triad thread. Ramirez Lite

Does look really dark triad idk he's starting to grow on me I thought he was deformed at the start but now he's gl, still gotta shave the pedostash tho

 

[n0rthface]

 

[Deleted member 22126]

Make some threads similar on how you posted that story of that guy getting famous on tiktok from two helix strands. Was very blackpilling

 

[anactualdude]

just went outside for the first time in what could be months as i am restricted in solitude 24 7

i went to a sporting goods store to get some new steel toed boots and then as i walk in i see some boneless recessed subhuman from my old school and instantly get scared because the flashbacks start to roll in my head and we lock eye contact and then he looks away

then i see some jbs walk into the store and they look at me and the friend taps her shoulder and they start giggling at how subhuman i am

most people don't talk to me in public it seems, they just look at me and look away when i look at them for some reason it's very weird

why is everyone in public fat and recessed it's was like maxilla 404 land for every person in public what's with all the ethnics that have invaded? no hate to them but i don't understand i haven't gone out in so fucking long

so yeah anyway i thought i was gonna get beat up when the dude from my old school looked at me because i forgot that i am in a different body i am no longer a 5'3" lesbian FTM passing prettyboy and now a robust hyper masc ogre to top it all off i went in wearing a bullet proof vest over a huge black jacket black carpenter pants and combat boots

i saw the dude a second time as i went down the elevator and when he saw me he instantly ran away and literally went into the warehouse in the back of the store and he legit stayed there for 5 minutes until i left the area and i peaked over the corner and saw him come out

why do so many people run from me? what is so bad about me, it's like i don't even get a chance?

i have spent so many years looksmaxxing and trying to improve myself just to get mogged by some fucking recessed chincel normie lanklet like how the fuck does that work? i have as much forward growth as jordan barret and my zygos are higher-set but a 6 foot normie has more appeal than me why do i have the appeal of a rock? i am so fucking confused man i have the bones but it seems like i lack a high trust pheno collagen and height which is so fucking bizarre to me

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at least i am peptide maxxing for now and i will reach at least 5 10 by the time im grown

i just fucking hate how in public im treated like a bad person by people and they give me looks of disgust and they get really suprised when they see me i stand out like a needle in a haystack (if thats a bad analogy sorry not sorry) compared to these normies i often catch people taking pictures of me and shit

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i miss looking like this with my small prettyboy nose no caved in face perfect collagen hair i often think about how my life has ended up this way and ill stare at walls for hours im not even angry anymore just defeated

i miss being a high trust prettyboy and that's just how it is i know i can never look prettyboy again because my bones have just grown to an absurd degree but what i wouldn't give to get that back

i fucking lost my girlfriend because an illuminati member contacted me tried to get me to throw away my hgh mk and aromasin then he threatened to kill me if i didn't break up with her and now she hates her the love of my life my soulmate who loved me gone now because of a fucking asshole cunt who works for some cult organization so now the one person who truly saw me for who i am is gone and i had to block and ban her couldn't tell her why if only she knew man i would give anything to get to speak to her again but now i can't because these fucking assholes don't want me to win and they want me to do bad shit that i don't wanna do

whatever though maybe in the next life i will reunite with my soulmate again

good thing is that blackpill curse has hit over 50k streams across all plats this month and got over 1.5 million views on tiktok so people are definitely liking the song shits crazy thank yall so much fr

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at least i can cope with all the love and support i've been getting from people whether it's them playing the song in the car or at the park i fucking love it this is the first song i have ever made that has gotten love fr i have @n0rth to thank for that without him i would have roped already that man saved my fucking life with his chorus writing skills and voice my genius marketing and mixing skills and vocals we made an incredibly catchy song that is high quality and the first of it's kind for incelcore

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i was never even given a fair chance man and now it's over because these fucking assholes had to say i was not dimorphic enough and now there is irreversible repair fuck this life truly but i know this is not forever i am not going to be capped at 5 7 or be unable to make normie friends and have low appeal i will keep looksmaxxing and one day i feel like i will be at a happy spot

anyways before i go make sure to cop a blackpill curse t shirt we are releasing new designs soon but over 50 people have already bought shirts which is really cool it doesn't really put that much money into my pocket but it's still a nice shirt i guess if you wanna emomaxx or dark triad maxx

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https://www.zazzle.com/store/jamessapphire

yeah this is just a little update on what has gone down in my life so yeah feel free to join my discord server link in my signature or on my instagram @therealjamessapphire (mods i am not promoting i am just offering a way to get into contact with me)

thank u guys again for the support for real i appreciate it so much u don't know how much it means to me i know that all this pain and suffering won't be for nothing even though i am cursed with being unable to truly experience love by that illuminati member and shit i can at least find other happiness in life

chj out

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I’m not even joking, this kid is going to be a project for some psych major one day once this site gets doxxed to the mainstream

 

[quackspirations]

I’m not even joking, this kid is going to be a project for some psych major one day once this site gets doxxed to the mainstream

and he's still mogging on you nigga

 

[Polish Chincel]

heads up i love u james

 

[Deleted member 18244]

Dnr

 

[Deleted member 19157]

Loved ur cucklife simp post.

wtf is ur problem retard ???? legitimately u say im ur favorite user and then shit on me

u stink like poopoo

 

[Deleted member 16133]

heads up i love u james

thanks bro

I’m not even joking, this kid is going to be a project for some psych major one day once this site gets doxxed to the mainstream

how bro?

this dude cannot be serious

I HATE COMEDY!

Not reading allat but you make good music

thanks

you need to make a vid scaring women at night, will be cagefuel

shuld i bro i don't know why ppl always act like im hostile for no reason and actl ike im a threat bc im not iwanna help not hurt but ppl always think im bad but i wilp orve my innocence and show i am a nikce person

 

[Deleted member 19157]

how do you get food if yo stinky ahhh doesnt even step foot outside

 

[Deleted member 16133]

how do you get food if yo stinky ahhh doesnt even step foot outside

i went outside today to get my chicken noodle soup supply it usually lasts for months

 

[SubSigma]

wtf is ur problem retard ???? legitimately u say im ur favorite user and then shit on me

u stink like poopoo

Sorry im non nt trying to nt maxx. Here is a happy Polina pic to make up for it:

 

[Deleted member 19157]

i went outside today to get my chicken noodle soup supply it usually lasts for months

why do you need steel toed boots if you dont go outside for??? also people are scared u looked like a killer ur gonna shoot them up probably look at ur face and facial expressions

 

[quackspirations]

I don't know why you don't take care of yourself more bro. You look pretty nice in this photo. Given that you don't look as intense irl, I don't really see why people should be so scared of you. You seemed pretty nt when I spoke to you, just like a normal dude. On here you seen more neuroticism maxxed tho

 

[MoggerGaston]

youre injecting some weirdass peptides to get taller, but all you eat for months is chicken noodle soup


looksmax autism

 

[Psychophilly]

shave the puberty mustache already you look good, you are overreacting and u should Singermaxx and popmaxx etc

 

[Deleted member 19157]

I don't know why you don't take care of yourself more bro. You look pretty nice in this photo. Given that you don't look as intense irl, I don't really see why people should be so scared of you. You seemed pretty nt when I spoke to you, just like a normal dude. On here you seen more neuroticism maxxed tho
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he looks like a fkin weirdo tho

id definitely look at this nug mad dirty ngl he looks so odd and strange its his and mouth area esp

 

[Deleted member 22099]

People don't approach you because:
You look like the joker
You were wearing a bulletproof vest and combat boots, dressed like you were going to shoot up a school

 

[Deleted member 7027]

Ya u looked better as a prettybot minus the mop haircut, also why do u look so amall next to that door

 

[Deleted member 21146]

James i loveu but i can't read all that pls summarize in 5 words

 

[Deleted member 22829]

james, the reason after all your looksmaxing you still get uncertain and disgusting looks is cause your HIDEOUS. NOT UGLY. BUT TERRIFYING, YOU ARE A MONSTER! PEOPLE ARE AFRAID OF MONSTERS, BUT DEADLY MONSTERS, THEY ARE DISGUSTED BY WEAK AND PATHETIC MONSTERS

 

[ThousandCuts]

Combats boots are a great idea ngl
Have you tried overdosing Androstenone? This pheromone will make you even more intimidating. Never tried this one but I tried others hence why I'm a pheromone believer.
Also you must bonesmash your fists using a hammer, that's intimidating as well no matter what your height is.

 

[RecessedChinCel]

 

[Deleted member 19798]

This guy is such a larper. Probably fucks a new JB every week but hides it from us. We know u mog irl with music halo

 

[bignosesmallchin]

Ngl you mog Ramirez in that 2nd vid. Chad

 

[Deleted member 16133]

Ngl you mog Ramirez in that 2nd vid. Chad

ramirez was a jewish psyop illuminati mk ultra cia mind control project "he" never killed anyone was actually just a really bad actor additionally "he" was a FTM tranny with facial masculinization surgery and implants so it's not hard to see how an actual male exudes more masculine aura from a spiritual perspective richard ramirez was not a real person jeffrey dahmer was not a real person ted bundy was not a real person

This guy is such a larper. Probably fucks a new JB every week but hides it from us. We know u mog irl with music halo

bahahaha you'll never know idk why jbshave always made edits for me no matter how i looked like

Combats boots are a great idea ngl
Have you tried overdosing Androstenone? This pheromone will make you even more intimidating. Never tried this one but I tried others hence why I'm a pheromone believer.
Also you must bonesmash your fists using a hammer, that's intimidating as well no matter what your height is.

no i dont bonesmash what is that? also i looked up that drug and it's cope fuck u

james, the reason after all your looksmaxing you still get uncertain and disgusting looks is cause your HIDEOUS. NOT UGLY. BUT TERRIFYING, YOU ARE A MONSTER! PEOPLE ARE AFRAID OF MONSTERS, BUT DEADLY MONSTERS, THEY ARE DISGUSTED BY WEAK AND PATHETIC MONSTERS

why am i terrifying? why have people always been fucking scared of me what the actual fuck what's even that bad about me?

James i loveu but i can't read all that pls summarize in 5 words

im not giving you a react because i can't reward laziness im not mad at you but im dissapointed

Ya u looked better as a prettybot minus the mop haircut, also why do u look so amall next to that door

the door is 12 feet tall this is why i hate turning my camera on in my discord because it always makes me look short

People don't approach you because:
You look like the joker
You were wearing a bulletproof vest and combat boots, dressed like you were going to shoot up a school

this is what i was born to do you people don't understand i have to ride into the town with armor i wear this kevlar level 4a impenetrable to shotguns sniper rifles guns blades because it's my purpose in life you don't understand the hell of a life i had at school always having to watch my back in fear of getting shivved i am doing what needs to be done to protect myself i refuse to be a little unprepared lamb waiting to be slaughtered I WILL NOT die to the hands of a normie I MUST have the upper advantage ALWAYS

he looks like a fkin weirdo tho

id definitely look at this nug mad dirty ngl he looks so odd and strange its his and mouth area esp

how do i look like a weirdo? WHY DO PEOPLE TREAT ME THIS WAY?!?!?!

shave the puberty mustache already you look good, you are overreacting and u should Singermaxx and popmaxx etc

no i quit pop music i am done with that shit i am not shaving my mustache because it is very masculine

youre injecting some weirdass peptides to get taller, but all you eat for months is chicken noodle soup


looksmax autism

it's bc it's all i can afford i mean i get bread and shit to dip it in at the local church food bin

I don't know why you don't take care of yourself more bro. You look pretty nice in this photo. Given that you don't look as intense irl, I don't really see why people should be so scared of you. You seemed pretty nt when I spoke to you, just like a normal dude. On here you seen more neuroticism maxxed tho
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my bad it's just how i am bro also i look a lot more intimidating than this in real life because in this photo i am crying and vulnerable

why do you need steel toed boots if you dont go outside for??? also people are scared u looked like a killer ur gonna shoot them up probably look at ur face and facial expressions

i wear steel toed boots to give me the combat advantage in case any NT comes up and tries to start a fight i always bring self defense gear with me everywhere i go even to walmart where i went yesterday you gotta understand i stand out too much im anorexic i am not a tall dude i have every natural disadvantage under the sun any % chance increase of my fighting success is a % chance I'm willing to take i refuse to let myself get bitched again

 

[quackspirations]

i look a lot more intimidating than this in real life because in this photo i am crying and vulnerable

I too know the pain of losing my prettyboy looks to puberty and crap. I think if you just give it a few years, you'll grow out of your awkward fase. Srsly bro, I know it's normalfag tier af but for now just smile more fr and dress more nt. Take care of yourself bro. You have tons of autists on this site rooting for you.

 

[Deleted member 16133]

I too know the pain of losing my prettyboy looks to puberty and crap. I think if you just give it a few years, you'll grow out of your awkward fase. Srsly bro, I know it's normalfag tier af but for now just smile more fr and dress more nt. Take care of yourself bro. You have tons of autists on this site rooting for you.View attachment 1970315View attachment 1970316

thanks bro but dont psot ur face try to get mods to dleete while u still can companies will use pimeyes to search ur face and this will pop up

 

[quackspirations]

thanks bro but dont psot ur face try to get mods to dleete while u still can companies will use pimeyes to search ur face and this will pop up

if I'm tbh-ing with you famalam

 

[Deleted member 23209]

your life is miserable bro ngl if some random ass girl started giggling out of nowhere cus of how ugly i am I might just ER (as a normie) but keep up with the music deadass idk what genre it is whether incelcore or whatever but you got the vocals for it so keep that direction. style yourself with some non school shooter clothes and continue the cope music

 

[Deleted member 16133]

your life is miserable bro ngl if some random ass girl started giggling out of nowhere cus of how ugly i am I might just ER (as a normie) but keep up with the music deadass idk what genre it is whether incelcore or whatever but you got the vocals for it so keep that direction. style yourself with some non school shooter clothes and continue the cope music

thanks bro also she wasn't laughing because im ugly she was laughing because i am too perfect they couldn't handle the bone mass

 

[sigmasss]

thanks bro also she wasn't laughing because im ugly she was laughing because i am too perfect they couldn't handle the bone mass

You aren"t ugly you just look insanely low trust due to you looking aspie and non-nt as well dark triad af . Therefore people make a presumption that you are a weirdo due to non-nt looks despite you being pretty NT.

Prime blackpill . Harmony over crazy bone mass any day of the week.

 

[Sleeper]

Forget normal life and Michael-Jacksonmaxx, you have the creative and musical talent for it as well as the surgeries, you're almost destined for a blaze for glory at this point

 

[MagaPutinism]

You are 1 inch away feom being not short, stretches and cold showers and you will get taller

 

[Deleted member 16133]

You are 1 inch away feom being not short, stretches and cold showers and you will get taller

thanks bro

Forget normal life and Michael-Jacksonmaxx, you have the creative and musical talent for it as well as the surgeries, you're almost destined for a blaze for glory at this point

no surgeries but i will take ur advice and run w it

You aren"t ugly you just look insanely low trust due to you looking aspie and non-nt as well dark triad af . Therefore people make a presumption that you are a weirdo due to non-nt looks despite you being pretty NT.

Prime blackpill . Harmony over crazy bone mass any day of the week.

damn bro fuckkk i am nt irl i dont say anything but people might get turned off by the armor i wear and shit

 

[ThousandCuts]

it's cope fuck u

Yes, yes... channel that dark energy even further...

no i dont bonesmash what is that?

Bonesmashing if when you damage your bones to make them STRONGER and BETTER.

You may have dark triad psychoautist head tilted downward chintucking but if you don't have big fists you're nothing more than a stray cursed cat.
Thus you are low trust and not intimidating enough to deserve respect. Big fists are like big respectful bear claws.

also i looked up that drug and it's cope

Do you know why jigsnogs and knuckle draggers feel so obnoxious and smell like shit? Well, because they sweat mostly Androstenone.

>

Absolutely. Find Androstenone and cover yourself with gatorbait sweat-like cologne. And thanks to that haircut of yours you are already half-way through this blackamoor process!

Just have another step and join the darkie side.

 

[Deleted member 16133]

Yes, yes... channel that dark energy even further...


Bonesmashing if when you damage your bones to make them STRONGER and BETTER.

You may have dark triad psychoautist head tilted downward chintucking but if you don't have big fists you're nothing more than a stray cursed cat.
Thus you are low trust and not intimidating enough to deserve respect. Big fists are like big respectful bear claws.



Do you know why jigsnogs and knuckle draggers feel so obnoxious and smell like shit? Well, because they sweat mostly Androstenone.

>

Absolutely. Find Androstenone and cover yourself with gatorbait sweat-like cologne. And thanks to that haircut of yours you are already half-way through this blackamoor process!

Just have another step and join the darkie side.

i will look into it thanks bro fr

 

[Deleted member 22380]

just went outside for the first time in what could be months as i am restricted in solitude 24 7

i went to a sporting goods store to get some new steel toed boots and then as i walk in i see some boneless recessed subhuman from my old school and instantly get scared because the flashbacks start to roll in my head and we lock eye contact and then he looks away

then i see some jbs walk into the store and they look at me and the friend taps her shoulder and they start giggling at how subhuman i am

most people don't talk to me in public it seems, they just look at me and look away when i look at them for some reason it's very weird

why is everyone in public fat and recessed it's was like maxilla 404 land for every person in public what's with all the ethnics that have invaded? no hate to them but i don't understand i haven't gone out in so fucking long

so yeah anyway i thought i was gonna get beat up when the dude from my old school looked at me because i forgot that i am in a different body i am no longer a 5'3" lesbian FTM passing prettyboy and now a robust hyper masc ogre to top it all off i went in wearing a bullet proof vest over a huge black jacket black carpenter pants and combat boots

i saw the dude a second time as i went down the elevator and when he saw me he instantly ran away and literally went into the warehouse in the back of the store and he legit stayed there for 5 minutes until i left the area and i peaked over the corner and saw him come out

why do so many people run from me? what is so bad about me, it's like i don't even get a chance?

i have spent so many years looksmaxxing and trying to improve myself just to get mogged by some fucking recessed chincel normie lanklet like how the fuck does that work? i have as much forward growth as jordan barret and my zygos are higher-set but a 6 foot normie has more appeal than me why do i have the appeal of a rock? i am so fucking confused man i have the bones but it seems like i lack a high trust pheno collagen and height which is so fucking bizarre to me

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at least i am peptide maxxing for now and i will reach at least 5 10 by the time im grown

i just fucking hate how in public im treated like a bad person by people and they give me looks of disgust and they get really suprised when they see me i stand out like a needle in a haystack (if thats a bad analogy sorry not sorry) compared to these normies i often catch people taking pictures of me and shit

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i miss looking like this with my small prettyboy nose no caved in face perfect collagen hair i often think about how my life has ended up this way and ill stare at walls for hours im not even angry anymore just defeated

i miss being a high trust prettyboy and that's just how it is i know i can never look prettyboy again because my bones have just grown to an absurd degree but what i wouldn't give to get that back

i fucking lost my girlfriend because an illuminati member contacted me tried to get me to throw away my hgh mk and aromasin then he threatened to kill me if i didn't break up with her and now she hates her the love of my life my soulmate who loved me gone now because of a fucking asshole cunt who works for some cult organization so now the one person who truly saw me for who i am is gone and i had to block and ban her couldn't tell her why if only she knew man i would give anything to get to speak to her again but now i can't because these fucking assholes don't want me to win and they want me to do bad shit that i don't wanna do

whatever though maybe in the next life i will reunite with my soulmate again

good thing is that blackpill curse has hit over 50k streams across all plats this month and got over 1.5 million views on tiktok so people are definitely liking the song shits crazy thank yall so much fr

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at least i can cope with all the love and support i've been getting from people whether it's them playing the song in the car or at the park i fucking love it this is the first song i have ever made that has gotten love fr i have @n0rth to thank for that without him i would have roped already that man saved my fucking life with his chorus writing skills and voice my genius marketing and mixing skills and vocals we made an incredibly catchy song that is high quality and the first of it's kind for incelcore

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i was never even given a fair chance man and now it's over because these fucking assholes had to say i was not dimorphic enough and now there is irreversible repair fuck this life truly but i know this is not forever i am not going to be capped at 5 7 or be unable to make normie friends and have low appeal i will keep looksmaxxing and one day i feel like i will be at a happy spot

anyways before i go make sure to cop a blackpill curse t shirt we are releasing new designs soon but over 50 people have already bought shirts which is really cool it doesn't really put that much money into my pocket but it's still a nice shirt i guess if you wanna emomaxx or dark triad maxx

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https://www.zazzle.com/store/jamessapphire

yeah this is just a little update on what has gone down in my life so yeah feel free to join my discord server link in my signature or on my instagram @therealjamessapphire (mods i am not promoting i am just offering a way to get into contact with me)

thank u guys again for the support for real i appreciate it so much u don't know how much it means to me i know that all this pain and suffering won't be for nothing even though i am cursed with being unable to truly experience love by that illuminati member and shit i can at least find other happiness in life

chj out

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Sorry to hear this brother but he was probably intimidated by you. happy for u for taking action and trying to grow 5’10 with ur face will mog a lot of 6 ft norm but idk why (no hate) your lips look uncanny to me like it kind a looks like ur frowning in that tiktok video to

 

[Sondern]

just went outside for the first time in what could be months as i am restricted in solitude 24 7

i went to a sporting goods store to get some new steel toed boots and then as i walk in i see some boneless recessed subhuman from my old school and instantly get scared because the flashbacks start to roll in my head and we lock eye contact and then he looks away

then i see some jbs walk into the store and they look at me and the friend taps her shoulder and they start giggling at how subhuman i am

most people don't talk to me in public it seems, they just look at me and look away when i look at them for some reason it's very weird

why is everyone in public fat and recessed it's was like maxilla 404 land for every person in public what's with all the ethnics that have invaded? no hate to them but i don't understand i haven't gone out in so fucking long

so yeah anyway i thought i was gonna get beat up when the dude from my old school looked at me because i forgot that i am in a different body i am no longer a 5'3" lesbian FTM passing prettyboy and now a robust hyper masc ogre to top it all off i went in wearing a bullet proof vest over a huge black jacket black carpenter pants and combat boots

i saw the dude a second time as i went down the elevator and when he saw me he instantly ran away and literally went into the warehouse in the back of the store and he legit stayed there for 5 minutes until i left the area and i peaked over the corner and saw him come out

why do so many people run from me? what is so bad about me, it's like i don't even get a chance?

i have spent so many years looksmaxxing and trying to improve myself just to get mogged by some fucking recessed chincel normie lanklet like how the fuck does that work? i have as much forward growth as jordan barret and my zygos are higher-set but a 6 foot normie has more appeal than me why do i have the appeal of a rock? i am so fucking confused man i have the bones but it seems like i lack a high trust pheno collagen and height which is so fucking bizarre to me

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at least i am peptide maxxing for now and i will reach at least 5 10 by the time im grown

i just fucking hate how in public im treated like a bad person by people and they give me looks of disgust and they get really suprised when they see me i stand out like a needle in a haystack (if thats a bad analogy sorry not sorry) compared to these normies i often catch people taking pictures of me and shit

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i miss looking like this with my small prettyboy nose no caved in face perfect collagen hair i often think about how my life has ended up this way and ill stare at walls for hours im not even angry anymore just defeated

i miss being a high trust prettyboy and that's just how it is i know i can never look prettyboy again because my bones have just grown to an absurd degree but what i wouldn't give to get that back

i fucking lost my girlfriend because an illuminati member contacted me tried to get me to throw away my hgh mk and aromasin then he threatened to kill me if i didn't break up with her and now she hates her the love of my life my soulmate who loved me gone now because of a fucking asshole cunt who works for some cult organization so now the one person who truly saw me for who i am is gone and i had to block and ban her couldn't tell her why if only she knew man i would give anything to get to speak to her again but now i can't because these fucking assholes don't want me to win and they want me to do bad shit that i don't wanna do

whatever though maybe in the next life i will reunite with my soulmate again

good thing is that blackpill curse has hit over 50k streams across all plats this month and got over 1.5 million views on tiktok so people are definitely liking the song shits crazy thank yall so much fr

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at least i can cope with all the love and support i've been getting from people whether it's them playing the song in the car or at the park i fucking love it this is the first song i have ever made that has gotten love fr i have @n0rth to thank for that without him i would have roped already that man saved my fucking life with his chorus writing skills and voice my genius marketing and mixing skills and vocals we made an incredibly catchy song that is high quality and the first of it's kind for incelcore

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i was never even given a fair chance man and now it's over because these fucking assholes had to say i was not dimorphic enough and now there is irreversible repair fuck this life truly but i know this is not forever i am not going to be capped at 5 7 or be unable to make normie friends and have low appeal i will keep looksmaxxing and one day i feel like i will be at a happy spot

anyways before i go make sure to cop a blackpill curse t shirt we are releasing new designs soon but over 50 people have already bought shirts which is really cool it doesn't really put that much money into my pocket but it's still a nice shirt i guess if you wanna emomaxx or dark triad maxx

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https://www.zazzle.com/store/jamessapphire

yeah this is just a little update on what has gone down in my life so yeah feel free to join my discord server link in my signature or on my instagram @therealjamessapphire (mods i am not promoting i am just offering a way to get into contact with me)

thank u guys again for the support for real i appreciate it so much u don't know how much it means to me i know that all this pain and suffering won't be for nothing even though i am cursed with being unable to truly experience love by that illuminati member and shit i can at least find other happiness in life

chj out

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Bro why’d you include your pubes in the injection pic

 

[Deleted member 22190]

you need to make a vid scaring women at night, will be cagefuel

50 min vid of James running towards women at 3am with his rotten teeth covers.

 

[Deleted member 16133]

50 min vid of James running towards women at 3am with his rotten teeth covers.
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lmfdao i fixed my shit

Bro why’d you include your pubes in the injection pic

cuz i dont shave and all my old pants from 8th grade aree now too big for me so they sag

Sorry to hear this brother but he was probably intimidated by you. happy for u for taking action and trying to grow 5’10 with ur face will mog a lot of 6 ft norm but idk why (no hate) your lips look uncanny to me like it kind a looks like ur frowning in that tiktok video to

thanks bro ill try to improve

 

[mog_me]

Does look really dark triad idk he's starting to grow on me I thought he was deformed at the start but now he's gl, still gotta shave the pedostash tho

Clean shaven is law

 

[mog_me]

ramirez was a jewish psyop illuminati mk ultra cia mind control project "he" never killed anyone was actually just a really bad actor additionally "he" was a FTM tranny with facial masculinization surgery and implants so it's not hard to see how an actual male exudes more masculine aura from a spiritual perspective richard ramirez was not a real person jeffrey dahmer was not a real person ted bundy was not a real person

bahahaha you'll never know idk why jbshave always made edits for me no matter how i looked like
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no i dont bonesmash what is that? also i looked up that drug and it's cope fuck u

why am i terrifying? why have people always been fucking scared of me what the actual fuck what's even that bad about me?

im not giving you a react because i can't reward laziness im not mad at you but im dissapointed

the door is 12 feet tall this is why i hate turning my camera on in my discord because it always makes me look short

this is what i was born to do you people don't understand i have to ride into the town with armor i wear this kevlar level 4a impenetrable to shotguns sniper rifles guns blades because it's my purpose in life you don't understand the hell of a life i had at school always having to watch my back in fear of getting shivved i am doing what needs to be done to protect myself i refuse to be a little unprepared lamb waiting to be slaughtered I WILL NOT die to the hands of a normie I MUST have the upper advantage ALWAYS

how do i look like a weirdo? WHY DO PEOPLE TREAT ME THIS WAY?!?!?!

no i quit pop music i am done with that shit i am not shaving my mustache because it is very masculine

it's bc it's all i can afford i mean i get bread and shit to dip it in at the local church food bin


my bad it's just how i am bro also i look a lot more intimidating than this in real life because in this photo i am crying and vulnerable

i wear steel toed boots to give me the combat advantage in case any NT comes up and tries to start a fight i always bring self defense gear with me everywhere i go even to walmart where i went yesterday you gotta understand i stand out too much im anorexic i am not a tall dude i have every natural disadvantage under the sun any % chance increase of my fighting success is a % chance I'm willing to take i refuse to let myself get bitched again

Dress more NT and conceal carry. Problem solved

 

[GabachoCopium]

nigga really wearing a bulletproof vest and combat boots while looking like that in public jfl