MOST DEVASTATING DESCENSION IN ALL OF LOOKSMAX HISTORY? (RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME) (A Blackpilled Backstory)

[PumpkinCrane823]

what would you do in this situation

probably would just go gym and self care and move out

 

[Gamerspyy786]

the girl that accused u is so cute bro

htb

 

[afroheadluke]

the girl that accused u is so cute bro

htb

youre starting to piss me off with your BS…

 

[bop_hunter1488271]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
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He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
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August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
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I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

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RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

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AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
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Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
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I fee

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
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August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
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i relate to this

 

[afroheadluke]

I fee

i relate to this

lets unleash our rage/frustration/distress onto a type beat someday xD (hopefully soon)

 

[Gamerspyy786]

youre starting to piss me off with your BS…

sorry bro

ur so lucky tho

shes minimum htb

 

[bop_hunter1488271]

lets unleash our rage/frustration/distress onto a type beat someday xD (hopefully soon)

yeah man. some dude was insulting my family (he wasn't even downplaying it as jokes) so i made some jokes about his country (i don't even have anything against that country, just wanted to make him mad). Since then people think im racist

 

[Mandibulary]

brutal

 

[afroheadluke]

sorry bro

ur so lucky tho

shes minimum htb

fuck off with that shit man i never wanna interact with you again if im dying on the side of the road i wouldnt even ask u for help i will die a man of my word

 

[Gamerspyy786]

fuck off with that shit man i never wanna interact with you again if im dying on the side of the road i wouldnt even ask u for help i will die a man of my word

Chill out bro

 

[afroheadluke]

Chill out bro

the bitch deserves karma

 

[Gamerspyy786]

the bitch deserves karma

If u say so,

 

[winterlove]

schizo

 

[afroheadluke]

schizo

this is a true story

 

[Light_Kira]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
View attachment 4134395


August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
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ive read every word of this and felt so much hate towards the white guy in the video u could have won if u continued while u had the upper hand

 

[Arbuscular]

my inspiration right here

 

[Laqi]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
View attachment 4134395


August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
View attachment 4135268

Miring the dedication but I feel sad for you bhai, that bitch deserves to die
Your not gonna let her go easily right?

 

[afroheadluke]

ive read every word of this and felt so much hate towards the white guy in the video u could have won if u continued while u had the upper hand

im pretty sure its all the bitches fault

 

[afroheadluke]

my inspiration right here

for what

 

[afroheadluke]

Miring the dedication but I feel sad for you bhai, that bitch deserves to die
You’re not gonna let her go easily right?

well the plan now is to ascend and fuck her with consent and have a family together and the past wont matter anymore to us lol

 

[Laqi]

well the plan now is to ascend and fuck her with consent and have a family together and the past wont matter anymore to us lol

You abused dog

 

[CagedKitten]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
View attachment 4134395


August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
View attachment 4135268

Sad

 

[LGG]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
View attachment 4134395


August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
View attachment 4135268

how did you get 10 or 12 surgeries at age 14 what

 

[chris34]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
View attachment 4134395


August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

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AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
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I was literally about to wank but I decided to read one thread and it just so happens to be this one (read all of it btw sad shit)

 

[afroheadluke]

how did you get 10 or 12 surgeries at age 14 what

oh im 15

 

[John666282]

@BadLuck7892 thoughts ???

 

[Professor Grey]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
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He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
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August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
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I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

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RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
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Ure a wannabe

 

[richoxne]

make same pic

 

[reemzy]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
View attachment 4134395


August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
View attachment 4135268

women.

 

[MacBurger]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
View attachment 4134395


August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
View attachment 4135268

It’s 4pm just woke up read this thread and holy shit that fight was sad, anyway no one here really cares which is sad, you shouldn’t make this forum your life, you should find out what u can do research get the info then dip

 

[MacBurger]

fuck you anway asshole idc if u mog me bc u dont

I’m sorry but ur harmony is genuinely in the 20% range??? It’s terrible should learned from BGM

 

[LGG]

I was literally about to wank but I decided to read one thread and it just so happens to be this one (read all of it btw sad shit)

did u end up wanking to this thread

 

[LGG]

oh im 15

doesnt change much

 

[afroheadluke]

Ure a wannabe

 

[afroheadluke]

make same pic
View attachment 4403654

who is this xD

 

[MacBurger]

who is this xD

White version of you

 

[Professor Grey]

White version of you

u dumb nigger he obviously know who he is as he tries so hard to imitate

 

[MacBurger]

u dumb nigger he obviously know who he is as he tries so hard to imitate

Idk he clearly seems like he suffers with severe mental retardation

 

[afroheadluke]

Idk he clearly seems like he suffers with severe mental retardation

im more nt than u combined

 

[manhattanbound]

are you somalian

 

[Clayslaysfoids]

Maybe the most soul crushing thing I've ever read. Video didn't even look like you got your ass beat though

 

[sbsw]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
View attachment 4134395


August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
View attachment 4135268

should have done a shooting nigger

 

[anti-ropemaxxer]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
View attachment 4134395


August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
View attachment 4134252View attachment 4134306View attachment 4134277
Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
View attachment 4135268

i mean i GUESS bro

 

[afroheadluke]

are you somalian

no

 

[anti-ropemaxxer]

the girl that accused u is so cute bro

htb

fr bro i was hoping he would crack

 

[afroheadluke]

Maybe the most soul crushing thing I've ever read. Video didn't even look like you got your ass beat though

it was me before looksmax

 

[afroheadluke]

fr bro i was hoping he would crack

shell most definitely want me when i ascend

 

[raulpilled]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

View attachment 4097858
View attachment 4100657View attachment 4108577

Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
View attachment 4111516View attachment 4114500

He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
View attachment 4120662View attachment 4122627
View attachment 4134395


August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
View attachment 4122642View attachment 4122649

I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

looksmax.org

To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

View attachment 4122723View attachment 4122728View attachment 4125452

View attachment 4122729

RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

looksmax.org

WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

View attachment 4123782View attachment 4123783
AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
View attachment 4123801

Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
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Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
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join the gothangelz discord again

 

[KellSS]

TO ANY GREYCELS OR UNREGISTERED USERS AKA LURKERS, CAREFULLY READ THE FOLLOWING:


This is what a forum of this nature can do to someone who was once going the right direction, had dreams, and meaningful connections. After reading, you can decide for yourself which path you want to take.

What follows is only part of my story. The rest you’ll uncover in scattered pieces across different places—because every thread ties back together.

This is the lore of an youngcel who lost all that would matter to him.

Read it at your own risk.



Summer of ‘23, a young and naive 13 year old Luke had finished fixing up his dinner.
He places his food down on the table then sits on his chair, scrolling through his YouTube recommendation. An odd video catches his eye.

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Luke clicks on the video, and down the blackpilled hole he goes. He does thorough research on the physical and mental effects of swallowing the blackpill and that’s how he eventually came across this website. During this time, he sometimes thought about how pointless a “Blackpill” was, though overtime, he starts heavily contemplating about surgery and fillers. He sees fellow youngsters on the forums being told the most heinous things like: “You’re growing older, crack open that MK-677 bottle and spam that shit before it’s too late, boy.” or “You better get rid of that hammer, as it’s not gonna help. What good is it gonna do for a fatcel like you?”, etc. Luke himself also falls victim, being told “Get rid of that subway surfer hair”, “Fix up that nigger nose” “Better book that surgery consultation boyo”, “Rhino or death”, etc.
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He spends his days with a rain cloud over his head, constantly worried about how people perceive him based on his looks. Though he has friends and is around girls everyday and after school, he still feels uneasy around them because he knows they’re subconsciously checking out his looks determining whether or not he’s a good fit for them. (Even when girls allow him to grip their ass cheeks and ravage their succulent vaginers)
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August 18, 2024, Luke asks y'all here to brutally be honest whilst rating his eye area
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I HAVE THE WORST EYE AREA ON HERE! SHARE ANY OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME! RATE 13 YEAR OLD ME

I don’t like this at all. Why do girls on Instagram never want to talk to me? I’m a nice down to earth guy and humble person! it’s this God awful world we live in that’s caused millions of children globally to be stuck with the Gen Z/TikTok mentality/mindset. Especially women of this day and...

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To Luke’s surprise, the users rate him fairly. So, he replies to a couple more comments about him then thinks "Hmm, maybe I ain't so bad-looking after all. This forum isn't necessary for me". And so he deletes his account with the hope of never having to return. One may think it's all happily ever after, right? I mean, just take a look at his life! Friends, girlfriends, hanging out at the functions, etc.

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RESEARCHING ABOUT THE BLACKPILL TURNED ME FROM A JESTERMAXXER TO A LUNATIC AND HOW IT COULD SIGNIFICANTLY CHANGE YOU ASWELL!!!! (PICS AND WHAT IMA DO)

2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed). Now, despite the fact...

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WELL, YOU THOUGHT WRONG!

HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THIS BITCH BY THE NAME OF CLAUDIA FALSELY ACCUSING ME OF SAYING RAPE THREATS TO HER WHICH I EXPLAIN HERE https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-g...utation-and-made-a-monster-out-of-me.1380064/ I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN EXPELLED MY FIRST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND BEEN ON THIS GODFORSAKEN FORUM

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AND I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS BITCH SINGLE-HANDEDLY RUINED MY REPUTATION AND MADE A MONSTER OUT OF ME! SHE KNEW SHE COULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOW TIER LOOKS BY MAKING ME OUT TO BE A PREDATOR, TO WHICH SHE SUCCEEDED. I CAME BACK HOME THAT DAY SITTING ON MY CHAIR FROM DAY TO NIGHT HEAVILY CONTEMPLATING AND THINKING HOW COULD HAVE A PERSON DO THIS TO ME WHEN I’VE DONE THEM NO HARM? AFTER DIGGING DEEPER, I HIT MY EUREKA MOMENT. ALL. BECAUSE. OF. MY. FACE. I became CONSCIOUSLY blackpilled because of this.

Then came her simps who had gotten word of the situation. One challenged me to a fight to which I accepted. I didn’t even know how to fight but I heard it’s better to lose a fight than to just not fight in school. (Otherwise niggas will know you for being a chicken) This however, I deeply regret.

This was the last video EVER taken of Luke before he went insane, psychotic, became hated by everyone in his city. Everyone wanted to stalk him, hurt him, or worse. To add insult to injury, he would be on EVERYBODY’S radar in the entire city.
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Unfortunately, due to the video becoming mega viral within the school because the guy who fought me was popular as hell, everyone who saw it now had a problem with me and despised me. All my friends would turn their backs on me, and all the girls that spoke with me would quit doing so. Again, I did nothing out of the ordinary to anybody. I was a quiet, humble, and nice person. Just because I was falsely accused and people believed it to be true and humiliated in a fucking bathroom, people wanted to ruin me. I inevitably became known as easy pickins because of my timidness and lack of confidence. People would come up to me with spiked knuckles, nunchucks, and even Sais. Even almost stole my $1,300 Louis Vuitton shoes that I paid for with MY own money. I had to hang around with the tall senior douchebags who would smoke all day secretly in order to keep myself safe. I could never relate so sometimes I thought maybe an ass beating would be a bit more up my alley. People would creep up behind me in the hallways and whisper the guy who rocked my shits name to me in an eerie manner as a way to taunt me like

No matter what explanation I gave, no matter how many times I pleaded for them to trust me, no matter how much proof I gave, etc. My peers still wouldn’t believe in me. From there, my reputation was OFFICIALLY RUINED.

So I dismissed from high school altogether, and am now working for the sole purpose of being able to afford my final surgeries. Don’t worry, as I’ve already had 10+ (12, to be exact) at the time of writing this, so I don’t got shit to lose no more. On top of that, I purchased HGH and MK667 in order to speed up my looksmaxxing progress journey. I know damn well in 3 years I’m gonna prove those asswipes wrong before they graduate and show them what they’ve made me become. I’m willing to bet everything on the line that if those bullies that threatened me whilst holding nunchucks saw me pull out a fucking katana out of nowhere they would’ve stood there in fear and squirmed like worms n’ shit.

Was all of this my fault though? Losing everything that would matter to a teenager because of this forum, following the advice of incels and ultimately becoming one of them? If only I had discovered another way instead of resorting to this route. If only I didn't do anything to my face than maybe I would've been a real somebody by now. If only I had challenged that idiot that punched me to a rematch and knocked all the spectators socks off. I wouldn't have given a shit as I was already a low tier normie back then so what more worse could've happened to my face? There was many paths I could've gone, and chances the rest of the world would've given me, but unfortunately now I CAN'T REDEEM MYSELF FOR SHIT.

And sure, my eye area did significantly improve. Same goes to my nose, cheekbones, etc.
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Now was it worth it, you may ask?
I went through all this misery (AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO THROUGH 40% OF IT BECAUSE THIS THREAD WOULD LITERALLY HAD BEEN AS LONG AS A MASTER'S THESIS AND MOST WON'T EVEN READ THIS ONE) just to be called Michael Jackson's Reincarnation, a very first black alien, a Russian Sleep Experiment victim, gay, etc.
So to answer the questions: Was it my fault? HELL YES! Was it worth it? SHIT NO!

To the greycel, or lurker reading this, YES YOU YOUNG MAN!
Heed my words. It's not too late to withdraw and focus on your life outside these pages. This forum can be corrosive to your well-being and will abandon you once it has used you up! Please, for you and your loved ones sakes, proceed with caution.

I'm sorry Luke, that nobody was on your side during hard times, to believe you, to trust you for once. I'm sorry your mother passed away, the only woman you’ve ever cherished. I’m sorry no one truly understood the gravity of your situations and the relentless bullying that came with it. Hurt by others not just physically, but most importantly, mentally. But, as a wise man once said:
“It’s not over until you say so.”
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DNR dirty nigga

 

[afroheadluke]

DNR dirty nigga

just know i mogged you in the end