Zeruel
Eternal Simp and Cuckold
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Men roam through society all their life and never feel the validation and acceptance of a woman and it’s all because they weren’t born properly.
The validation and acceptance of another human being from the opposite gender is something i have always desired.
Cheap sex from a whore or prostitute is worthless - it didn’t save Elliot Rodger and it won’t save me.
I’ve felt a lot of despair in my life.
I was born with a blood disorder that demands i get blood transfusions every 2 weeks or else my body would die out.
Could you imagine living like this from childhood to death? This of course stunted my growth because i was seen as weird (i look abnormally pale with an exotic phenotype but i later realized this)
as a result of me being socially stunted since late childhood i would be moved to a hospital school where i would have mostly no desire to learn anything and just want to play video games since people hurt me.
I would see a lot of very young cancer patients there, study alongside a few of them, make friends and have them die.
That’s just one part of my entire life and it will only get worse as i grow old. Thank you, God!
The only counter to this to this fucked up existence is to become fucked up yourself and groom yourself into the scariest man alive.
Become a Satanic force, an Antichrist if you will.
Since God himself cast you to damnation it’s your life’s purpose to embrace it. Become a deranged dark triad psychopath that would even make someone like Richard Ramirez feel scared and the likes the world has never witnessed.
Become evil, hate, despair, disgust, fear, wickedness, etc. incarnate!
Women may favor the genetically superior 1% of men…
But HISTORY will always favor the bold, the evil, the wicked.
The validation and acceptance of another human being from the opposite gender is something i have always desired.
Cheap sex from a whore or prostitute is worthless - it didn’t save Elliot Rodger and it won’t save me.
I’ve felt a lot of despair in my life.
I was born with a blood disorder that demands i get blood transfusions every 2 weeks or else my body would die out.
Could you imagine living like this from childhood to death? This of course stunted my growth because i was seen as weird (i look abnormally pale with an exotic phenotype but i later realized this)
as a result of me being socially stunted since late childhood i would be moved to a hospital school where i would have mostly no desire to learn anything and just want to play video games since people hurt me.
I would see a lot of very young cancer patients there, study alongside a few of them, make friends and have them die.
That’s just one part of my entire life and it will only get worse as i grow old. Thank you, God!
The only counter to this to this fucked up existence is to become fucked up yourself and groom yourself into the scariest man alive.
Become a Satanic force, an Antichrist if you will.
Since God himself cast you to damnation it’s your life’s purpose to embrace it. Become a deranged dark triad psychopath that would even make someone like Richard Ramirez feel scared and the likes the world has never witnessed.
Become evil, hate, despair, disgust, fear, wickedness, etc. incarnate!
Women may favor the genetically superior 1% of men…
But HISTORY will always favor the bold, the evil, the wicked.
