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Best way of sui is heroin golden shot. Coke will make you feel like shit. Speed overdose is good for having fun before death too. But if i was u id blast tren before killing myself
I want to but I'm a broke college students and don't have access to bloodwork
 
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Can't become chad because of fucked up development. I can reach HTN but I need to fix my brain plus social life.
@Underdog9494 thank you for saving my life
Still brutal seing lt childhood pics and seeing how happy I was... also had insane harmony and appeal. Over for me,at least for now.
 
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Can't become chad because of fucked up development. I can reach HTN but I need to fix my brain plus social life.
@Underdog9494 thank you for saving my life
It's not me bro... It's Christ!!! ❤️🙏🏻☦️
 
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Missed teen years+parents put me on jew medical pills for 3 years+late bloomer+21 year old virgin+ depressed and overworked because can't find time looksmaxxing because of studies+people have treaten me like shit for the past few weeks + death tier undereyes + can't cope with missed potential (could have been chad if I didn't have bad habits dead serious)+ people won't care if I die+ if I want to ascend I must drop out of studies+ no dopamine. I have so much knowledge on looksmaxxing but no motivation/ discipline which causes me a negative feedback loop. Its over
There's no such thing as "missed potential" and "could have been chad" you dumbass, everything turns out the only possible way given the past. There was literally no other possibility, everything that happens HAS to happen. Your missed potential only exists in the imagination.
 
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Missed teen years+parents put me on jew medical pills for 3 years+late bloomer+21 year old virgin+ depressed and overworked because can't find time looksmaxxing because of studies+people have treaten me like shit for the past few weeks + death tier undereyes + can't cope with missed potential (could have been chad if I didn't have bad habits dead serious)+ people won't care if I die+ if I want to ascend I must drop out of studies+ no dopamine. I have so much knowledge on looksmaxxing but no motivation/ discipline which causes me a negative feedback loop. Its over
tjr
 
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12 bluepillers JFL . Advice to everyone though: don't stop SSRI cold turkey
 
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There's no such thing as "missed potential" and "could have been chad" you dumbass, everything turns out the only possible way given the past. There was literally no other possibility, everything that happens HAS to happen. Your missed potential only exists in the imagination.
You are right tbh. But I still think about the "what if". But yeah it doesn't matter. If it happened it happened.
 
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Yeah stopped them weeks ago. I need to stop taking atarax aswell. Its probably just withdrawal symptoms whats happening to me rn
You mustn't kill yourself, you're dying for nothing. Its the lowest of the low form of dying. Stop taking any pills don't let them decieve you into thinking theres something wrong with your mind, no mental illness is real, you just see what you couldn't see before. Your eyes only see what is necessary for your survival. If you would see everything you would rip your eyes out.
 
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You mustn't kill yourself, you're dying for nothing. Its the lowest of the low form of dying. Stop taking any pills don't let them decieve you into thinking theres something wrong with your mind, no mental illness is real, you just see what you couldn't see before. Your eyes only see what is necessary for your survival. If you would see everything you would rip your eyes out.
You are right but I think they cucked my overall development. I also read about them lowering androgens and causing bone loss which was brutal. Withdrawal symptoms are real
 
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You are right tbh. But I still think about the "what if". But yeah it doesn't matter. If it happened it happened.
I get that but you don't need to beat yourself up over something that wasn't your fault, everything that happens is the necessary result of the past. We only ruminate over alternatives after the fact but it couldn't have been any other way.
 
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You are right but I think they cucked my overall development. I also read about them lowering androgens and causing bone loss which was brutal. Withdrawal symptoms are real
If you really think you have chad genetics I'd definitely try having a kid if i was you. By any means possible, even raping someone, donating sperm, etc...
 
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If you really think you have chad genetics I'd definitely try having a kid if i was you. By any means possible, even raping someone, donating sperm, etc...
I don't but I really had Delon tier harmony as child but so fucked habits in puberty because of my lazy ass that it kinda destroyed me. Still many people in school seem to recognize the potential I have even right now as a LTN. I have shit skin and bad undereyes because of depression and shit sleep. My dimorphism is lacking though, but I have very good forward growth
 
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I sincerely hope I'm gonna go back go this shit thread and laugh at it. I'm to brainrotted to be really logical RN.
 
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the truth is that you are a little bitch, you are not going to get discipline over night, it starts with small steps every day
Yes. First of all I'm gonna stop rotting on my phone which is hard when you are addicted+ focus on studies+ sleep for a few months. I'm gonna work out 3 times a week and try to get good nutrition. Gonna try the candida diet.
 
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I don't but I really had Delon tier harmony as child but so fucked habits in puberty because of my lazy ass that it kinda destroyed me. Still many people in school seem to recognize the potential I have even right now as a LTN. I have shit skin and bad undereyes because of depression and shit sleep. My dimorphism is lacking though, but I have very good forward growth
Fuck this sounds a lot like me i gotta lock in
 
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kys loser fag, no one will care about u diyng, good bye sore loser...

one less faggot that i have to compete with to get stacy, so its fine with me
 
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kys loser fag, no one will care about u diyng, good bye sore loser...

one less faggot that i have to compete with to get stacy, so its fine with me
haha nice try. Won't kys edgy ass low IQ fuxk
 
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Missed teen years+parents put me on jew medical pills for 3 years+late bloomer+21 year old virgin+ depressed and overworked because can't find time looksmaxxing because of studies+people have treaten me like shit for the past few weeks + death tier undereyes + can't cope with missed potential (could have been chad if I didn't have bad habits dead serious)+ people won't care if I die+ if I want to ascend I must drop out of studies+ no dopamine. I have so much knowledge on looksmaxxing but no motivation/ discipline which causes me a negative feedback loop. Its over
Sound exactly like me bro, you are not alone broski pm me if you need help
 
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i can relate with the jew medical pills, except i cucked my self by taking accutane + i took ssri in 2020.
now i have erection issues, and chronic pain cuz of this shit

accutane gave me some autoimmune issue thats like permanent, mustve fucked up my gut microbiome or something...

thinking to do a water fast to fix or inject hgh for regenerative properties
 
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i can relate with the jew medical pills, except i cucked my self by taking accutane + i took ssri in 2020.
now i have erection issues, and chronic pain cuz of this shit

accutane gave me some autoimmune issue thats like permanent, mustve fucked up my gut microbiome or something...

thinking to do a water fast to fix or inject hgh for regenerative properties
Erection issues for how much time . Its only been 2 days for me but fill like roping lol
 
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Erection issues for how much time . Its only been 2 days for me but fill like roping lol
ive had erection issues for 2 years now, ever since i stopped taking accutane, i havent got morning wood, also my erections are now like 60-70% of what they used to be, and go soft fast as fuck.

ive gotten coutnless blood work, my testosterone is 630, every thing looks fine, its just i got cucked by accutane, probably and the ssris.

cuz ive read others who experienced the same shit, after taking accutane, and ssris and finasteride too .
 

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