MukasaClone
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Haven't posted in a min, but who fucking cares. Shit is also going to be a rant so ignore, dnr, whatever.
I really thought that I could escape the bp but I was foolish. the last 4 1/2 years since I 1st discovered it have been absolute hell and genuinely don't see a way out. I was freshly 16 when I 1st came to this site as an anon and only visited it ever couple months. Now a month after turning 20, and it feels like my life is already over. All of my friends from HS are enjoying their time in college while Im still living at home with my mom working a shit job because I goofed off in 9th grade. And the irony of it all? I tutor college students for a living. Anyways, the past 2 years my mom has repeatedly mocked me for not having a social life, calling me a bum, even though I've worked since 15. "You're a loser, you have no friends, what girl wants to marry a guy who's 5'11?", the list goes on and on and on. It's sad because I still have love for my mom to an extent because she's done a lot to raise me and my siblings but still, how could you see your son go from the happiest, talkative kid on the planet to a depressed mute and still say such awful shit? You took me out of public school after 10th grade and wonder why my social life was nuked? Again pretty embarrassing rant but oh well. Just a psa to all the kids on hs still in here, don't goof off when it's time to learn, get good grades and have fun. Cut off anyone who doubts you or you'll end up like me. Only reason I haven't roped yet it because Im waiting for gta 6
I really thought that I could escape the bp but I was foolish. the last 4 1/2 years since I 1st discovered it have been absolute hell and genuinely don't see a way out. I was freshly 16 when I 1st came to this site as an anon and only visited it ever couple months. Now a month after turning 20, and it feels like my life is already over. All of my friends from HS are enjoying their time in college while Im still living at home with my mom working a shit job because I goofed off in 9th grade. And the irony of it all? I tutor college students for a living. Anyways, the past 2 years my mom has repeatedly mocked me for not having a social life, calling me a bum, even though I've worked since 15. "You're a loser, you have no friends, what girl wants to marry a guy who's 5'11?", the list goes on and on and on. It's sad because I still have love for my mom to an extent because she's done a lot to raise me and my siblings but still, how could you see your son go from the happiest, talkative kid on the planet to a depressed mute and still say such awful shit? You took me out of public school after 10th grade and wonder why my social life was nuked? Again pretty embarrassing rant but oh well. Just a psa to all the kids on hs still in here, don't goof off when it's time to learn, get good grades and have fun. Cut off anyone who doubts you or you'll end up like me. Only reason I haven't roped yet it because Im waiting for gta 6
