motivation after first love heartbreak is like nothing else

[bddcoper]

feel like i can achieve anything genuinely

and this is without any drugs or stimulants other than low dose test and anavar rn

i dont care anymore i will do whatever it takes

getting back on full blast next week already pinned my first dose of boldenone today and get back to where i was before her and surpass that point

and imagine what i can do with some nootropics, dopamine boosters, and stimulants

 

[nocajebudala]

its a good thing youre not too depressed about all that, wish you all the best

 

[bddcoper]

its a good thing youre not too depressed about all that, wish you all the best

weirdly enough even on the first day i was extremely sad but never depressed. i genuinely can't process the emotion of depression anymore i dont know if its from steroids or what.

i'm just pissed now even after everything and already ascending and getting girls once i've never wanted to be better or wanted something more than i want this now even more than at my absolute lowest and ugliest. this is my lowest point this year but definitively better than my highest point last year and yet the whole looks thing is bothering me more than ever

thank you wishing you the best as well hope we can both overcome this shit and be happy