MTN hell

[cjfont]

Being mtn is genuinely hell. I do have a tiktok where I post myself and have a decent following. I know my angles and only look decent when im focused. that is all. Comments are full of people wishing they were me but i dont see how. Compared to anyone else im so fucking ugly. I haven't pulled a girl in months. Everyone i see looks so much better than me. i get jealous of everyone i see looking better than me and it just hurts more and more. im debating starting peptide cycles and possibly surgeries in the future. i hate being mid. i will always be stuck in the mtn hell. i need to cope. is this a similar experience or am i mentally ill now.

 

[72638363]

do you know how to feel sigma the sigma

 

[Niebvll]

Comments are full of people wishing they were me

Tales

 

[vxfx]

Being mtn is genuinely hell

 

[Ch1gga]

Being mtn is genuinely hell. I do have a tiktok where I post myself and have a decent following. I know my angles and only look decent when im focused. that is all. Comments are full of people wishing they were me but i dont see how. Compared to anyone else im so fucking ugly. I haven't pulled a girl in months. Everyone i see looks so much better than me. i get jealous of everyone i see looking better than me and it just hurts more and more. im debating starting peptide cycles and possibly surgeries in the future. i hate being mid. i will always be stuck in the mtn hell. i need to cope. is this a similar experience or am i mentally ill now.

You're not MTN then, probably LTN.

 

[cjfont]

You're not MTN then, probably LTN.

lmk what i am then

 

[Ch1gga]

lmk what i am then

You're mentally ill thinking about stuff that doesn't matter then.

 

[cjfont]

You're mentally ill thinking about stuff that doesn't matter then.

But it does matter. my life is shaped by my looks. from my social life to self approval. i cant overcome my jealousy.

 

[chudboi]

Some People can't pull foids in years some not even once in their lifetime

 

[cjfont]

Some People can't pull foids in years some not even once in their lifetime

No need to call them foids . But my point is being between ugly and attractive is hard. at least if im ugly i can accept theres nothing i can do. being able to taste attractiveness but not actually pull it worse. i used to be ugly. i did not care at the time. now that i have attracted women before it makes it worse. i want to be better but i cant. its just teasing me.

 

[Mjmnton]

But it does matter. my life is shaped by my looks. from my social l

But it does matter. my life is shaped by my looks. from my social life to self approval. i cant overcome my jealousy.

Long-ish read so my bad. Your life shouldn't be shaped by your looks... How you look is just a small aspect but for some reason you've blown it up in you're head to be the be all and end all. Don't listen to these retard looksmaxxers like clavicular etc. they feed off of your insecurities for views. By the sound of things you need to step away from social media, or at minimum looksmaxxing, and get out of this echo chamber algorithm you're probably trapped in. If you go outside, walk around the street, and actually realise people are just going about their day as though you don't exist then maybe you'll see your looks aren't everything... And if you want to be able to go outside and the reality be that everyone is turning their head to look at how amazing you look then maybe you're actually just narcissistic, or incredibly self-centred, to actually want people to care enough about a stranger

 

[cjfont]

Well i am narcissistic. but also its others who made me like this. i did it to myself. before i discovered lm i was already obsessed with being better than anyone. im driven by jealousy and the thrill of being better than others

 

[Mjmnton]

Well i am narcissistic. but also its others who made me like this. i did it to myself. before i discovered lm i was already obsessed with being better than anyone. im driven by jealousy and the thrill of being better than others

Haha I'm the same. Put this energy into getting your money up or something. You have said there's only so much you can do to looksmax until you have to hardmax with surgeries etc... So you've reached your potential, and btw you're very good looking, you'll be better looking than everyone in most rooms you walk into I'd think... May as well put this energy into money, cus if you're richer than everyone then looks don't matter

 

[cjfont]

Haha I'm the same. Put this energy into getting your money up or something. You have said there's only so much you can do to looksmax until you have to hardmax with surgeries etc... So you've reached your potential, and btw you're very good looking, you'll be better looking than everyone in most rooms you walk into I'd think... May as well put this energy into money, cus if you're richer than everyone then looks don't matter

Thats the thing. im good enough looking but not enough to turn heads. i cant get enough of it. i need to stand out. its a bad mental fixation