Kazura_
Trying my best
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First joined here in April 2025, heard of it since my brother's best friend is a user here rather than TikTok, I don't use Insta, Tiktok , SC or any social media that relies on the user posting pictures of themself as social proof because I know in my case it would only show I have no friends and am chopped but I understand its important foir the future as no one at work even knows what Discord is and most users seem to drop off after like 20 but here I am at 24 getting called a 'Unc' 
I thought it was only really genetics, I have no full lips and a pig nose, deformed skull shape, common eye colour and high forehead, I knew surgery existed but thought it was only for rich people with risky results, now I know that's only half true
I thought it was only really genetics, I have no full lips and a pig nose, deformed skull shape, common eye colour and high forehead, I knew surgery existed but thought it was only for rich people with risky results, now I know that's only half true
I know I'm still a chopped virgin
, nothing like the transformations you see online
, maybe ascended from a 3 to a 4 and maybe a 5 when I do the hair, sk etc but decided to use unfrauded pics and if I wake up as a 4 that's the reality
- Been using Topical Minoxidil 5% Cutaneous Solution for 6 months and spraying on brows and scalp, seen improvement on brows but not really noticed hair being much thicker yet ( but I used it sparingly because I'm broke so might take a bit longer to see results, derma stamp arrived a few days ago as well
- Used LashFood Eyelash Serum for the natural ingredients over Latisse atm as I have too many useless eyelash serums so cycling through them, then when they run out I'll try better stuff, I at least now have eyelashes compared to before
- Cardio running 6km Zone 2 most days for obvious reasons
- Upgraded skincare, Dermapen arriving end of this month ( I Hope ) Just got Tret as well, waiting for acid to arrive so I can clear dead skin before using
- Taking a ton of supplements, mostly all stuff I would never get from diet anyway, so many I will have to make my own post in the future, including carotenoids with milk
- Using hair serums and better Shampoo/ Conditioner ( DermaX line ) instead of cheap 3 in 1 slop, I try to shower 3x a week to avoid over-cleansing but any day I don't shower my hair looks awful and even worse in pics
- Been using Topical Minoxidil 5% Cutaneous Solution for 6 months and spraying on brows and scalp, seen improvement on brows but not really noticed hair being much thicker yet ( but I used it sparingly because I'm broke so might take a bit longer to see results, derma stamp arrived a few days ago as well
- Used LashFood Eyelash Serum for the natural ingredients over Latisse atm as I have too many useless eyelash serums so cycling through them, then when they run out I'll try better stuff, I at least now have eyelashes compared to before
- Cardio running 6km Zone 2 most days for obvious reasons
- Upgraded skincare, Dermapen arriving end of this month ( I Hope ) Just got Tret as well, waiting for acid to arrive so I can clear dead skin before using
- Taking a ton of supplements, mostly all stuff I would never get from diet anyway, so many I will have to make my own post in the future, including carotenoids with milk
- Using hair serums and better Shampoo/ Conditioner ( DermaX line ) instead of cheap 3 in 1 slop, I try to shower 3x a week to avoid over-cleansing but any day I don't shower my hair looks awful and even worse in pics
Obviously, I need a lot of surgeries,
- HC1 might help the bulbous nose temporarily, but wouldn't fix anything long-term, so Rhino is likely the best solution
- Lip flip on upper lip followed by filler or fat grafting to increase volume and balance, completed with lip blush to improve presence
- Hairline lowering as well due to a large forehead
...but I am currently broke beyond compare, almost 5k in debt ( will be 5k with the payments coming out tomorrow
) So I need to moneymax this year or it's truly over for me, as my current income isn't even 1k with overtime after deductions, family rent etc and my monthly payment this month is 2k soI'm going to have to sell more of my anime figures to pay off my debt again ( although they are also part of the reason I am in debt as well aside from the supplements ...)
ahhhh my sad chudcel life.. it's only when I type it out like this that I realise how screwed I am, and I just drowned myself with dopamine watching anime shows so I no longer have to think for myself and take oxytocin before my shifts to make them more bearable
- HC1 might help the bulbous nose temporarily, but wouldn't fix anything long-term, so Rhino is likely the best solution
- Lip flip on upper lip followed by filler or fat grafting to increase volume and balance, completed with lip blush to improve presence
- Hairline lowering as well due to a large forehead
...but I am currently broke beyond compare, almost 5k in debt ( will be 5k with the payments coming out tomorrow
