paterick.bateman
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It was a nightmare beyond description.
It has now been 2 weeks+ since I did it but it was an experience I will never forget.
Before we get in to it, even if pretty much stopped posting on this forum, I had to make this post to warn you even if your low inhib so you know what could happen.
It started well, just like my first one. I am not showing my face for obvious reasons
Not too much pain, and no blood. But then after about 8 points on my right side it started hurting like hell. I knew there was no coming back, if I would stop now then I would make my face asymmetrical so that was not an option.
It hurt so much that I could not focus and I had to wait like 4 min in between the pins (even though I used lidocaine cream.) But I still managed to get through 6 more pins until I started fucking bleeding every pin. I did not know what was happening, I had the right angle, pinched and did everything right. I know that a little bleeding sometimes was fine, but it seriously squirted blood after every pin and then I started fucking shaking like an idiot.
And that was one of the pinns with the least blood and I had spread some out.
I remember just constantly hoping for it too be over, but I was pinning slowly and the hours just past by. Soon it was morning, what the fuck was I supposed to do. This is were the real panic came, if my parents would see me like this then they would never think of me the same. Every time they would look at me, they would be reminded of this. What was I supposed to do? I continued. I had no other option.
Eventually I got through it and luckily didn’t get any bad side effects from it.
So was it worth it? Yes. I mean now I am sitting here perfectly fine, even if the full results have not kicked in ig everything is worth it in the end.
If you’re gonna do it: make sure to commit 100%. And remember that the results with always surpass the pain and side effects. Good luck.
It has now been 2 weeks+ since I did it but it was an experience I will never forget.
Before we get in to it, even if pretty much stopped posting on this forum, I had to make this post to warn you even if your low inhib so you know what could happen.
It started well, just like my first one. I am not showing my face for obvious reasons
It hurt so much that I could not focus and I had to wait like 4 min in between the pins (even though I used lidocaine cream.) But I still managed to get through 6 more pins until I started fucking bleeding every pin. I did not know what was happening, I had the right angle, pinched and did everything right. I know that a little bleeding sometimes was fine, but it seriously squirted blood after every pin and then I started fucking shaking like an idiot.
I remember just constantly hoping for it too be over, but I was pinning slowly and the hours just past by. Soon it was morning, what the fuck was I supposed to do. This is were the real panic came, if my parents would see me like this then they would never think of me the same. Every time they would look at me, they would be reminded of this. What was I supposed to do? I continued. I had no other option.
Eventually I got through it and luckily didn’t get any bad side effects from it.
So was it worth it? Yes. I mean now I am sitting here perfectly fine, even if the full results have not kicked in ig everything is worth it in the end.
If you’re gonna do it: make sure to commit 100%. And remember that the results with always surpass the pain and side effects. Good luck.
