My 5 year blackpill journey

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March 2018: get blackpilled at age 16 by FACEandLMS with this video
Despair and hopelessness follows.

April - September 2018: get hyper obsessed with copes like mewing. Cope even further when get my first kiss and kiss 2 more girls that summer.

October 2018 - March 2020: more coping with mewing however also looking more into the redpill. Join .org Went on a few dates but no sex and still a virgin. Become addicted to fapping.

April 2020 - April 2021: become aware of the NWO and get into conspiracy theories. Try dating apps but it resulted in no sex and getting led on by women.

May 2021: lower my standards in women and get a fetish for fat women due to my porn addiction.

Summer 2021: still cant get laid even with fat bitches. Cope with drinking lots of alcohol with guys who are also struggling to get laid.

Late 2021: start becoming more blackpilled. Realise that mewing doesn’t work, male height stops at age 18 unlike autists who believe it stops at 25, delete dating apps, start realising females are very privileged. Become very depressed.

Jan 2022 - Nov 2022: start hating women and become a proud alcoholic misogynist. Start wishing I was born a woman. Very jealous of females. In June I kind of lose my v card to an escort but cant cum and go soft after 15 mins of sex.

Nov 2022: go on a date with a 400lb sheboon and go back to her place after the date and lose my virginity properly without a condom worn and cum inside her. Leave .org

Dec 2022: become fwb because due to blackpill, I cant commit.

Feb 2023: Tell the foid I am an incel and try to educate her on her female privilege but she doesn’t understand it. Occasionally active on .org

March 2023: find out 400lb Sheboon fwb is on dating apps and has 1000 matches, tell her females get sex easy. To debunk me (JFL) she sets me up a dating app profile and takes good pics of me in the city (instead of my previous tactic of bathroom selfies as my solo pic) I get 28 matches after about a month but go on 3 dates and 2 resulted in hookups. My body count is now 3.

June 2023: fall out with fwb due to my jealousy of her female privilege and the fact she never offers to pay for her food yet believes male privilege exists JFL. Call her a privileged black bitch and she got enraged. Went home and I saw I was blocked.

July 2023: get active again on .org, get a message from ex-fwb asking how my dating life is. I ignore her and I get blocked. A week later I get unblocked by her and we start talking again because we missed each other. She then tells me she hooked up with 2 good looking dudes despite her 400lb black female SMV, I realise she is probably trying to make me jealous and I tell her she has life on easy mode and get blocked again.
 
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after reading every word:

that‘s crazy
 
Lifefuel, so if I develop a porn addiction I will prefer 400lbs negros?

Mirin ascencion strategy
 
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translation: 5 years ago I was a joke, and now I'm still a joke
 
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btw you probably have herpes/hiv. get that checked out.
 
Lifefuel, so if I develop a porn addiction I will prefer 400lbs negros?

Mirin ascencion strategy
The porn addiction gave me the attraction towards fatties. I used to like white girls but all the white fatties sadly rejected me so I decided to try my luck with a black girl. She was the first black girl I went on a date with and it went well. The other two hookups were black girls aswell so rn it seems like going for black girls is a great strategy if you are a racist and misogynistic (according to SJWs) white incel.

translation: 5 years ago I was a joke, and now I'm still a joke
The blackpill is inescapable. Once an incel always an incel. Once you’re a brokie you’re always broke.
btw you probably have herpes/hiv. get that checked out.
Yh because this obese hoe had a body count of 13. More like 13 minimum as we all know she forgot about some of her hookups and bad sex doesn’t count but apparently even it was only 2 because 11 of the men ‘raped’ her. She is one of those hoes who says its a double standard that men can have a high body count but women cant so that just shows her body count is very high if she thinks with this mentality. She is 21yo so I think her body count is 30.
 
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it sounds like she did you a big favor and you treated her like shit

based i guess
 
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it sounds like she did you a big favor and you treated her like shit

based i guess
It was a favour but its not exactly hard for her to open her legs. Meanwhile I paid for food on dates, travelled to see her, helped her build her wardrobe and kitchen table, helped her earn £200 for selling our sex video to some 5’7 incel on a dating app. I think she benefited way more than I did.

Then again tho she did help me get laid with two other women and also fashionmax me
 
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thanks for the autobiography
 

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