my 6'1 football linebacker friend texted me demanding that I come to football practice tomorrow and I don't know what to do

[percivalcadogan]

I've always been fond of sports to a certain degree and people have always expected me to play sports but I just can't bring myself to do it. I feel so scared even to show up and to fit in with people. I struggle in school because I always feel so alienated and out of body in a sense. I also am slightly underweight at 5'11 130 lbs. My fucking parents won't get me enough food and I'm constantly hungry. They get so many plants and fruits but nothing I can use to actually gain weight. When they do get food worth eating its always incredibly filling and I'm not able to eat any more or I'll throw up.

My buddy that I've known for a couple of months now has always asked me to come to practice with him and I feel like I'm wasting his kindness which is pretty rare and hard to come by. I don't have anyone to talk to about this at all and if i try to bring it up i always get the pick up the fork and man up type of conversation instead of actual mental advice.

Any insight at all would be helpful

 

[Klassek]

the insight is to man up nigga,

they don’t buy you food so find a way to buy it yourself or have them buy for you

don’t waste your friends kindness, you won’t find a lot of people that want good for you in life so don’t let the ones like that go away

a few hours of discomfort for making a friend worth a lifetime is worth it, is it not

 

[ltnfoiddestroyer67]

first tell your parents to stop being fags and get you some meat even some raw if your into that
And then stop being a pussy and play some ball 5’11 is a good hight for football this aint basketball son There’s people in the nfl thats like 5’9.
So man up to your parents and stop being a pussy and play sports bro

 

[ICXCLuvr]

He got you scared huh

 

[percivalcadogan]

He got you scared huh

yes

 

[ICXCLuvr]

yes

I skipped football practice last year

 

[7Azcendr7]

buy MK-677, eggs, fatty cuts of any type of meat, and then eat that in preparation for and then eventually during your participation in this team.