trueascender11
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my 6th grade crush experience(one of the reasons i want to look better,taller and have more body moved on from that bitch tho, i have my own girl now)
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(i was 12 years old and happen many years ago)first basically: After i moved on another crush cuz i just accepted she has limited feelings for me and other stuff(not bullying,like fake friends and i got rveenge by them by doing smth, not like i cared about it anyway i humbled those fake friends)
I find out my fat zesty ex-hb lets call him victor(not real name) has a hg lets just call her becky(not real name) i thought at first she looks pretty then i started asking him who is she? he told me about her then yeah i was like: **i think im attracted to her** and shit. Then shit I told her to my mom cuz shes been very supportive of me even through my family has been through a lot and my mom was falling apart in our personal life when i was 12, had to sell many things and other bullshit i cant tell here, then, yeah she added me. she texted me saying hi then my delusional ass said: wait, she likes me? then like yeah i said why did you chat me and my shit was smiling heavily she said my friend dared me then her friend added me i declined it i did speculate it was all a shitty game but it was just a quick thought, then yeah i started talking about her to my now reconciled fake "friends"(i was dumb after i got angry i didnt shut them down fully that was one of the dumbest decision i had lowk) then, i found out she has a bf. Then yeah, one day we were practicing dance for our school project for our whole grade, then yeah i looked at her and we did eye contact(its prolly how she thinks how weird i look) then after that, after out dance contest which we got runner up, my mom came to see me we went to go for some fast food goyslop then i borrowed her phone went to my facebook, THEN I FUCKING WROTE HER NAME ON MY BIO, IT WAS THE FUCKING DUMB BULLSHIT I MADE. I ate with my mom for a bit and went home and when i arrived my shitty ass mom's phone flooded(thankfully she didnt seen it) with my fat zesty hb vincent and becky spamming my notifications, vincent said to me that im cooked and start sending on what she was saying to me like "he looks like a drug addict(i was super skinny before), then she said : I was delusional " I said to him cuz i was nervous and a bit angry on what she said: shes so bitchy then yeah i told him to say it to her and he said it she spammed my notifications saying im delusional and i was dumb and how dare to me cuz i said shes so bitchy then yeah she unfriended me and her fucking bestfriend said how she is framing me as the one who started it, it pissed me off but i knew it was my fault i didnt think looks didnt matter when i was a kid, but when all of this problems came i realize it did matter then yeah i checked her socials she saw me checking it and told vincent that im so obsessive then yeah i said to him to just forget about her and she got her ass humbled by me, many years from now, I feel ashamed for liking her, she literally looks nothing without makeup. i regreted how i liked her, and yes its my fault too for trying to be friends cuz shes so bitchy, she has a bf during that time. (which they broke up few months prior cuz they werent even mean to be, XD ) but i regreted it but i knew she was my looksmatch that time we YES we both look horrible in that time. looking back she still looks the same but now i lowk look better than that bitch+ plus i have my own girl i got taller, more lean body and more defined face, im not saying im handsome i just look decent but the beauty standards in my country are low, so its okay. I'm attractive for many girls here. but yeah i got a girl from another country, shes white and so much prettier than any girl that i had a interest/crush on pre-ascension. Looking back i gained a step in looks(height, face and body) and becky still looks the same HAHAHA. but i still envy her her family well off while im a mentalcel were low middle class my mom is a mentalcel and yells to us everyday, it doesnt matter if i look better than her she lives happier than me, i realize most females are rlly hypergamous. A dude is hypergamous but naturally less. my life is so fucked up rn i have to focus on school, anyway, yeah im still happy i got my own girl now i moved on from that bitch i will continue ascending and when i became a popular model i hope they chase me, and yeah i rarely get criticize from my looks now but all of them(girls and boys) are ugly short fat looking so it doesnt matter.
Moral of the story is just move on from the streets(aka toxic ppl) and forget them.(even though i havent fully)
my 6th grade crush experience(one of the reasons i want to look better,taller and have more body moved on from that bitch tho, i have my own girl now)
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(i was 12 years old and happen many years ago)first basically: After i moved on another crush cuz i just accepted she has limited feelings for me and other stuff(not bullying,like fake friends and i got rveenge by them by doing smth, not like i cared about it anyway i humbled those fake friends)
I find out my fat zesty ex-hb lets call him victor(not real name) has a hg lets just call her becky(not real name) i thought at first she looks pretty then i started asking him who is she? he told me about her then yeah i was like: **i think im attracted to her** and shit. Then shit I told her to my mom cuz shes been very supportive of me even through my family has been through a lot and my mom was falling apart in our personal life when i was 12, had to sell many things and other bullshit i cant tell here, then, yeah she added me. she texted me saying hi then my delusional ass said: wait, she likes me? then like yeah i said why did you chat me and my shit was smiling heavily she said my friend dared me then her friend added me i declined it i did speculate it was all a shitty game but it was just a quick thought, then yeah i started talking about her to my now reconciled fake "friends"(i was dumb after i got angry i didnt shut them down fully that was one of the dumbest decision i had lowk) then, i found out she has a bf. Then yeah, one day we were practicing dance for our school project for our whole grade, then yeah i looked at her and we did eye contact(its prolly how she thinks how weird i look) then after that, after out dance contest which we got runner up, my mom came to see me we went to go for some fast food goyslop then i borrowed her phone went to my facebook, THEN I FUCKING WROTE HER NAME ON MY BIO, IT WAS THE FUCKING DUMB BULLSHIT I MADE. I ate with my mom for a bit and went home and when i arrived my shitty ass mom's phone flooded(thankfully she didnt seen it) with my fat zesty hb vincent and becky spamming my notifications, vincent said to me that im cooked and start sending on what she was saying to me like "he looks like a drug addict(i was super skinny before), then she said : I was delusional " I said to him cuz i was nervous and a bit angry on what she said: shes so bitchy then yeah i told him to say it to her and he said it she spammed my notifications saying im delusional and i was dumb and how dare to me cuz i said shes so bitchy then yeah she unfriended me and her fucking bestfriend said how she is framing me as the one who started it, it pissed me off but i knew it was my fault i didnt think looks didnt matter when i was a kid, but when all of this problems came i realize it did matter then yeah i checked her socials she saw me checking it and told vincent that im so obsessive then yeah i said to him to just forget about her and she got her ass humbled by me, many years from now, I feel ashamed for liking her, she literally looks nothing without makeup. i regreted how i liked her, and yes its my fault too for trying to be friends cuz shes so bitchy, she has a bf during that time. (which they broke up few months prior cuz they werent even mean to be, XD ) but i regreted it but i knew she was my looksmatch that time we YES we both look horrible in that time. looking back she still looks the same but now i lowk look better than that bitch+ plus i have my own girl i got taller, more lean body and more defined face, im not saying im handsome i just look decent but the beauty standards in my country are low, so its okay. I'm attractive for many girls here. but yeah i got a girl from another country, shes white and so much prettier than any girl that i had a interest/crush on pre-ascension. Looking back i gained a step in looks(height, face and body) and becky still looks the same HAHAHA. but i still envy her her family well off while im a mentalcel were low middle class my mom is a mentalcel and yells to us everyday, it doesnt matter if i look better than her she lives happier than me, i realize most females are rlly hypergamous. A dude is hypergamous but naturally less. my life is so fucked up rn i have to focus on school, anyway, yeah im still happy i got my own girl now i moved on from that bitch i will continue ascending and when i became a popular model i hope they chase me, and yeah i rarely get criticize from my looks now but all of them(girls and boys) are ugly short fat looking so it doesnt matter.
Moral of the story is just move on from the streets(aka toxic ppl) and forget them.(even though i havent fully)
