My ascension/looksmaxing was not enough to cure me from inceldom

[Deusmaximus]

One year ago i got a hairsystem, shoe lifts, a ton of fillers (cheekbones, under eye and gonials), weight loss, colored contacts, skincare routine and eyebrow coloring.
People startet complimenting me how i look different and very good.
I went out to clubs, and even got approached. Because i am still very depressed and mentally fucked from rejections and the blackpill, i fucked up on the girls that approached me.
I never had the power to approach girls, and always thinked to myself: "they want chad, and not me".
I spent the whole year making chadfishing accounts, instead of trying to get myself a girl.
The only sex i had this year was a 35yr old attractive latina, that called me handsome on the streets. She took my number and straight up invited me to her home.
I also got smiles and straight signals from girls this summer, but i was to autistic and stupid to approach. My ugly and balding self is just to deep anchored.
My blackpilled friend that has a lot of success with girls, always told me: "you look good now, you gained 2 points, you really need to approach or get tinder now".
Instead i did nothing, and sunken deeper into negative blackpill mindset and anxiety.
If i would have taken some action, i maybe would have 10 lays this year.
The problem is that i still feel very insecure and traumatized from rejections and the fact of beeing ugly.
No matter how much i would improve, i will always be the ugly looser in my head.

 

[Deleted member 6128]

This proves NT pill before everything

 

[Deusmaximus]

This proves NT pill before everything

I think its a combination of both. You really need to have EVERYTHING for success.

 

[Deleted member 7917]

You really need to have EVERYTHING for success.

Seems like all you needed to do was not be a turbo autist.

 

[homo_faber]

do people notice you got a hairsystem?

 

[Mouthbreath]

I don't know how you look like, but maybe you arent as gl as you think? pm me a pic if you want I will rate you

I remember you have a very narrow lower jaw, so most likely a narrow face in general, which prolly is quite unattractive from a 3/4 profile

 

[RAITEIII]

This proves NT pill before everything

This is debatable but it plays a role.

@Deusmaximus

I want to ask you something first:

What do you feel when looking on the mirror? I will read don't worry.

Assuming you still have those looks and feel confident we cannot help you improve anything else then I would suggest some steps:

- No chadfishing ever anymore. There's nothing good to get from this after the first time. There's nothing new to learn. Just wasting your time and hurting yourself - which is already setting you up for bad mood.

The only tinder you are gonna use is yours from now on. You might feel empty without doing this but get to do smth else (moneymaxx is recommended)

- Sleep with these foids from tinder and allow yourself to enjoy, go out with them if you both want. And know your value (which for me is only possible when you feel good looking on the mirror). This will start to change a bit your insecurity and inner issues.

- At some point you're meant to feel better. Now I'd try approaching those foids that give signals and check what happens. The thing is that according to what people say, you are not exempt from rejection ever no matter what you look like. So consider.

Ultimately you have decent D size too so that's a plus.

I'm at work I can't write too long.

 

[Deusmaximus]

I don't know how you look like, but maybe you arent as gl as you think? pm me a pic if you want I will rate you

I remember you have a very narrow lower jaw, so most likely a narrow face in general, which prolly is quite unattractive from a 3/4 profile

Of course i am not chadlite or chad, but at least now i have cheekbones, and very good hairline/hairstyle.. Maybe normal to a bit above average normie. Still i think with a lot of approaching and taking action, i should have gotten some success.
I also have a full beard to cover my narrow jaw/chin.
Another story: a girl that i was chatting 2 years ago, never wanted to date me. Now that i have another whatsapp profile picture, she randomly wrote me: "hey whats up with you?? You look totally different... seems like you have another hairstyle??"
Then she wanted to date me, but i was to autistic and depressed to meet her. I always thought "i am not attractive enough for her".

 

[Deleted member 4887]

if I could have before and after I would be mighty grateful.
This Christmas I hope to be a little leaner, 1 moNth in from Retin A and get a hair system so this will be lifefuel(looks wise)

 

[Deleted member 7776]

over

 

[Deepraj7]

One year ago i got a hairsystem, shoe lifts, a ton of fillers (cheekbones, under eye and gonials), weight loss, colored contacts, skincare routine and eyebrow coloring.
People startet complimenting me how i look different and very good.
I went out to clubs, and even got approached. Because i am still very depressed and mentally fucked from rejections and the blackpill, i fucked up on the girls that approached me.
I never had the power to approach girls, and always thinked to myself: "they want chad, and not me".
I spent the whole year making chadfishing accounts, instead of trying to get myself a girl.
The only sex i had this year was a 35yr old attractive latina, that called me handsome on the streets. She took my number and straight up invited me to her home.
I also got smiles and straight signals from girls this summer, but i was to autistic and stupid to approach. My ugly and balding self is just to deep anchored.
My blackpilled friend that has a lot of success with girls, always told me: "you look good now, you gained 2 points, you really need to approach or get tinder now".
Instead i did nothing, and sunken deeper into negative blackpill mindset and anxiety.
If i would have taken some action, i maybe would have 10 lays this year.
The problem is that i still feel very insecure and traumatized from rejections and the fact of beeing ugly.
No matter how much i would improve, i will always be the ugly looser in my head.

What's your skincare routine bro? I like to know other users skincare routine tbh

 

[Deleted member 9837]

Nigga jfl at this point what you want us to say?

you chose to stay inside. You chose to waste your looksmaxxing

I feel bad for you but you brought it on yourself for completely ignoring and not trying to improve your mental health

 

[Struggler]

ascension pics ?

 

[Deleted member 7776]

Btw OP how many ml worth of fillers did you get and how many Euros or CHF since you're swiss did they cost you? Just curious

 

[TITUS]

Most people here are just mentally ill, not ugly. Post your picture to see how much you ascended.
Ditch the "hair system" wig and hop on fin and try to dermaroll your hair back with minox/stemox and all the essential oil copes, not being a fraudster probably helps towards your self confidence, wigs are JFLworthy. Get a hair transplant if you need to.

 

[Jamal2222]

Mentalcel

 

[jclunie]

One year ago i got a hairsystem, shoe lifts, a ton of fillers (cheekbones, under eye and gonials), weight loss, colored contacts, skincare routine and eyebrow coloring.
People startet complimenting me how i look different and very good.
I went out to clubs, and even got approached. Because i am still very depressed and mentally fucked from rejections and the blackpill, i fucked up on the girls that approached me.
I never had the power to approach girls, and always thinked to myself: "they want chad, and not me".
I spent the whole year making chadfishing accounts, instead of trying to get myself a girl.
The only sex i had this year was a 35yr old attractive latina, that called me handsome on the streets. She took my number and straight up invited me to her home.
I also got smiles and straight signals from girls this summer, but i was to autistic and stupid to approach. My ugly and balding self is just to deep anchored.
My blackpilled friend that has a lot of success with girls, always told me: "you look good now, you gained 2 points, you really need to approach or get tinder now".
Instead i did nothing, and sunken deeper into negative blackpill mindset and anxiety.
If i would have taken some action, i maybe would have 10 lays this year.
The problem is that i still feel very insecure and traumatized from rejections and the fact of beeing ugly.
No matter how much i would improve, i will always be the ugly looser in my head.

Besides that you're mentally ill like everyone on this site I'll give you a tip to actually ascend: get purposely rejected.

Go out and instead of trying to approach women with the intention of success go with the SOLE purpose of getting rejected, if they don't reject you you've failed. This way you can get over your crippling fear of rejection, you'll notice how the first time you're pissing your pants and after the first rejection you may feel bad for 15 minutes BUT THAT'S LITERALLY IT, you're not dead, you'll notice how women don't have the power to make you feel bad, only you have that power. Don't give a fuck

 

[Deleted member 7192]

One year ago i got a hairsystem, shoe lifts, a ton of fillers (cheekbones, under eye and gonials), weight loss, colored contacts, skincare routine and eyebrow coloring.
People startet complimenting me how i look different and very good.
I went out to clubs, and even got approached. Because i am still very depressed and mentally fucked from rejections and the blackpill, i fucked up on the girls that approached me.
I never had the power to approach girls, and always thinked to myself: "they want chad, and not me".
I spent the whole year making chadfishing accounts, instead of trying to get myself a girl.
The only sex i had this year was a 35yr old attractive latina, that called me handsome on the streets. She took my number and straight up invited me to her home.
I also got smiles and straight signals from girls this summer, but i was to autistic and stupid to approach. My ugly and balding self is just to deep anchored.
My blackpilled friend that has a lot of success with girls, always told me: "you look good now, you gained 2 points, you really need to approach or get tinder now".
Instead i did nothing, and sunken deeper into negative blackpill mindset and anxiety.
If i would have taken some action, i maybe would have 10 lays this year.
The problem is that i still feel very insecure and traumatized from rejections and the fact of beeing ugly.
No matter how much i would improve, i will always be the ugly looser in my head.

yeah I feel you

 

[Hozay]