mirinnnasal
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Back when I was a moron in winter 2025, I didn't really understand how to apply logic to situations; or reason deeply when I got into this space, I thought just spamming chin tucks and neck curls were going to save me. I wasn't a student of the black pill; I didn't understand the three pillars: human nature, the importance of looks, and genetic determinism.
Although when these pillars hit me, they sent me into a bit of a spiral and a body dysmorphic state, I'm glad to say around three months ago I was able to get out of that state, and my LM journey has been very good since then.
I have completely changed my hair texture through certain treatments, and now I am a curly-head. I've leaned out about 15 pounds; I'm almost under 15% body fat. My teeth are looking extremely white and straight, and I've recently started wearing my retainers again. I've also invested in getting some lifts along with special shoes, specifically Salomons. I use these to look neurotypical instead of getting tall men's shoes, since my friends are so NT they would be inspecting what type of shoes I'm wearing... I'm also getting earrings next month, and I will help with my archetype and physiognomy. I've also moved into online school which is gonna be easier for me to money max, but I have to keep up on schooling, which is a little bit difficult
And in about three weeks I'll have a very good steroid cycle with researched ancillaries ready, and will be on pace to maximizing my physique. I'm planning on doing more research on surgeons to perform osteotomy and getting scans of my head to begin with on my hard-maxing journey. I had an appointment on May 19 for a CBCT scan with a very prominent doctor who expands both the lower and upper jaws.
In theory this would help with my lip width, but I don't know if I'm going to get it for just aesthetic reasons, which can cause a bad outcome. Anyways, hopefully I can finesse my way into getting a free appointment, saying I'm financially crippled, and I'll probably either charge back the doctor appointment later on with the consultation fee being around $600.
But for once I'm keeping a consistent outlook on my looksmax journey instead of just Ldaring all day in a doomer state; it's all a chance, but you're still dealt some cards to play, and I chose to begin participating. I'm also planning on recording videos of myself with my Canon G7 X and updating you guys on each step of my journey.
Although when these pillars hit me, they sent me into a bit of a spiral and a body dysmorphic state, I'm glad to say around three months ago I was able to get out of that state, and my LM journey has been very good since then.
I have completely changed my hair texture through certain treatments, and now I am a curly-head. I've leaned out about 15 pounds; I'm almost under 15% body fat. My teeth are looking extremely white and straight, and I've recently started wearing my retainers again. I've also invested in getting some lifts along with special shoes, specifically Salomons. I use these to look neurotypical instead of getting tall men's shoes, since my friends are so NT they would be inspecting what type of shoes I'm wearing... I'm also getting earrings next month, and I will help with my archetype and physiognomy. I've also moved into online school which is gonna be easier for me to money max, but I have to keep up on schooling, which is a little bit difficult
And in about three weeks I'll have a very good steroid cycle with researched ancillaries ready, and will be on pace to maximizing my physique. I'm planning on doing more research on surgeons to perform osteotomy and getting scans of my head to begin with on my hard-maxing journey. I had an appointment on May 19 for a CBCT scan with a very prominent doctor who expands both the lower and upper jaws.
In theory this would help with my lip width, but I don't know if I'm going to get it for just aesthetic reasons, which can cause a bad outcome. Anyways, hopefully I can finesse my way into getting a free appointment, saying I'm financially crippled, and I'll probably either charge back the doctor appointment later on with the consultation fee being around $600.
But for once I'm keeping a consistent outlook on my looksmax journey instead of just Ldaring all day in a doomer state; it's all a chance, but you're still dealt some cards to play, and I chose to begin participating. I'm also planning on recording videos of myself with my Canon G7 X and updating you guys on each step of my journey.
